I really don't want to be red

Chapter 470 Pride
"I've ruined everything

just want to leave forever
I once fell into the boundless darkness

want to struggle
I used to be like you, like him, like the weeds and flowers..."

An Ran's singing is full of crying, and in the snowflakes flying all over the sky, there is confusion and hesitation, strength and regret.

This is the real him.

The reporters had already forgotten what they were here for, and stared blankly at the figure.

Several people wept silently.

This song doesn't have that heart-piercing emotional outburst, but it goes deeper into the bone marrow.

The soothing and indifferent rhythm, with the ordinaryness and loneliness of unwillingness to go, and the stubbornness of loneliness in it, just like a hydraulic pump, squeezes the emotions contained in the song into your heart bit by bit.

When you woke up, you found that tears were streaming down your face.

The audience in the live broadcast room was no longer calm.

"This guy has too many emotional ups and downs, and the songs he sings are either exciting or sad!"

"A real emotional master, every song makes people unable to extricate themselves!"

"I feel that this song is not only an expression of emotion, but also a philosophy of life. Only ordinary is the only answer. It expresses the true meaning of life!"

"That's right, what is earth-shattering in our eyes may be just as plain as water in the eyes of others. There is no obstacle in life..."

Everyone was talking, and suddenly the people in the live broadcast room stopped talking.

Because all discover one thing.

Everyone's perception of this song is different.

Some people hear sadness, some people hear loneliness, some people feel the tranquility like water, and some people feel frustration and pain!
It seems that a thousand people have a thousand different experiences.

The only thing in common... Ordinary is the only answer.

"Somewhere, this is the only way I have to go.

time is speechless
Tomorrow is already at HiaHia
The road blown by the wind is still far away
Where did your story go..."

As if sighing deeply in the heavy snow, the singing is full of regrets.

In the last few lines of the lyrics, An Ran's voice has returned to calm, everything in the past seems to be covered by heavy snow, and there is no trace left.

In fact, traces have long been left in my heart.

With a trembling ending, it slowly disappeared in the snow.

For tens of seconds, the reporters on the scene were still immersed in the singing, feeling their past and confused about their future.

An Ran glanced back, turning a blind eye to them.

To be honest, he doesn't like to be disturbed at this time.

But now that he's here, he can't say anything.

An Ran breathed a sigh of relief, and kissed her mother's tombstone photo deeply.

"Mom, I've grown up!"

"Others say I look like you, handsome or not?"

"My son didn't embarrass you. I'm also a first-tier now, and I'm still a first-tier top-notch. Are you amazing?"

"You are much more popular than you were back then. If you had a rating, you would have been in the first line back then... I am destined to be king!"

As he was rambling on, Tang Ni's tears just stopped flowing down again.

Chu Xiaoxiao turned her back to him, looking at the bleak cemetery, wondering what she was thinking.

"I knew you didn't believe me!"

"So, this song is specially brought to you, not to let Dad listen to it!"

Saying that, An Ran took off the scarf around her neck and placed it on her father's tombstone.

A female reporter covered her mouth, for fear that she would cry and disturb the scene.

As if in his eyes, both parents are still alive.

It's like a family of three whispering and never leaving.

No one saw it except Tang Ni. When An Ran said these words, tears streamed down her face.

He was still young when his mother left him.

At that time, he was still a good boy, his mother's hope and pride.

"Mom, if you see me drunk and dreaming, you will be disappointed!"

"Fortunately, I'm back... I'm alive again, I don't know if it will be your pride!"

"This song is called "Pride". If you like it, please remember to tell me in a dream!"

"You haven't been in my dream for a long time..."

The crisp and pleasant music sounded again.

An Ran sat in the snow, swaying gently from side to side according to the rhythm, like a child acting like a baby in front of her mother.

"The day I left, I pretended to be in a hurry

Afraid to see your wet eye sockets

should have stayed by your side
I woke up not knowing where I was..."

At this time, An Ran seemed to be a child, and she didn't have any skills in singing, she just sang it purely without any embellishments.

But it was this kind of innocence that made everyone's hearts tremble.

"You said that men should have ideals

i said i won't let you down
Seeing my hometown and you have changed

I don't know when I will cook that bowl for you

The soup that has been talked about for a long time..."

The mediocre lyrics, mediocre singing, but the deduced singing voice is moving and shocking.

Many of the reporters watching had complicated expressions on their faces. Some of the tears that had just stopped flowed out again, and some had red eyes, and now they couldn't help it!
Tears flow!

Father's love is like a mountain, and mother's love is like a sea.

Two songs are like two blockbusters, who can bear it?

And the affection for parents is innate, and has been dependent since I can remember.

Now let An Ran peel it off little by little, revealing the tip of her heart, it's no wonder she can control her tears.

The female reporter's eyes were red from crying.

The male reporters were not much better either, and all wiped their tears in the snow.

"I don't want beach islands, carriages and castles

I don't want crowds of people screaming passionately
I don't want colorful

Brilliant lights are shining
I just want you to be proud of me one day..."

The soft and detailed singing made everyone suddenly realize that, in fact, mother has no demands on herself.

Instead, I am busy with study and work every day, and I rarely accompany my mother.

The singing contains guilt and desire to grow up and become the pride of mothers.

But is this really what mother wants?

Maybe she just wants to stay by her side to accompany her more, even if it's just to talk, just sit for a while!

Tears flowed from the corners of An Ran's eyes again, her voice was still so low, as if she was whispering to her mother.

At that time, he was still young, and his mother was always worried about him and took care of him in everything.

Now that he has grown up, he can protect his mother from the wind and rain, but her mother is gone!

An Ran's voice became deeper and deeper as she sang, but her emotions became stronger and stronger.

All the reporters at the scene counted as one, and none of them did not shed tears.

And the audience watching the live broadcast was even worse than them.

"I'm crying like an idiot, I miss my mother!"

"Anran, are you still a thing? It's Chinese New Year. I cried twice in a while, and my wife was terrified. She asked me if I had something to hide..."

"No, I want to go home and see my parents!"

"Whoa, me too, I want to go home..."

At this moment, many people who watched the live broadcast couldn't bear the thoughts in their hearts...

(End of this chapter)