Big Moon Ballad

Chapter 1781
Before Lin Shubai came, Murongyin was always afraid that she would never see her again.

When Lin Baoyue was alive, Murong Yin was always jealous of her, jealous of her occupying such an important position in Lin Shubai's heart, and hated that she had wasted so much time and energy on Lin Shubai.

When the jealousy was at its worst, Murongyin also had dark thoughts in her heart, for example, it would be better if Lin Baoyue didn't exist.

But when the news of Lin Baoyue's death came, Murongyin realized that she was wrong.

The moment she heard the news, she was overwhelmed by turbulent emotions, and she sat by the lake for a whole day without recovering.

Murongyin never imagined that she would feel such piercing sadness over the death of a woman she had never met.

After Lin Shubai lost news for many days, Murong Yin discovered how shallow and naive her past jealousy was.

In a sense, Lin Baoyue can be said to be a part of Lin Shubai.

Without Lin Baoyue, there would be no Lin Shubai she knew.

But now, the most important part to Lin Shubai has been removed from her body.

So what will Lin Shubai look like?
She still has the ability to walk up to Xiling Snow Mountain, will she still come to see her?

For the whole month, Murongyin spent the whole month in anxiety, until Fengfa told her that Lin Shubai had arrived at the foot of the mountain, she felt like she was in a dream, and suddenly felt a sense of closeness to her hometown.

She tried her best to organize her appearance, and prepared a lot of things to say to Lin Shubai, but the moment she saw that person, she forgot all of it.

Lin Shubai's body was covered with the empty state teacher's sacrificial uniform, and traces of the skeleton could even be seen faintly.

Her tears were streaming down and she couldn't stop.

"Silly girl, why are you crying?"

Lin Shubai stepped forward, gently wiped away tears for her, and said softly, "Didn't I come here safe and sound?"

Murong Yin grabbed her shoulders violently, and found that she was so skinny.

"Why are you……"

"You want to say why I lost weight?" Lin Shubai smiled, "It's okay to be thin, it's not an injury, and it will grow back soon."

"Don't you know how strong my body is? Even if I get injured, I won't even leave a scar."

There will be no scars on the body of the human god, but Lin Shubai's wounds are deeper.

"you……"

Murong Yin naturally knew why Lin Shubai became so thin all of a sudden, but she didn't know how to ask about that person.

Lin Shubai looked at her hesitant to speak, and sighed, "You want to ask about Baoyue?"

Murong Yin trembled all over, "Is that true?"

There were many rumors outside, and many people said that Shao Si Ming was not dead at all. Murong Yin originally had a little bit of luck, but seeing Lin Shubai's appearance, she already had the answer in her heart.

"it is true."

"Ayin," Lin Shubai said softly, "I don't feel that Baoyue is still in this world."

Murongyin took a step back, staring blankly at the thin woman in front of her who told the truth herself.

She still remembered that Lin Shubai personally mentioned the telepathy between her and Lin Baoyue. If even Lin Shubai couldn't feel the existence of Lin Baoyue in this world, then there was only one possibility left.

Lin Baoyue has really passed away.

Obviously this was such a painful thing for Lin Shubai, but she persisted in telling it out, she was stronger than Murong Yin imagined, but seeing her like this, Murong Yin felt even more uncomfortable.

"That……"

She gritted her teeth and asked, "What about the funeral?"

A funeral is a consolation for the loved ones left in this world, and it is also the only way for Lin Shubai to relieve his grief.

But there is no news about Shao Siming's funeral from Efang Palace so far, Murong Yin thought that Lin Shubai was still preparing, so she wanted to ask if she could help.

"It can't be done," Lin Shubai said, "it can't be done either."

why?
Murongyin was astonished.

Lin Shubai looked up at her, and said softly, "I can't find Baoyue's body."

"I can't find it anywhere."

Live without people, dead without corpses.

Murong Yin was stunned.

This sentence originally means that the person is not dead, but to Lin Shubai, it means that you know that the person is dead, you will not see the last side of her life, and you will not find her body after death.

Even though you have all-powerful abilities, you still can't find the corpse of the person you value the most, and you can't even let her rest in the ground after she dies.

This was the real bolt from the blue, Murong Yin couldn't imagine how Lin Shubai spent this month.

Looking at the skinny woman in front of her, a bone-chilling chill suddenly appeared in her heart.

Did the person who killed Lin Baoyue want to kill Lin Baoyue, or torture Lin Shubai?

"do you need my help?"

She grabbed Lin Shubai's wrist violently, "Even if I search every corner where my wind can reach, I will definitely help you find her!"

Lin Shubai stared at her in a daze.

The next moment Murong Yin felt warm and her body froze.

Lin Shubai reached out and hugged her into his arms.

"Thank you."

Lin Shubai's voice came from above her head, still so gentle, but this time it was so gentle that Murongyin wanted to cry.

"But, Ah Yin," Lin Shubai said softly, "This is what I want to do."

"I will definitely find Baoyue."

"If one day I really can't do it, I will come to you for help."

But after that, Lin Shubai never mentioned about Lin Baoyue again.

Instead, she became more and more busy, and the number of visits to Xiling Snow Mountain decreased a lot.

Although lonely, Murong Yin can fully understand Lin Shubai's difficulties.The new emperor of the Qin Dynasty ascended the throne, and the political situation at home and abroad was unstable, but Ying Hao was useless, and all the burdens fell on Lin Shubai's shoulders.

In such a busy schedule, Lin Shubai still has to search for Lin Baoyue's body and investigate the cause of Lin Baoyue's death. One can imagine how hard it will be.

But even so, Lin Shubai would still find time to come to Xiling Snow Mountain, chat and sleep with her as usual.

Lin Shubai gradually recovered his previous appearance, and he was no longer so frighteningly thin.Through the wind method, Murongyin saw that the people around Lin Shubai became less worried about her.

Everything seems to have returned to the original state, and the grief will always be diluted by time. Maybe after a while, Lin Shubai will forget about Lin Baoyue, and his life will return to the right track.

Almost everyone thinks so.

But Murongyin knew that all these were just appearances.

For several nights, she accidentally woke up in the middle of the night and found Lin Shubai sitting quietly on the bed alone, staring at the lake outside the window.

Lin Shubai couldn't sleep at all.

She just pretended to be sleeping soundly in front of herself.

Several times, after eating, Lin Shubai proposed to go out alone for a snack. She didn't expose it, but just after Lin Shubai went out, Murongyin heard retching coming from the back mountain through the wind method. the sound of.

(End of this chapter)