look at that big guy

Chapter 173 The Untouchables
Zhuo Jun sat there in the hospital. He was numb. Many people think that people will have a lot of rich emotions at this time, maybe sentimentality, worry, and worry.

But at this moment, for Zhuo Jun, he was just waiting for the sentence of fate in a blank mind, and he didn't even dare to think about the consequences.

Zhuo Xiangshan has been in the operating room for three hours, and the time is ticking by. They said that the operation can be done in one and a half hours.

Zhuo Jun knew that for the operation, the longer the delay, the greater the possibility of variables and the worse the follow-up results.

If it doesn't come down by then, that person may stay there forever.

Are you anxious?More dazed, apprehensive, and some slight chills in the body, as if there are still many things that have not been said between father and son, as if I still hide many things from him, as if I am filming here, and let my classmates cover up, and The moment when he was playing hide-and-seek in the bamboo forest was just yesterday.

hide and seek.

Yes, when I was a child, I always loved playing hide and seek with him.

He ran to play in the creek behind, fell into the mud pond, and dared not go home. Later, his father found him on the grassy slope in a panic. He still remembered the branch he grabbed in his hand, and his voice trembled because he was too angry, "You son of a bitch!" ...Yejiao, you run around, yelling at you not to agree, yelling at you why don't you agree!?"

He remembered being playful at that time, falsely claiming that the school had to pay materials fees, and every time Zhuo Xiangshan asked Zhuo Xiangshan to count out a few pieces of money from Yan Baba's wallet. It was too late, Zhuo Xiangshan looked for each family, and then he ran over the wall, but he didn't get caught. Just kidding, since childhood, he and his hide-and-seek skills have become more and more superb.

However, Dao is one foot tall and the devil is ten feet high, and he was caught by him without anyone noticing once. He still remembers that Zhuo Xiangshan was like a cat catching a mouse, bowing his back like a cat catching a mouse, and sprinted to his machine. Catch him straight up in horror.So much so that the group of friends later said, your dad has practiced ninja.

At that time, I received two slaps in the face. I felt that I was extremely ashamed in front of my friends. I hated him to the bone. I wished that he would be hit to death by a car tomorrow, or that he would be killed when he went out. It made him regret his past.

After that, I played hide-and-seek with him in his most anticipated study.Learn a fart, I don't want to learn anymore!

"Invite parents twice in three days, invite parents twice in three days, I have completely lost my face. Now when I receive a call from your teacher, my feet are shaking. When will you be able to be promising..."

"This time the test is so bad again, I don't understand. I don't ask you to give me a high score if I can get full marks every other time. You can't even pass it? How stupid are you? You If you can’t pass the college entrance examination, will you go to the construction site to move bricks in the future? What will you do in the future? Other families have wealth, but our family doesn’t have that condition! You can only rely on yourself?”

"I don't even count on you anymore. If you can get me over [-] in the exam this time, it will be great if you can get into the fifth middle school!"

"You can't even pass the fifth middle school... Where can your family raise money for you to teach you such a large school selection fee... Why are you so disappointing!"

"You child, you have never let us worry about it since you were a child..."

"What time is it now, you are still thinking about not being on the right path, listening to these messy songs, reading these novels! Why are you such a person? You have no blood! What can you do? You said you grew up What can I do for you!?"

It's been four hours since the surgery.

Time has become the thing that people fear most to perceive.

Zhuo Jun was clutching his mobile phone, and the screen was showing images, but he didn't turn on the sound, for fear of affecting the quiet and suffocating atmosphere of the waiting room outside the operating room.Only the work in front of him, which he devoted himself to, can make him not think about the future he may face and the result of the sentence he may be sentenced.

He looked at the screen on his phone over and over again. In the eyes of others, probably no one would think that the child was heartless guarding the operating room.Because everyone saw him staring hard at the phone screen with red eyes.

Those who have been separated from his father for many years, the words that cannot be said, and the things that cannot be done are all in this work.

He still remembers that when he was admitted to the business school because of his sports expertise, the corners of his father's densely wrinkled eyes were no longer bitter downturns, but the kind of surprise raised.

"Okay! Your baby has been admitted to college this time! I thought your son of a bitch would have to move bricks in the future! This time, it's up to you!"

He still remembers his father taking him to the business school to report, making his bed for him, not allowing him to touch his luggage during the whole process, and bringing a large box of oranges from his hometown to school, and sending them to the head teacher's office with humility and care.

He still remembers that after his father accompanied him to sign up, the father and son found a fried restaurant outside the school, and finally ate fried rice together.Later, when I went home, I told my relatives that the fried rice was raw and unpalatable, and even he couldn't swallow it, but my son ate it all, and the baby is very adaptable outside.According to his mother, his eyes were still moist when he talked about it.

It turns out that he wants to find his own strengths every moment, and he doesn't let go of every place that can surprise him.

It's just that since childhood, he always seems to let him down again and again.

Even though he didn't turn on that song now, as soon as he closed his eyes, the song seemed to be sung clearly in his ears.It was a song called "Father" that Chen Yiwen wrote to him, and it was also the song he sang solo at the end of the film.

That was the song he most wanted Zhuo Xiangshan to hear.

[Always ask you for it but never say thank you

It's not easy until you grow up

Always pretend to be relaxed every time you leave

Smile and say go back, turn around, tears in your eyes
How much I want to hold your warm palm like before

But you're not by my side, entrusting the breeze to bring you to Ankang...]

The operation time was four hours and 32 minutes.

The operating light is still on.

did not stop.

The phone rang, it was a call from my roommates.It was Chen Yiwen's voice, Liu Yu's voice, and Hu Lijing's voice.

"Zhuo Jun, you are amazing! Best Actor in the Film Festival Original Film Contest!"

"The invitation letter has come down, inviting us to the capital, and we are going to attend the award presentation together!"

"We are the best feature film, we are the best feature film! This is the highest award of the film festival! You succeeded! We succeeded!"

The voices of everyone on the phone have gone away.

Zhuo Jun looked at the door of the operating room, and he also remembered what Zhuo Xiangshan said in the evening, "Xiao Jun, I watched you grow up. For games, every time a parent meeting is held to announce the results, I can't wait to shrink my head, remember?

You have been such a child since you were a child, and you don’t go in the direction I expected... Sometimes I worry about it. You say, Dad has no skills, and he can’t help you in the future. You have to go your own way. , as for me, I just want you to be down-to-earth, find a good job, and have some promise.

I don't know if I will see the day when you are promising in this life. "

Dad, did you hear that?
We are the best!I won a prize!I won the highest prize in the national competition!Your son is on his way!Your son is promising!There is a future, at least we can see the future!

Dad, don't sleep!
Come out and have a look!

How can a single illness overwhelm you! ?

Dad, I don't want to hide and seek with you!
I will never play hide and seek with you again.

Don't hide from me either...

Come out, come out.

is it good?

……

……

The operating light goes off.

The automatic door slid open, and the chief surgeon came out covered in sweat.

"Where is Zhuo Xiangshan's family, is Zhuo Xiangshan's family there?"

Trembling, Zhuo Jun went up to meet him, his feet almost went limp.

"The operation time is five hours and 15 minutes! Let me show you..." The attending physician took a photocopy of the picture in his hand, "The tumor is pressing on the wall of the aortic vessel. I thought it was encroachment, but it looks very similar on the pathological picture." It is malignant, but it is actually wrapped around the aorta, so we must be very careful when we peel it off..."

Zhuo Jun was still dazed, with the numbness on his scalp that hadn't faded, and his eyes opened, "Are you alright...Are you alright..."

"The tumor has been removed and is benign. The operation was successful. The clinician will tell you later that you will be picked up and returned to the room later. Pay attention to the postoperative situation. After four hours, you can drink some water and record the amount of infusion. Make sure to record the amount of urine you receive...you just wait here for the patient to come out."

The chief surgeon is a famous surgeon in the hospital, and he may be busy in the future, so after explaining, he left directly.

Standing at the door, Zhuo Jun saw the bed pushed out from the back door of the operation area after a while, and he could also see the vicissitudes of life covered by the surgical cap.

Looking at the sleeping face wondering if he had a good dream, Zhuo Jun leaned against the wall as if his whole body had collapsed.

It is true that life sometimes seems like a relentless storm, raising waves of destruction.

But sometimes life will turn around, giving people hope, so that everything is still too late.

(End of this chapter)