my stealth fighter

Chapter 860 Expansion
No. 15 was not an impulsive decision. She was never an impulsive person. In fact, she struggled for a long time during the time when Jiang Chanji and the others left. During the process of domesticating Beta, she had a lot of time to be in a daze and think about herself. Unless sometimes Zhao Man sees her as something wrong and drags her out of the apartment building to go shopping or watch a movie or something, but whether it is shopping or watching a movie, these outdoor activities that girls usually like, the 15th is only It's just coping with things mechanically. Zhao Man asked her to try on clothes, she tried on clothes, asked her to taste delicious food, she tasted delicious food, but always... To use Zhao Man's words to evaluate - no resistance, no initiative, no initiative, No enthusiasm, no three no one.

Zhao Man also tried his best to dig out the reason for her depression from No. 15's mouth, but she never succeeded. For one thing, Zhao Man himself is not a person who is good at listening and doing ideological work for others, and he lacks insight. Secondly, on the 15th, I felt that it would not be of any benefit to tell Zhao Man about this kind of thing.Zhao Man is a good girlfriend, but not one who can calmly discuss things.

No. 15 is very confused about the future. Now her task is to domesticate Beta. Seeing that Beta is improving every day, her domestication record has also been praised by the scientific research teachers of Hongye College, which makes her feel very fulfilled, but she cannot live forever Do this thing, wait for this thing to happen, will she continue to be a ninja, pretending that nothing happened?She really couldn't pretend to be stupid to that extent, and she felt embarrassing to death when she thought about it.

However, it is almost impossible to completely leave the Ninja Academy. Without this precedent, she has no face to beg the Suzerain to break this precedent for her.To be honest, although she maintains her only dignity with stubbornness and indifference on the surface, she also knows that the person who is most sorry is the suzerain. How much the suzerain favored her at that time, but she will repay her kindness. For betraying herself like this, she will never let him go afterwards, and she doesn't want the suzerain to let her go. It is best to punish herself severely. He is a demon who likes to play with people's hearts, but he does not punish her, but makes her feel uncomfortable and painful all the time.

So since the suzerain does not punish her, she has to punish herself, otherwise this kind of life is really impossible, except for a few people such as Zhao Man, Mio and Beta... or animals, and other people who know the inside story When getting along with people, she is always awkward, and everyone seems to say to her wordlessly: Are you going to fool around like that?
Especially this time when she was summoned by the suzerain, all the ninjas deliberately kept a certain distance from her, as if she had also mastered the power of telekinesis, no matter where she went, there was always an invisible wall of air around her to separate others , When other people talk to each other, she always feels that they are secretly pointing fingers at her... This process is simply extremely tormented, so tormented that she doesn't want to stay in this world anymore-literally.

She didn't tell Jiang Chanji this part of the reason, but just expressed that she wanted to find the meaning of existence, because if she said this part of the reason, it was as if she was begging him to take pity on her. She didn't need other people's pity. Her last dignity was gone.

But to my surprise, Jiang Chanji didn't continue to ask. She waited for him to persuade her earnestly, but he didn't try to persuade her anymore. She originally planned to lose her temper when she was really annoyed. She accepted it, which made her feel mixed feelings, both relief and disappointment - what she thought was, sure enough, the friendship is not to that point, Zhao Man is a fool, he is still a good person.

"What I said just now, please keep it a secret for me. Even if you tell others, I will not change my mind. In addition, if there is nothing else, I will continue to train Beta..." She gave the order to evict.

Jiang Chanji nodded, "Okay, remember to tell me the day you take action... But if there is such a day, there will definitely be a big commotion."

"Let me tell you, are you coming to see me off? Do you still want to inherit my money? Tell you, I don't have that thing!" She asked sarcastically.

"..." Jiang Chanji was speechless, and clarified: "No, I want to go with you."

"Go together?" No. 15 was taken aback for a moment, and she didn't understand what he meant, or she understood, but thought she had misunderstood him.

"That's right, aren't you going to take Beta to the other side of the 'passage'? I mean, I'm going too." He said.

"What?"

No. 15 was stunned, "Aren't you joking? It's interesting to play such a joke with me?"

"Do I look like I'm joking?" He asked back, "Or do you have to pay the entrance fee first to enter the 'passage'?"

"you……"

"I know, it's dangerous, right, isn't that what I told you just now? Do you want to tell me again?"

No. 15 was robbed by him and was speechless for a while, gritted his teeth and said: "No, I mean... are you sick? Do you think I will be grateful for doing this? Stop being so self-righteous!"

Jiang Chanji waved his hands again and again, "You misunderstood, I didn't think so, I don't need your gratitude, you have reasons for you to go, I have reasons for me to go, I am different from No. Willing to be a companion..."

"You? What reason do you have?" On the 15th, 1 people didn't believe it. From her point of view, in the current circle around her, Jiang Chanji was so popular that he was favored by almost everyone, not to mention he was in the circle. He is like a fish in water, getting along well with everyone around him, and he has absolutely no reason to give up his great future.

"Because... Isn't that the same sentence? If you are poor, you will benefit yourself, and if you are rich, you will benefit the world. I didn't have the skills before, and I didn't dare to be the first bird, but now that I have some skills, I still want to say something within my power—" — Believe it or not, I like Hongye Academy very much, and I also like those cute junior girls. A strong desire to protect, to protect their safety like a real senior." He said seriously.

"...What are you talking about like a real senior..." No. 15 whispered.

If Jiang Chanji said some big and empty rhetoric about saving the world, she would definitely not believe it, or if he said that he wanted to become stronger, or that he wanted to challenge himself and was willing to take risks, she would not believe it, so he would It's not that kind of character, but now the reasons he gave out, and the tone of his speech, it's hard to say that they are all faked, and it's not like she hasn't seen those low-grade girls in Hongye College who are all star-struck. Adoration, after all, his limelight has surpassed Aurora, so it makes sense to have an inflated mentality.

"Of course there are other reasons, but you didn't say everything, did you? In short, what you said just now, I will return it in full - I have made up my mind, please keep it secret for me, even if you tell others, I will And I won’t change my mind.” He said this not only to No. 15, but also to himself, because before he said this, he had been hesitating, and now by saying this, it is equivalent to firming his faith. It is not so easy to retreat.

No. 15 was speechless for a while, and it took a long time to hold back a sentence: "Are you really thinking about it?"

"Think about it, and I can tell you the truth. Not only you and me, but besides you and me, there may be more powerful people walking together, but I can't reveal who it is for the time being." He said, " I don't know what your real thoughts are, anyway, I'm not going to die, on the contrary, maybe I'm inflated, but I think this time may be the best chance to solve the 'channel' problem, this time the lineup is more than The pioneers who took risks before are stronger, and the most important thing is to have Beta as the leading party."

His and her eyes fell on Beta, who was obsessed with Lego bricks with infinite combinations, playing happily, even ignoring the existence of the two of them. This kind of high concentration is also high intellectual performance.Compared with the four different shapes just now, the building blocks that seem to be put together at random finally have a somewhat specious outline, like a human shape, or a monkey shape.

(End of this chapter)