My girl group exploded

Chapter 1190 "I"

Lin Xuan'er didn't sing first, she waved to the guests first.

She knew that these people must be tired after dancing with her for so long.

Now they are probably the same as themselves, they are thinking about going home quickly!

She thought about it too, wanted to take off her clothes and take a nice hot shower.

That must feel good.

She suddenly understood why Zhou Yiyang arranged this song at the end of the album, and why he insisted on letting herself sing this song at the end.

Just standing here now, the lyrics that she sang many times can still come to her mind and ring in her ears again.

"Do you think that life is actually quite difficult?" The voice sounded from a corner of the manor, but the voice was processed so that people couldn't tell who the original voice was.

"Sometimes I really don't understand that the company wants to give me this kind of personality. I work with a mask every day, so tired!" Another voice sounded, which made many artists shudder, thinking that it was the voice in their hearts speaking .

"Have I ever said that I actually don't want to be an actor. I really love the stage, but no actor can make money as an idol."

"The self-media is not free at all. I haven't been able to write a single word for a week. I think I'm crazy!"

"Every time an award is presented, I laugh so painfully. I'm actually not happy at all. Why isn't that award given to me?"

"I work really hard, I only sleep five hours a day, and the rest of the time I improve myself. But why am I still not popular, why!"

These voices sounded from all directions, and this was said by the artist Zhou Yiyang secretly interviewed in advance.

These voices and words made many of the artists present restless.

Many of them have had similar thoughts. In the middle of the night, they all emo and doubt life.

At this time, they all looked at Lin Xuan'er on the stage, only to realize that she had already sat in front of the dressing table at some point.

The music sounded, it was so unexpected, but it made people feel just right.

[When the gloss fades when I take off the mascara
Can the feet that take off the high heels still stand tall?
One day when the applause is less, there are still people laughing at me
Does it matter if I stop singing and dancing]

Lin Xuan'er sang softly, Wang Xingrui's eyes were red, and her critical ears immediately heard Lin Xuan'er's suppressed emotions.

And Lin Xuan'er did exactly as she sang, removing her makeup little by little in front of the mirror.

When removing mascara, when wiping off lipstick, when removing earrings...every time a decoration is removed, her smile becomes more sincere.

When she stood up with no makeup, there were already cries from the scene.

Almost all the female artists cried. They really felt that Lin Xuan'er sang to their hearts with this song, rather than simply performing.

Tang Yue shook her head, then said sadly: "I really admire Xuan'er, if it were me, I really wouldn't be able to do this. It's too difficult for me to show my true self in front of so many people. "

But it was Su Yin who held Tang Yue's hand tightly, and said softly, "Look, Xuan'er is still very beautiful. Tangtang, you are the same, the real you are just as beautiful."

Lin Xuan'er continued to sing, scenes of the past flashed before her eyes, and now she seemed to have returned to the original self, the self who only wanted to sing without any utilitarianism.

[Her strange face in my mirror
Which I'm real and which one is fake

I define existence by the love of others
Fear of a blank life

But I forgot whether I should let the dream cover it up
that girl

if you see me
I am timid and weak like this
Will you dodge or say you love me more]

Many people turned on their phones at this moment, not because they were bored listening, nor because they wanted to take a selfie, but because they wanted to look at themselves in the mirror as Lin Xuaner sang.

Some people saw a better version of themselves. They clenched their fists and felt relieved. They wanted to applaud the little boy and girl back then and say:
"Thank you, I haven't lost sight of my goal in ten years."

I also saw a strange, unsatisfactory self.

They gritted their teeth, and every word of the lyrics in their ears was like a knife stabbing their hearts hard.

Seeing themselves back then, it seems that they can only say sorry, or hold on.

For many artists, they feel empathy for every word of Lin Xuaner's singing.

Wen Yuan has always felt that at this age, she is already a senior and shouldn't be so sensitive.

But now her tears fell from the corners of her eyes uncontrollably.

She also stood at the peak, and it felt so good at that time.But now, she is also slipping day by day.

She also knew that if she wanted to hold a concert, she could only choose a smaller venue.

Facing the smaller and smaller stage and the lighter and lighter applause, she had no choice but to accept herself as she was.

He Lianbei liked this song very much, or it was his favorite song tonight.

His experience is quite special, and he can be said to be still at the top.But He Lianbei couldn't agree more with Lin Xuan'er's lyrics, all of them, whether they are artists or other professions, should learn to love themselves.

Even though you may not be happy now, and you may live in the way you hate the most, you still have to love yourself.

Under the moonlight, Lin Xuan'er was barefoot, without makeup, not even beautiful clothes.

If some unscrupulous media took pictures of this scene and posted it online, some people might think that Lin Xuan'er had a mental breakdown.

But now every audience saw Lin Xuan'er like this but couldn't say such words, they even felt that Lin Xuan'er tonight was too suitable for this outfit.

She looks much prettier and more charming now.

Wang Xingrui took a deep breath, and even started to sing along with Lin Xuan'er in the audience.

"Brother Yang, I really like this song. Xuan'er sings so softly."

Zhou Yiyang nodded, of course he could tell that Lin Xuan'er completely substituted herself when she sang this song.

She must have thought of the scene when she sang this song at the farewell concert some years later.

Perhaps after ten years, 20 years, or 30 years, as they age and lose their appearance, the four of them will also face irreversible results such as decline in status and loss of fans.

At that time, if they sang this song again, it would probably be even more touching.

And now this song is the end of tonight's audition, it is also very suitable.

No matter how hard-hearted people in the media are, their hearts will soften after hearing this song.

In the end, Lin Xuan'er jumped off the stage and sat next to her three good sisters, ending the audition in this unexpected but warm way.

　Original Singer: Jolin Tsai

　　
　
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