my stealth fighter

Chapter 623 Eliminate Nightmare
Nuns with pious beliefs have much less psychological burden and pressure than most ordinary people. They can pour out the secrets in their hearts at any time, repent and beg God's forgiveness, and because they have God in their hearts, they also do If nothing too bad happens, you will be alert in time if you have any bad thoughts in your heart, and you will quickly repent, and expose the small evil thoughts to God before they develop and grow, so as to eliminate them. Criminals are all atheists, or those who believe in evil, and they all have dark secrets in their hearts. Of course, there are exceptions in rare cases. After all, there are no absolutes in this world.

Catherine has no dark secrets in her heart that Michelle would know. Her worries are much less than ordinary people. Her worries mainly come from the bad experience after being possessed by a demon, even though she knows that Michelle will not be like a demon. But... It is inevitable to still have concerns, and it is not so easy to make up your mind.

Jiang Chanji didn't urge her to make a decision. Who could make a hasty decision on such an important matter?Those who can make a decision in a hurry must have no brains.

"Think about it slowly. It's not urgent. You can decide after you think about it. But I want to emphasize that this idea is my idea and has nothing to do with Mi Xue, so you don't have to think too much, even if you don't want to, Mi Xue Xue will never blame you, and you don't have to feel embarrassed to face Michelle." He comforted.

Catherine nodded, "I really need to think about it."

Just as Jiang Chanji was about to leave, he thought of another thing, and added: "I know being possessed by a demon is a terrible experience. It would be nonsense to say that I can understand your feelings. Unless I am possessed by a demon once, I won't People can experience it... But I want to say that generally speaking, the way to eliminate psychological shadows is time, let time fade away, and use new memories to cover up old memories... However, this is not necessarily the best way, because After all, you just temporarily forget the shadow, just like an ostrich sticking its head into the sand, maybe when, for example, when you dream back in the middle of the night, the memory breaks through the ground, and you will be awakened by the nightmare."

Catherine's heart moved, he was talking about the point, in fact, she had a lot of nightmares these two days.

During the day, everything is easy to talk about. She is surrounded by her younger sister, the dean, doctors and nurses, and occasionally friends like Jiang Chanji and Yuna come to visit. During the day, she seems to be shrouded in sunlight.

But at night, in the dead of night, after everyone falls asleep, no one close to her can consciously accompany her into her dreams, even if sometimes her younger sister sleeps in the same hospital bed with her, and they can hear each other's breath, but once they fall asleep , will always be alone.

In the dream, she dreamed of being possessed by demons more than once, and the pain and despair came back again. In the dream, she didn't know that she was dreaming, it was like slowly slipping into hell.

Every time she wakes up from a nightmare, she is covered in sweat, and sometimes Arabella is woken up by too much movement when she wakes up. She doesn't want her sister to worry, and she doesn't want her sister to find out if she lies, so she turns her back to her sister and continues. She slept, but couldn't fall asleep at all, and didn't fall asleep until it was almost dawn. Fortunately, she had nothing else to do these days. She could catch up on sleep during the day, but sometimes she didn't dare to make up for it. Sleeping too much during the day and having nightmares at night.

She didn't know when the nightmare would subside. She prayed to God and hoped that time could erase everything, but as Jiang Chanji said just now, time can't actually erase memories, but temporarily bury them, and one day they will be wiped out. If you dig it out, that thing will not disappear, it will always be there, maybe it will be touched by some kind of opportunity at any time.

"What do you mean?" She was so emotionally ups and downs today that she no longer had the extra ability to think, so she asked directly.

"What I mean is... Let's take an example, you are in the wilderness, in a dark abandoned house, and suddenly you see a demonic monster entrenched in the corner of the house, and then you are so frightened that you roll and crawl Run away, and every time you think of this scene, you will feel terrified and always have nightmares..."

"If I see a monster, I won't run away!" Catherine was not satisfied with his metaphor.

"...Then replace it with me. I ran away scrambling. How can I get rid of my nightmare in this situation? Most people choose to forget like an ostrich and let time smooth it out. Everything, even turning to a psychiatrist, but I think, in fact, the most correct way is to bring a bright flashlight, go with a trusted friend, bring a weapon and go back to the abandoned house during the day, and look at the corner of the house Is it a monster in the end?" He explained, "In daily life, in many cases, it is because the eyes are wrong, and the psychology is affected by the dark environment. If you dare to go back and take a closer look, you will find that the so-called monsters are actually just statues, furniture or other sundries... This is the effective way to solve the nightmare, not to escape, but to face it.”

Catherine seemed to understand a little.

"Of course, your situation is different from this one. You don't have dizziness. You really met a demon and were possessed by a demon, but I think the truth is the same. It's useless to escape. You can't escape this memory. It will always be with you. Watching you... If it were me, I would take a flashlight, go back to the abandoned house with my friends and weapons, and face the thing in the corner, whether it is a monster or a sundry - if it is really Monster, wouldn’t it be fun for everyone to eliminate harm for the people together?”

Catherine understood his metaphor completely this time.

Burying your head in the sand like an ostrich will not eliminate your nightmares. Heart diseases need heart medicine. Only by finding and solving the knots in your heart can you get rid of the nightmare forever.

She had been possessed by a demon before, leaving a very bad memory. When she thought about the feelings at that time, she shuddered. She didn't want to recall, dared not recall that scene, but she always dreamed about it in her dreams. How to solve this situation?The solution Jiang Chanji gave was... to be possessed again, the difference is that this time it was possessed by an angel.

During the day, with friends, go back to the abandoned house with weapons, see the true face of the thing in the corner, if it is fake, just laugh, if it is real, fight, no matter it is true or not , will no longer be suspicious.

If you want to say that the most powerful weapon in this world is not aircraft missiles or even nuclear bombs, it is Michelle, but faith. In terms of friends, she has no shortage.

Catherine was a little moved. She didn't know how long she would be troubled by the nightmare. If being possessed by Michelle could make her re-understand the process, maybe she could get rid of the nightmare forever. , could the situation be worse?
"I think what you said makes sense." She said hesitantly, "but I can't make up my mind yet. I want to discuss it with my sister. I don't want to hide it from her. I don't want to make people angry for doing things without her knowledge like last time. She hates me."

"Of course, and Arabella won't hate you, she just loves you too much and is afraid of losing you." He breathed a sigh of relief, "Do you want to discuss with Arabella alone? Yuna always talks to Arabella recently Pulling together, does she want to avoid it? If you don't mind, Yuna can also be present during the discussion, maybe she can provide some useful suggestions, at least to cheer you up."

Catherine was taken aback. She didn't understand why Jiang Chanji valued Yuna so much. It wasn't other friends, but he deliberately mentioned Yuna's presence?
However, it is also true that Yuna has always been tired of being with Arabella these days, maybe it is because of this reason?Catherine didn't care, she had nothing to hide except for the deal with Takuma, and Yuna had also heard about her being possessed in the past few days, it didn't matter to her whether Yuna was present or not.

She didn't understand, but in fact Yuna's presence was still very important, Yuna was a small but persistent help, as long as Yuna was not hated, Yuna's presence would definitely be beneficial and harmless.

So, Catherine walked to the other end of the corridor and told her sister about Jiang Chanji's proposal just now. Yuna also stood by and heard the whole process, but she didn't offer any advice, but admired Jiang Chanji for coming up with such a proposal.

In order to avoid putting pressure on her, or making Arabella under his influence, Jiang Chanji didn't follow, but stayed in the corridor and looked out the window.

After Arabella listened carefully, she lowered her head and thought for a while, and said, "I don't know if this matter will work, but I believe in Michelle, I believe in Chanji, they will never harm you. Catherine, this matter It's better for you to decide for yourself, don't feel that you owe Michelle a favor just because Michelle gave me treatment, it's me who owes her a favor, you just have to think about the matter itself, don't think about other superfluous things."

Although Arabella did not explicitly express her support or opposition, her words undoubtedly gave Catherine a lot of courage. As long as she firmly believes that Michelle and Jiang Chanji will not intentionally harm her, there is no doubt whether she will get a good result. Does she not have the courage to believe once? friend?During the battle, she could hand over her back to her friends without any worries, but now she dare not?
It's a big deal!
Catherine came back from the gate of hell. When she was possessed by a demon, she was ready to die. She was willing to be pierced by the holy sword and go to hell with the demon. She was not afraid of death, but afraid of failure?
She didn't have privacy concerns at first, but after she figured this out, she felt a lot more relaxed. Jiang Chanji and Mi Xue helped her pick up this life, and she didn't believe who else they could trust. ?
Catherine walked back steadily, and said to Jiang Chanji, "Come on, end this nightmare forever!"

(End of this chapter)