my stealth fighter

Chapter 1118
Every immortal, unless he can be absolutely ruthless, will inevitably face the situation pointed out by Aurora. If he can only live forever by himself, he still has the ability and power to designate who can obtain eternal life, so no People who are designated and selected by him are very miserable. Although he didn't hurt them, he just let them age normally, but if you think about it from the moral point of view... not to mention that he wants to watch them age Not only Xiaosui and Qianyang, but also his parents, and other classmates, seniors, and juniors who get along well.

To avoid misunderstanding, Aurora explained: "I'm not blaming you, I just want to hear your thoughts, because these are all in my mind these days, and I even made several mistakes in reciting the speech just now... I You may know a little about the situation at home. Generally speaking, there is family affection, but not much, such as the relationship between Leila and me. She looks like she's getting old and dying, and her heart is... strange, is this the feeling of dying lips and teeth? I don't know if this idiom is used here, but the mood is very complicated."

After waiting for a while, Li Muqin did not appear out of nowhere as he expected, so Jiang Chanji could only sigh, and said, "Senior Aurora, you really don't know which pot to turn on... Please believe me, if possible, I will I even want the whole school to live forever, and everyone I know to live forever, but that is unrealistic, unrealistic on various levels. When I think of Xiaosui and Chiyang-senpai's gradual aging and death, My heart aches unceasingly, but by bringing them to Alien Star, can they realize their own life value—or can they get their current happiness without using such lofty vocabulary?"

"Take Leila as an example, maybe it's because you were compared with her since she was a child. What she wants is very simple, that is, others will look at her high, and be able to overwhelm you. I think it would be more difficult for her if you left. It’s a good thing. Besides, with her personality, even if she follows us to a different star and obtains eternal life, she still loses the opportunity to become the center of attention forever. She can reap happiness if she stays, but she can only be unhappy if she follows us——although This is my speculation, but it is not aimless." He analyzed.

"Of course the fairest thing to do is to be honest with them and let them make their own choices, but I'm not sure if that's good for them, or if I just want to throw away responsibilities, because as far as I know, their families are quite happy and their lives are full of joy. Clear goals, tell them the facts and let them fall into a dilemma and entanglement, and when they encounter things that don't go well in their lives, they will think of this choice. No matter which path they choose, they will doubt that they were Is it better for them to make a wrong choice and regret it for the rest of their lives?"

He shook his head as he asked himself the answer, "I don't know. There probably isn't an absolutely correct answer to this question. No matter how you say it, it seems to be justifying yourself. We are all too young and have little life experience, except for the dean and the others who are mature. , Candidates who have the power and ability to decide their own lives, I only disclose the plan to those candidates who I judge to be 'obviously' better for them to leave the earth and go to an alien planet. If I am wrong, it is me alone It’s my fault, all the blame and criticism should be borne by me alone.”

He emphasized the word "obvious", because everything has two sides, and there is no option of "all benefits but no harm" or "all harms but no benefit". It cannot be said that they have no worries or nostalgia at all.

Only then did Aurora know how determined he was and how much pressure he had endured. As long as he thinks about it rationally instead of doing things with blood and impulsiveness, he can understand that going to a different star is not as good as it seems , while gaining eternal life, she has to give up a lot of things. She is also extremely entangled, repeatedly weighing what she can get and what she will lose. Otherwise, even if Jiang Chanji didn't come to her, she would have gone to him long ago.

"I can't represent others, only myself. Thank you for listing me as one of the candidates. At least on this point, you did nothing wrong." Aurora said sincerely.

Jiang Chanji was embarrassed and didn't dare to look at her, "To be honest, Senior Aurora, you are a very marginal candidate. In my heart, you are in a vague area where you can say it or not. I hope you can do it." Choose wisely."

It was the first time for him to be open and honest with others, and he felt much more comfortable after saying it. He didn't expect Aurora to sympathize with him, as long as she could understand that he didn't judge by mood or personal preferences. If so, he will bring all his friends, whether they like it or not, including his parents.

"Well, I can't guarantee that I will never regret it, but I feel that my life value cannot be realized here. I want to be unique. I am afraid of working, living, getting married and having children like ordinary people, and becoming the head of a big family. As a member, everything you do must be the continuation and growth of the family as the primary goal, so that although I am alive, my soul is already dead, so—" She stopped, "Please take me."

Her choice was the same as Jiang Chanji thought. In every winter and summer vacation, Xiaosui and Qianyang would go home, but he had never seen Aurora go home in the past two years. It is to enjoy freedom and eat, drink, and have fun, but Aurora is not like this. She doesn’t go home because she simply doesn’t want to go home. Here she is the Northern Lights that countless schoolgirls yearn for. When she comes home, she is just a member of the family. A screw, no matter how powerful she is, she can't change this point. After all, she is not as strong as Yi Xing, who can be lawless. Her wish is to live for herself.

Jiang Chanji also stopped, "Senior Aurora, I wish I could have you join me. Although there are still many variables, it is not yet known whether the plan will be successful, but—I sincerely welcome you."

Aurora's heart was surging, and the remaining entanglements and worries in her heart seemed to be completely dispelled with her words. As the saying goes, there is no turning back when you start a bow. What she said will never regret it, and the rest Just think about how to achieve your goals.

"But what... can I ask you to take math class with Yi Xing for me?" Jiang Chanji said awkwardly, "I really don't understand."

Aurora was so moved that she wanted to hug her, but when she heard this request, she suddenly became dumbfounded.

(End of this chapter)