look at that big guy

Chapter 142 Do it!

Zhuo Jun looked at Chen Yiwen, and Chen Yiwen looked at him.

The two stared at each other, Zhuo Jun turned and left, Chen Yiwen said, "Wait a minute..."

People didn't stop and kept going.

People went out of the hall and went to the corridor. Chen Yiwen followed out of the corridor. Zhuo Jun was already preparing to push the safety door of the stairs. Now everyone takes the elevator, and the safety passage is also closed. Generally, no one enters or exits from there except internal personnel.

Seeing that Zhuo Jun was about to escape, Chen Yiwen shouted, "Let's talk, my roommate hasn't seen you for a long time, is it so rude?"

If Chen Yiwen shouted something else at this time, Zhuo Jun might just turn his head and leave.However, there is nothing surprising about these words, on the contrary, it makes sense to be calm and peaceful.

What else can it do, Zhuo Jun is a typical temper that can't be aroused, so he stopped his feet and said bluntly, "I'm still at work. You can go first."

"When do you get off work? Then I'll wait for you."

"Working overtime today will be late."

"That's fine too. See you later."

Chen Yiwen thought to himself that he couldn't talk to any crush, but you.It's a lifelong crime to be intercepted by someone.

It was obvious that Zhuo Fei, who planned to apologize to Chen Yiwen at the end of the movie, was also interrupted by this episode. What happened on Chen Yiwen's side was revealed through Zhang Yingxue's wide mouth.

In fact, after Zhuo Fei, Zhang Linyu and Tang Xi saw this sudden situation, Zhang Linyu took advantage of his relationship with Sun Jingyao and involuntarily stood beside Chen Yiwen's high school classmates to observe the situation.

Chen Yiwen's first prize in animation was received at Qingda University. Zhang Yingxue paid a lot of attention to Chen Yiwen after knowing this, so Zhang Yingxue actually knew more about what happened in his business school than he imagined.Zhuo Jun's incident caused Chen Yiwen's video team to suspend all filming at the moment. It was no secret in the film festival competition circle in the university town.

It's all because Chen Yiwen may not be able to handle the production of the competition unit. Naturally, there are many theories about the cause and effect of this matter.What Zhang Yingxue came into contact with basically grasped most of the situation, so what she revealed here was the closest to the truth.

Everyone was silent after listening.

In fact, it is easy for them to understand the process. Most people’s families have expectations and goals for them in college for several years. They need to take exams, get more honors during college, and try to get a good company before the public recruitment. It would be even better to be able to train for further study.No matter how bad it is, if you are facing competitive pressure, take a postgraduate entrance examination and read a Ph.D.Those who are capable at home go abroad for gold plating.Most people also follow this established life route, not for anything else, because this is the safest route that has been proven countless times.

If there is any deviant situation in this process, ordinary families will definitely intervene and rebound.

Not to mention the kind of families who have suffered a lot and regard their children's ability to get a solid and secure job as the biggest goal of worry-free. Maybe outsiders can understand these expectations.

Families with low anti-risk ability and low fault tolerance rate can't stand the ups and downs.

This thing is mostly unresolved.

What surprised Chen Yiwen's former high school classmates was not that they heard about these mysterious incidents of Chen Yiwen in the business school, but that when Zhang Yingxue had all the information in his hands, Xue Yutian listened intently, not surprised .Obviously she should have known.

People suddenly discovered that in high school, class flowers like Xue Yutian were the core of a class' attention and discussion.However, today, the core of their old classmates in the past is all focused on Chen Yiwen, who was on the edge back then.

Chen Yiwen really waited at the movie theater until one o'clock in the morning, and Zhuo Jun got off work.

It was a colleague from the theater who saw the situation today and took the initiative to help Zhuo Jun clean up.

After Zhuo Jun changed his clothes and came out, Chen Yiwen leaned against the wall outside, Xie Lin left early, probably because he was afraid of facing Chen Yiwen.After all, she still has her own pride in working part-time here, and she doesn't talk to Zhuo Jun very much, but if she was bumped into by Chen Yiwen today, she would be ashamed. Who was it that she swore to let go in front of Chen Yiwen, so now she can't wait escaped early.

Looking at the relationship between Zhuo Jun and Xie Lin, even though she came here to work part-time for him, the relationship between the two is still at odds.

No wonder, Chen Yiwen took everything for granted when he thought about Zhuo Jun's temper.

"I'll treat you to something to eat..." Zhuo Jun said.

"Stop eating, let's go for a walk and talk."

Chen Yiwen took two steps and said bluntly, "Why did you run when you saw me today?"

"I, I'm not... I still have something to do..."

Chen Yiwen said, "It's because your heart is not dead. You chose to work here, maybe you didn't realize it yourself. You want to be closer to that big screen."

Zhuo Jun was shocked by what Chen Yiwen said.

Zhuo Jun has been a rock-like boy since he was a child, he is shy and not talkative, his grades have not improved all the way since he was a child, and it even makes people suspect that the world classifies everyone early in the morning, and he is the kind who always occupies Those who do not reach the upper reaches will always be praised by other people's children, and they will always be the object of education and persuasion.I also worked hard unwillingly, but found that no matter how hard I tried, my grades were always in the middle and lower levels, and there was an irreparable gap with others and a gap that I couldn't catch up with.

confidence?The only thing that can make him feel a little confident is running freely on the court. It's a pity that football is not as good as basketball, and there will be no girl cheerleading there, and some just go home covered in mud to be talked about.

Perhaps there is also, he still remembers the performance that made everyone laugh out loud when he was in elementary school, and the rehearsal of the sketch drama in middle school made all the students look at him with admiration, the kind of eyes that surprised Zhuo Jun with such a side, Zhuo Jun How many times I think about it, I toss and turn with excitement.

The classmates with good academic performance in the class he looked up to gave him a thumbs up, and even the excellent monitor he liked would jump over to chat with him.It feels so good to be surrounded by the halo.People are used to seeing the shy black stone Zhuojun, but they find that when he stands on the stage, he has such rich expressions and body language, and has such a good performance.This contrast is enough to surprise everyone who knows him.

But all these moments that made him feel that his life was bright, that he was no longer like a gray stone, were just short-lived.

The performance in middle school came to an abrupt end due to family changes, and all the enthusiasm was poured with a basin of cold water there.It even made him dare not think about the joyful process of preparing for that performance many years later, because it was just complacency without realizing that tragedy was coming.

His mother fell ill, and he stole the family's money to perm his head just for a skit performance. Why is he so ignorant?Why don't I know the blows my family is facing, I don't know how to study hard, and I am proud of these lace things, consciously standing under the spotlight, but in fact I am just a clown who can't see the present and the future!
He stumbled and stumbled, but fortunately he did not drop out of school to enter the society early, and finally got admitted to the business school as a sports student. The video team organized by Chen Yiwen and the freedom and relaxation of college life made him feel when he was filming with Chen Yiwen. Yes, the feeling of finding your own light spot all those years ago.

But the fact that his father was also ill reminded him once again that a basin of ice water was poured on him, what qualifications did he have?
He hurt his friend and rejected Chen Yiwen's kindness.

He worked during the holidays, but chose a theater. When the theater organized new film employees to study and watch, he watched the light and shadow on the screen. After a long time after the show, he was still sitting there.He was amazed by the story of the great director, but he also felt more and more envious and small.It's like a worker ant, who can only wander around carrying a heavy burden day after day to survive, and where can he touch the world that touched his soul's longing.

Then Chen Yiwen reappeared at this time, and his words pierced his heart.

"What are you afraid of? The only thing you are afraid of is failure. Failure will turn the part of you that is most cherished in your heart, your proudest moment, your proudest feat, into a joke, and you feel that you really can't do it. So You still have that attachment in your heart, you still have that pride in yourself. 'I've got the talent, but I just don't have the chance' is the excuse you'll always use to convince yourself. In the process of constantly persuading myself, I will surrender to the reality, bury my head, and occasionally look up, and I will only think 'if it is not because of reality, I can do even more amazing things'! Wake up, if you think you can really do it, then do it now! No matter what kind of reality you have to overcome, you will be overwhelmed by Zhuo Jun! Only then will you prove that you are really suitable for this, you are really Amazing in that regard!"

"Everything that's laid out in front of you, the paved road, you've walked over it, it's nothing special."

"Creating roads in the mountains, building bridges in the water, and wading through the hurdles that cannot be overcome, this is truly remarkable!"

"Your family, your parents, think you are worthless. To graduate well and find a stable job is their greatest wish for you in this life. This is your greatest promise!" Chen Yiwen stared into Zhuo Jun's eyes, "Then Can you prove to them that you are more than that! When you work here, when you peek at those things on the screen and feel the shock of the world, it's not about thinking 'I'm capable but I'm not Opportunity', but to think about how to get one step further away from that world, one step further away from the dream! To get it and realize it! From now on...can it be done!?"

"What your dad really wants to see is that you find a job where you can go to the office from nine to five, make tea and read newspapers every day, and have a lifetime of food and clothing? It doesn't matter. What your dad is afraid of is that you will go astray. Your dad What I want to see is that you really live a better and more exciting life! You can drink tea and read the newspaper in the office, then one day you can really live to become the real Zhuo Jun and do amazing things, isn’t your dad more Proud of you?
If you can do it, you can do it now, without having to wait until you graduate from college, and wait until many years after graduation... Does that mean that you will not be able to get ahead temporarily in the future, and you have to ask your parents to wait until you get promoted and raise your salary? You worked out your qualifications, waited until you were appraised for your title, and finally one day you could secure a position of real power in the organization, so that you could feel proud?Can your parents wait, or in other words, will it still matter by then? "

Zhuo Jun clenched his fists tightly, took several deep breaths with red eyes, and said to Chen Yiwen, "I'm sorry, Chen Yiwen! I want to join again. I want to do what I really want to do from now on! I don't want to regret it, I can still Join us... now, is it still too late?"

Facing the bloodshot Zhuo Jun with bulging eyes, Chen Yiwen said, "The previous plan has been cancelled. That film will not be shot."

Zhuo Jun's eyes changed from anticipation to despondency. Sitting on the stairs in the middle of the night, his head was buried in his knees, his hands were inserted into his hair, and he made a sad voice, "I'm sorry..."

"I'm no longer interested in the previous film. But right now, because of you, I have a new idea."

Zhuo Jun raised his head abruptly, a sudden astonishment appeared in his red eyes, and after he understood something, shock and surprise began to appear on his face.

Under Zhuo Jun's gaze, Chen Yiwen said in this deserted and lonely night, "If everything you've experienced since you were a child was meant to convince you, then this time, we'll suffer its unfair fate!"

(End of this chapter)