Big Moon Ballad

Chapter 1742 Time
Murong Yin's heart cooled down.

The root of the disease that cannot be cured even after becoming a human god, how heavy was it at the beginning.

She lowered her head slightly, "Why do you want to give birth to a man?"

Murong Yin didn't understand that it would be fine if Lin Shubai liked children, but I heard that her two children were sent to Nanchu not long after they were born, let alone raising them, they almost ignored them.

Of course, this does not mean that she is an irresponsible mother. As the first female national teacher, Lin Shubai's situation is beyond the imagination of ordinary people. Murongyin knows that she is not qualified to judge her.

But if you are not fanatical about raising children, why do you have to have them?

If it wasn't for liking children, there was only one possibility left.

There was a bitter taste in Murongyin's mouth.

Does she just... like that man?

"Birth for a man?"

However, Lin Shubai was startled when he heard the words, and then smiled, "He didn't know about it, and I was asking for trouble."

"do not know?"

Murongyin was stunned.

"From conception to birth, he didn't know, both children are like this." Lin Shubai looked at the falling snowflakes outside the stone window, "It's better to say that he really trusts me. I hugged him and said it was him." Yes, he believed it."

Murong Yin was a little dumbfounded.

"Then when you were pregnant and confinement..."

"It's all in the middle of the Tang Dynasty," Lin Shubai turned his head, "There are other people who take care of me."

Although Lin Shubai didn't say it clearly, Murongyin can guess that the only ones who have the financial ability to hide Lin Shubai are probably only princes and nobles, but there is no woman with such matching strength in the middle Tang Dynasty.

In other words, it was another man who took care of Lin Shubai.

Murong Yin didn't know what to say. In a sense, Southern Chu Guoshi Ji Mo really trusted Lin Shubai.

But why is the relationship between these two... so chaotic?

Calculating the time, Lin Shubai's youngest daughter should be three years old this year, that is, she was conceived four years ago, and four years ago...

Murongyin was deeply impressed by that year, because it was the last decisive battle between Daqin and Xirong on the border that broke out.

That battle can be called the Great Qin's battle for the founding of the country. The Emperor of Great Qin personally marched, and Lin Shubai accompanied him. The Great Qin was precarious after the founding of the country. The gods and humans beheaded the six kings of Xirong in one fell swoop on the front battlefield, and the rear battlefield was only ten years old. The feudal Princess Zhaoyang and the emperor's eldest son Yingsu guarded the Afang Palace together, and Qin won a complete victory, which has become a good story.

And about seven or eight months after the war ended, Lin Shubai gave birth to a daughter.

In other words, when beheading the six Zhai kings, was Lin Shubai actually pregnant?

Murong Yin's mind was shaken, as if he had guessed the reason why Lin Shubai would leave behind the root cause of the disease.

"you……"

She bit her lip, "Is your illness really all right?"

"It's all right," Lin Shubai smiled, "What were you thinking just now? So preoccupied."

"You..." Murongyin took a deep breath and couldn't help asking, "When you went to fight Xirong with your majesty, were you pregnant?"

"So you are worried about this?" Lin Shubai smiled, "No, An Ge was born prematurely, and I only found out that I was pregnant after the war."

That was conceived before the war.

Murong Yin bit her lips tightly, she conceived a child in such a physically and mentally exhausted situation, and then had to run around to deal with the aftermath of the war, how could she not leave the root cause of the disease?

"Why do you..." She held on to Lin Shubai's lapel tightly, not knowing what to say, should she say that Lin Shubai was stupid and hated Xi Rong who took advantage of the fire, or should she hate other people for being useless, under the situation of internal and external difficulties, Such a heavy burden was actually placed on this woman alone.

"Are you feeling sorry for me?"

Lin Shubai looked at her, his eyes were a little dazed, and then he smiled brightly, "You don't have to do this, the root cause of my illness is that my body is not suitable for pregnancy, and it has nothing to do with the war."

"Not suitable for pregnancy?"

Murongyin was stunned.

"This is the diagnosis Baoyue personally gave me, and there is no mistake."

"Baoyue's medical skills are very good," Lin Shubai smiled, "It's better to say that the child is studying medicine so hard for me."

Sure enough, she still wanted to mention her apprentice today.

"I'm different from you and Baoyue. I'm not a genius." Lin Shubai touched her hair and said softly, "In order to be recognized by the Beast God, I have to pay some price."

"In the early years, I broke through the realm too quickly, so I left hidden dangers in my body," Lin Shubai said seriously, "But if I hadn't chosen to become a heavenly rank as soon as possible, and after risking my life to break through the realm, relying on the power of the heavenly rank to repair my body, I can't live now."

Murong Yin was slightly taken aback, all this sounded a bit like her initial choice.

"It's contradictory, isn't it?" Lin Shubai smiled wryly, "That's why I advised you to follow the steps and not choose such a risky path."

"Although it's too late to say anything now, from now on, you must take good care of your body."

Lin Shubai said solemnly, "Otherwise, you will have to suffer when you have a child in the future."

Murong Yin froze, she left Lin Shubai's embrace, and said calmly, "Do you think I still have a chance to get married and have children?"

Regardless of whether she wants to live or not, she is destined to stay on this snow mountain for the rest of her life, alone.

"Don't be so pessimistic," Lin Shubai stared at her seriously, held her hand, and said every word.

"In the future, I will definitely find a way to let you go down the mountain, so that all female practitioners can stand in the world fairly."

Although these words misinterpreted Murong Yin's wish at that time to a certain extent, but hearing these words, the mountain ghost standing in the long river of memory felt a dull pain in his heart.

This is the promise of man and god, and it is also the long-cherished wish that Lin Shubai wanted to realize all his life.

But at that time, she was moved but she was moved, after all, she pushed Lin Shubai's hand away, and turned her head away.

"Don't bother."

She said indifferently, "I will not marry, nor will I have children."

The atmosphere between the two was a bit cold, but the next moment Lin Shubai laughed, breaking the embarrassment.

"It's up to you," Lin Shubai said with a smile, "I just want to give you a chance to choose."

"When this goal is achieved, you can do whatever you want."

The woman wrapped her warm arms around her, "Only you can decide your body. Whether you want to marry or not, and whether you want to have children is up to you."

It's all up to her, to decide for herself.

Murong Yin sat on the bed in a daze, and suddenly looked at Lin Shubai, "What about you?"

"Ok?"

She lowered her eyes, "Will you... have children?"

Lin Shubai was startled, and the smile on the corner of his mouth faded away.

She looked out the window and said lightly, "No."

"Since he's married to someone else, I won't see him again."

Murong Yin choked for breath, Lin Shubai didn't mention his name, but she knew who this "he" was.

Ji Mo, the teacher of the Southern Chu State, has married his main wife.

Even though he was never married, Lin Shubai would never see a married man again.

This is the pride of Da Si Ming.

But this also means that Lin Shubai will not choose to be with other men in this life.

Why?

For a moment, Murongyin almost forgot who she was angry with, and a feeling of resentment rushed into her heart.

Ji Mo can marry another wife and have children, but Lin Shubai will no longer be with other people.

Why is this?
"what happened to you?"

Lin Shubai looked at the girl whose face was flushed with anger, and asked with some doubts.

　Murong Yin: Ji Mo, you are finished
　　
　
(End of this chapter)