Big Moon Ballad

Chapter 2181 Rejection
Ying Baoyue looked at the pair of black eyes in front of her.

There was worry and anxiety in those familiar eyes.

She often saw Li Ji's worried expression, but rarely saw anxiety.

He has always been like a mountain, tall, powerful, and omnipotent, sheltering them all from wind and rain.

No matter what happens, he can always deal with everything calmly, as long as he stands behind her, she will feel at ease.

But at this time, Li Ji's eyes were like that of an ignorant child, obviously without self-confidence, but trying to face the situation beyond his control.

Ying Baoyue lowered her head, it was his all-time strength that made her forget that he was a very insecure child who easily blamed himself and hurt himself.

She raised her head and said softly, "A Ji, thank you, but this time you don't want to go with me."

Li Ji stared at her, unable to believe his ears.

He obviously felt her expectation and retention from her before.She clearly hoped that he would go with her before, but now she refuses his company.

Did he get it wrong?Or is he missing something?Was it his momentary hesitation that made her disappointed in him?

"Baoyue, I didn't want to..."

"Aji," Ying Baoyue interrupted Li Ji's indiscriminate words. This night, her mood was ups and downs, and she had never felt sour and bitter so many times.

It turned out that this feeling was so tormenting.

She needs to stop the mutual torment between her and Li Ji immediately.

"Aji, it's not that I don't want you to go with me..."

"Wait, Baoyue, don't you need me anymore?"

This time it was Li Ji who interrupted Ying Baoyue, and Ying Baoyue looked at him in astonishment.

Li Ji's gaze was also a little dazed, as if he didn't expect such words to come from his own mouth.

It was a horrible night.

Ying Baoyue closed her eyes and forcibly pulled herself out of her troubled thoughts.She can't let the relationship between him and her continue to go out of control like this, there must be one person between the two of them who can keep calm, otherwise the consequences will be as they are now.

"Li Ji, Lord Buzhaohua, listen to me!"

Li Ji's chaotic thoughts stopped suddenly, and he looked up at her.

"Zhaohua," Ying Baoyue found that calling this name could calm him down, she said seriously, "It's not that I don't need you, I have always needed you."

It really takes courage to say that...

Li Ji's state is too abnormal now, she decided to explain everything to him clearly.

"Zhaohua," Ying Baoyue stared into Li Ji's eyes, "Although I need you, do you know who you are now?"

Li Ji was taken aback.

The voice in his heart was about to move, and he bit the tip of his tongue, and the pain woke him up.

That's right, he really doesn't know who he is now.

His understanding of himself for more than twenty years was completely overturned just yesterday.

Even if he was worried about Ying Baoyue, he followed her to the Buddhist monastery in this state. Not only would he not be able to help, but it might even add to the chaos.

Li Ji's dark eyes dimmed, he closed his eyes, "I understand, hold the moon."

"I'm not going with you, please be careful in everything."

"I understand," Ying Baoyue looked at his tightly closed eyes, as if he had been bitten in his heart, which was painful and itchy.

The next moment Li Ji opened his eyes and smiled at her gently, "But Baoyue, I'm not saying I won't go."

The man's eyes were tired but clear, he said softly.

"Please wait for me."

When he defeats his demons, when he finds out who he really is, he will definitely return to her side.

"it is good."

Ying Baoyue looked into his eyes, "Besides, Ah Ji, I also want you to wait for me."

Li Ji was startled.

Ying Baoyue smiled bitterly, "I just said something too much, I said you don't know who you are."

Li Ji shook his head, "Not too much, what you said is the truth."

Ying Baoyue smiled wryly, "It's too much, because of Li Ji, and so am I."

Li Ji was startled, Ying Baoyue looked at him with mixed feelings.

In a sense, she is really similar to Li Ji.

Their memories all have fragments.

Li Ji didn't know who he was.

She doesn't know who she is either.

Her soul and memory are incomplete.

Ying Baoyue caressed her heart, and the feeling of the fragments of the soul in the psychedelic valley entering her body still remained in her body.

Chu Yan had a fragment of her soul in his hand.This time when I went to the Buddhist monastery, although Chu Yan didn't say it clearly, Ying Baoyue had a premonition in his heart.

The other her is probably in the Buddhist monastery.

In addition to finding Du Ziqing, she might be able to see another self.

From the former Qin to Southern Chu, from Southern Chu to Eastern Wu, from Eastern Wu to Northern Wei, from Northern Wei to Hou Liao, from Hou Liao to Xirong.

She's gone far enough, it's time to find her true self.

Thinking of the memory in the fragment that Chu Yan gave her, Ying Baoyue looked at the man in front of her with complicated eyes.

"Aji, I hope that when we meet next time, we will both know who we are."

Li Ji clenched his fists tightly, and his fingertips dug into his palms.

He looked deeply at the girl with firm eyes in front of him.

"it is good."

"I promise you."

……

……

The sun shines into the small town shrouded in wind and sand, and the morning of Sand City is coming.

Chu Yan stood at the appointed place, watching a group of people walking towards him from afar.

The leading girl walks firmly, she is the youngest next year, but she is leading a group of young people behind her, like a commander who has gone through hundreds of battles.

Chu Yan glanced behind Ying Baoyue, his eyes were a little surprised.

Because he didn't see the man he thought would come.

"Why, Mr. Zhaohua didn't come?"

"Li Ji is not feeling well, and will stay in Shacheng," Ying Baoyue said softly, "Someone of us will stay with him."

Chu Yan took a closer look at the people Ying Baoyue was bringing, and found that there were only Ji Jiashu, Xu Yishan, and Chen Zichu. Ji Qingyuan, Yeluhua, and Meng Shi, whom he had seen in the city before, were nowhere to be seen.

Chu Yan couldn't help narrowing his eyes.

Putting Ji Qingyuan aside, compared to Ji Jiashu, the eldest son of the Southern Chu State Master's realm is extremely low, and he is not considered a figure.

However, the prince of the Northern Wei Dynasty and the girl Meng, who is said to have been appointed as the princess concubine by Queen Feng, are not low-level. Among the young people brought by Ying Baoyue, there are three other fourth-ranking young people besides her. , it was Ji Jiashu, Yeluhua and Meng Shi.

Chu Yan never expected that Ying Baoyue would leave all three of the four ranks to Li Ji, and he would only bring Ji Jiashu.

Could it be that something happened to Li Ji?

Seeing Chu Yan's thoughtful eyes, Ying Baoyue stepped forward and approached him, "What's the matter? Elder Chu, do you have any questions?"

"It's nothing." Chu Yan glanced behind her, "Why didn't you see your iron guard?"

"You mean Guichen?"

(End of this chapter)