Big Moon Ballad

"Can't wait for something?"

Ying Xun's words were cut off in the middle, and Li Ji couldn't help asking.

"I can't wait to kill her."

Ying Xun's expression was calm, but what he said was horrifying, "I once took the sword my father left behind to find her in the bedroom, and wanted to die together."

Looking at Li Ji's surprised gaze, Ying Xun chuckled, "Everyone has their brains out of order."

He had an awkward personality at that time, and he couldn't just pretend to be young and frivolous, he could only be said to be dark to the extreme.

When he was young, he liked Lin Baoyue very much, and he was as attached to her as his mother and sister.But after Lin Baoyue left Efang Palace and went to the border, the lonely time in the deep palace day after day turned this attachment into a distorted feeling.

This feeling broke out after his father decided to remarry Lin Baoyue, but before he could do anything, his father died.

His whole body was in chaos, and there was nothing in his mind other than killing the murder once and for all.

Li Ji took a deep breath, "What happened next?"

"Later?" Ying Xun said calmly, "She didn't give me a chance to kill her."

To be precise, she didn't even have the time to meet him.

"She did everything by herself, broke through to the second rank in the main hall, and carried out the rank ceremony non-stop."

She defeated all the sons of God except Ji Mo, from a poor woman who lost her fiancé to a Shao Si Ming who looked down upon the world.

After reaching the top of her life, she gave up everything again.

The Shao Si ordered Lin Baoyue to give up all identities and choose to be imprisoned in the cloud forest for life to comfort the soul of the eldest prince Yingsu.

"The day she left Efang Palace, I only had time to see her back."

Lin Baoyue took off all her accessories, put on filial piety, and stepped out of the palace gate alone.

Except for the red lotus sword hanging by her waist, she looks like an ordinary widowed woman.

After seeing that figure from behind, the flame that had been burning in Ying Xun's heart suddenly went out.

"Tell me, what else can I hate about her like that?"

Li Ji fell silent, inexplicably recalling the scene when he first met Li Zhao.

The woman was wearing a filial piety dress, holding a hatchet and standing by the tree. Under the moonlight, she was so pure that there was no trace of dust.

"Then you thought about it?" Li Ji asked softly.

"How could it be so simple?" Ying Xun laughed at himself, "It's not long ago that I completely let go."

His twisted and complicated thoughts were suppressed in the bottom of his heart and became thick scars.

The arrival of Ying Baoyue revealed those scars.

The one who saved him, no matter when, turned out to be her.

"I hated her so much at first, but it was because my father wasn't worth it," Ying Xun said quietly, "He gave up his heart for her, but her heart wasn't on him."

Shao Si ordered Lin Baoyue to be ignorant of feelings, this was known to the world back then.

This unwillingness may not be just for his father.

Ying Xun lowered his head, feeling ashamed of himself for using his father as an excuse.

In fact, he himself has always harbored the same unwillingness.

When Ying Baoyue was just his younger sister, he had felt happy, after all, their identities were finally getting closer.

Cousins ​​can get married in Daqin.

But when Ying Baoyue's real identity was revealed, he and her returned to that distant distance again.

Ying Xun closed his eyes, he was really... unspeakably disgusting.

"are you OK?"

Li Ji looked at the frowning young man in front of him, feeling inexplicably sad.

"I'm fine," Ying Xun opened his eyes, "I used to think that what Shao Si Ming did for my father was just atonement, but in the forest of the dead, I found that's not the case."

She is just too stupid.

In two lifetimes combined, it was the first time he saw her cry.

"In short, after seeing such a father and her, I really have no reason to worry about it anymore," Ying Xun laughed, "I don't deserve it."

Li Ji frowned, he could sense that Ying Xun really had no hatred for Ying Baoyue, but he always felt that something was wrong with Ying Xun's attitude.

"Okay, my story is over," Ying Xun said quickly without giving him time to think, "Our time is limited, and His Majesty will wake up at any time. You haven't told me yet, why are you here?"

Looking at Li Ji's appearance, he seemed to have stayed in the Efang Palace for a long time.

"I came here after someone," Ying Xun knew everything about him, and Li Ji said it bluntly, "The Lord Yunzhong of Xirong is in this palace right now."

Ying Xun's pupils dilated slightly, "No wonder."

"What? Have you seen him?"

Li Ji thumped in his heart, realizing that Ying Xun knew a lot of inside information.

"I haven't seen it directly, after all, my realm is limited," Ying Xun said, "But I heard a strange voice in His Majesty's bedroom before."

In the past few months, he has already found out the people around Ying Hanri clearly, but he has never found the owner of that voice.

"Just by the sound, you know?"

Li Ji was startled, he carefully looked at the young man in front of him, and suddenly felt a little strange.

In Ying Xun's originally reckless and childish eyes, there is something more profound

When Mrs. Yao mentioned that he is now a celebrity beside Ying Hanri, Li Ji still found it unbelievable.Now it seems that during the period of separation, what happened to Ying Xun was no less than that of him and Ying Baoyue.

"Speaking of which, I haven't asked you yet."

Li Ji scrutinized Ying Xun's eyebrows carefully, and said straightforwardly, "How did you gain Ying Hanri's trust?"

"If I remember correctly, the former king of Qin always wanted to kill you and then hurry up, right?"

"That's true," Ying Xun grinned, "He's hunted me down for many years."

Otherwise, he didn't have to hide in Nanchu and live under the fence for so long.

"When we met again before, he still held a sword and wanted to stab me to death with his own hands."

That's right, this was the normal relationship between the brothers before.

"Then why does he let you get close now and make you king?" Li Ji asked puzzled.

"It's very simple, as long as he realizes that I am not the one threatening his throne, and that I am the only one in the world who will help him sincerely."

Ying Xun spoke expressionlessly.

"The elders who brought me up have always done wrong things before."

Ying Hanri wanted to kill him, but it was because he was the son of the First Prince and was originally qualified to inherit the throne.

With Ying Hanri living a good life, he is naturally Ying Hanri's biggest enemy.

In fact, it can't be blamed for the narrow vision of the elders, because his identity is a fatal spot, no matter what means he uses, it is impossible to make Ying Hanri lower his vigilance towards him.

But both he and the widows overlooked a problem.

Ying Hanri was afraid that he would seize the throne, and that was based on the fact that he was alive and kicking.

Although the throne is important, it is not as important as the king's own life.

What if Ying Hanri was about to die the next moment, and someone stood in front of Ying Hanri and saved his life?
"I gained His Majesty's trust because of this."

Ying Xun sneered and opened his skirt.