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Chapter 1235 The Truth
The noisy meditation hall was not what it should have been. After the unrelated people left, the door was closed again, and the room regained its solemnity and tranquility.

Before Arabella came back, she was eager to return home, and her ecstasy reached its peak when she saw the little sisters, and now it has slowly begun to cool down. She used to miss the dean every day and night, and often wet the pillow, But at this moment, she finally got her wish and saw the face of the dean again. Apart from the shock brought to her by the dean's aging... how should I put it, it was not the same feeling as she imagined when she saw the dean. It's not the same, the level of excitement is far less than she expected, which makes her uneasy, wondering if her conscience has fed the dog, she doesn't know what's going on, but she feels that she should be more excited and happy That's right, could it be the dean's calmness and the atmosphere in the meditation hall that suppressed her emotions?
"It sounds like you guys are having a good time on that...Noah planet." The dean said.

"The subordinates are praying and repenting every day, and they have never dared to forget the teachings and instructions of the head pastor!" Catherine blurted out fearfully as she knelt down to see the opportunity.

She was most worried about the chief dean's censure... She should be blamed, after all, she had really disappointed the dean, and she deserved it, and what she was more worried about was that the dean and Arabella would blame her together.She knew that after going to Noah Star, she should reveal the dean's intentions to her younger sister, and let her work with her to try to convert Jiang Chanji, but in fact... she had this idea more than once, and made this determination , and finally retreated, the reason is very simple, whenever she sees her younger sister getting along happily with everyone including Jiang Chanji, she can't bear to break that beauty, because her younger sister is too innocent, As clear as crystal, she always feels that if she lets her younger sister play tricks, let alone whether her younger sister can do it, she will definitely lose her precious innocence forever. To her, this is like committing a crime, or worse than committing a crime. She is not afraid of committing crimes, and does not care about the secular precepts, but she does not want her sister to be harmed, whether it is physically or psychologically, or even... ignoring the dean's instructions.

Catherine never expected that there would be a chance to return to Earth, so she originally thought that it would be fine even if she didn't disclose the dean's instructions to her younger sister. Anyway, it is unlikely that she will see the dean again. It is enough to repent twice a day for her own sins, otherwise, if she had known that she would return to Earth in less than two years, would she still have enough courage to do so?She doesn't know the answer.

"Sub...subordinate..." Arabella didn't think about anything, but when she saw her sister kneeling, although she didn't know why, she also knelt down. She always felt that the atmosphere was a bit unnatural, and her tongue was tied.

The dean was silent for a few seconds, these few seconds were like hell for Catherine, her fingers were almost digging holes in the bluestone floor.

"It doesn't matter if you forget." The dean finally spoke.

Catherine's mind buzzed, and she didn't even understand this sentence at first, but when she thought about it, she subconsciously thought that it was the dean speaking in anger.

"Subordinates don't dare! Subordinates..." She wished she could prove it. In fact, she never forgot about it for a day.

The dean waved his hand to stop her from continuing her defense, "I've thought about it a lot recently, and my thoughts have changed—you know, although the monastery obeys God, it has never excluded science because of it. Have you ever thought about science? Where is the common ground with religion?"

Catherine was speechless. She was not sure what the dean's intention was in asking these questions, and she had never thought about this question.As the dean said, during their growth, they were also taught some common sense of science. In terms of scientific literacy, they are no worse than ordinary people in society... In retrospect, whether it is her or Arabe La, or other sisters, in the process of learning science, will inevitably have a little doubt and worry, that is, where is the position of God in this system, but no one has ever answered their question, and may teach them The older nun didn't know either.

"Whether it is science or religion, we all believe that the universe is orderly. We all know that the universe has amazing ingenuity. We all know that everything in the universe obeys some mysterious laws. However, what we know It is a drop in the ocean, we are all trying to spend our whole life to get close to the truth...so I have never been afraid of death, because only death can give me a real chance to touch the truth." The dean is bathed in the skylight, looking up through the strands of the dome Kong looked into the depths of the sky.

Catherine was dumbfounded, it seemed that something suddenly became clear in her mind, but a faint fear appeared again, the dean was like a martyr, as if he would melt into the sky and disappear in the next second, or Something will appear from the hollow of the dome and take the head priest away.

Not only Catherine has this kind of fear, but Arabella is more sensitive, and her eyes are also more special. When she was traveling in the north, she once saw the existence of suspected souls at night, and at this moment, she seemed to see I saw... some kind of human-shaped light spot was leaving the head dean's body, as if it was about to fall into the embrace of the sky.

Arabella didn't think too much, and her reaction was more direct. She threw herself on the head of the hospital and hugged her thigh, crying, "Master head pastor! I don't want to know the truth! God can wait a little longer! I just beg you Don't leave us behind!"

Following her movements, the human-shaped spot of light that was about to leave the body re-fused with the head dean's body as if reluctantly.

Catherine was at a loss for a long time. She didn't expect her younger sister to suddenly make such a bold move and make such a rebellious speech, and it was too late for her to stop her.

The dean slowly lowered his head, sighed slightly, and reached out to caress Arabella's head.

Catherine was even more surprised. She had never seen such a gentle move by the dean... Ah, no, in the dusty memory, the two sisters had just lost their parents, escaped from death in a house on fire, and were passed by. When the nuns found out and brought them to the head pastor, the head pastor touched their heads like this, and seemed to say "poor child".

Arabella cried even harder, and she didn't want to let go of her hand anyway, because God was so far away, but the temperature of the dean was so close, once she let go, she was afraid that she would lose it forever.

"Then let God wait a little longer," said the dean.

(End of this chapter)