After I bloom, a hundred flowers will kill

Chapter 697 Let God decide
Never thought that one day he would regret it.

I hate myself for not provoking her, not teasing her, even if she still chooses me, I should do it myself, so that she will always be the calm and self-sufficient girl with a calm mind and an eye on the world.

"Yoyo, I'm sorry..." Although he regretted it, he knew that even if he went back in time and went back to the beginning, he still knew the ending of today, and he couldn't help but approach her step by step, occupying her heart inch by inch.

Shen Xihe shook her head lightly, she looked absently at Ping Zhongye's bonsai in the distance, which was beginning to recover: "Beichen, in your heart, I shouldn't be a weak and cowardly woman who can't bear life and death. In a lifetime, there are many Each way of life has its own splendor.

You don't need to regret or feel guilty. From the day I married you, I have an understanding of the future. I don't expect you to be bad.But I never naively fantasize that everything in the world can go as far as I want.

I knew early on that there might be a day of separation between life and death, and I still obeyed my heart and leaned towards you, and I never deliberately restrained or escaped.Because I live, I don't want to force myself.If I don't want to, even if you try your best, you may not be able to move my mind.

From this point of view, you and I probably have a relationship.Since there is a destiny, no matter how deep or shallow the relationship is, there is no escape after all.Why bother to trouble yourself?Regret for the irreversible past, worry about the unpredictable future?
Whether you have dozens of years to live, or only eight months, or your deadline is tomorrow, so what if it is the next moment?Wouldn't it be nice if we could be together for a moment and be happy for a moment?

I can only be overjoyed that you broke into a life I never planned for.

Joy, anger, sorrow, and joy are all because of you, which can be recollected for the rest of my life. "

Shen Xihe is a person who sees through the world, she never thinks that a possession should only bring prosperity and joy.Whether it is a person or a thing, or a road.Since you have chosen to accept and start, you should greet joy with a smile and accept sorrow calmly.

When the flowers are in full bloom, smile and cheer; when the thorns are everywhere, you will not change your face and face the difficulties.

This is Shen Xihe's way of dealing with the world.

Xiao Huayong, who was originally depressed and haunted by sadness, suddenly felt that her state of mind was too narrow in front of Shen Xihe after hearing Shen Xihe's words. The lingering sadness was because of her open-minded and calm attitude. The attitude was blown away, and the mind became clear in an instant.

Obviously she was the one who was going to bear the pain of losing a spouse, but she wanted her to comfort herself instead, Xiao Huayong put his arms around Shen Xihe, he threw away those messy emotions that didn't help, became calm and soft, and hugged her gently: "How about we obey God's will?"

"God's arrangement?" Shen Xihe was puzzled.

"One month, it is not easy for me to conceive you. This month we will no longer avoid taboos, and see if God's will allows us to have a child. If not, we will announce to the outside world that you have three months of body after two months." Xiao Hua Yong took a step back.

Postponing her departure for a month or two actually didn't have much impact on him. He still hoped to be with her for the last time when she needed him the most.

Shen Xihe was silent for a long time, until Xiao Huayong's heart became uneasy, she responded in a low voice: "Okay."

She wants to be willful once, but not crazy once. After all, she bears more than Xiao Huayong's affection for her.

Let God decide.

Predestined relationship is like Bu Shulin and Cui Jinbai. If you have a romantic relationship overnight, you will have a secret marriage. Some people who are not destined to marry for a lifetime are destined to have no children.

Shen Xihe sent Pearl to look for Xie Yunhuai. With Pulsatilla's letter to share, the two of them still have half a brother and sister. Xie Yunhuai is the person who knows the strange poison in Xiao Huayong's body best. If she wants to conceive, she can take care of it. Or is there a way to control the strange poison in Xiao Huayong's body to increase the possibility.

Xie Yunhuai had no secrets, and told Pearl all the feasible methods he thought of and the methods he thought would be useful, and Pearl came back and handed it over to Shen Xihe.

No matter how big or small, Shen Xihe followed Xie Yunhuai's instructions in terms of basic necessities, food, housing and transportation, and strictly demanded Xiao Huayong's cooperation.

After a few days like this, Axi came to report: "Your Highness, the subordinate you want has been changed, but..."

Last night, Shen Xihe, who was tossed by Xiao Huayong who was suddenly ruthless, made him a little lazy, half leaned against the beauty, and looked at the pond lazily. After realizing it, she straightened up quickly: "Just what?"

"It's just that Bu Shizi's voice is unique, and I have also discussed and trained with the ventriloquist master sent by His Royal Highness, but this person has no talent in this way..." Sui Axi was very distressed.

Unlike Lu Bing, who was sent to Xiao Changfeng's side after pushing the bone first, Lu Bing was originally a knight-errant. When he came to Xiao Changfeng's side, he basically had no contact with people he had known in the past, so his voice could be ignored.

Bu Shulin grew up in Kyoto, and although Sui Axi pushed people out, his voice was really helpless, and it would reveal his secrets as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Bring him here and I'll see you first..." Shen Xihe paused for instructions, then turned to Biyu and said, "Please come along with Mr. Bu."

Since Bu Shulin learned that Cui Jinbai's poison had been cured, he never went to Cui's mansion again, and dared not face Cui Jinbai. She hadn't told Cui Jinbai about her pregnancy yet. During the recuperation, half of his arm didn't work, and he never left Cui's mansion.

Instead, he ordered his valet to look for Bu Shulin several times, but Bu Shulin sent them all back.

In the past few days, Bu Shulin was quite hesitant and confused, when Biyu came to tell her, she immediately entered the palace.

And the people who followed Ah Xi came to Shen Xihe first, so when Bu Shulin entered the house, he was petrified at the door.

The man in front of her, who was dressed exactly like her, shocked her for a long time, and then a gust of wind blew over, pinching and touching him, and she was sure it wasn't disguised. Where did you find it? Could it be that my father had an illegitimate child? Or my mother gave birth to twins... No, if that's the case, the baby boy should be left behind..."

Speaking of this, Bu Shulin, who completely forgot that she was a daughter, stretched out her hand between her legs to verify whether the other party was a man or a woman, and she was so frightened that she quickly backed away and bowed: "My son..."

"A Lin!" Shen Xihe couldn't stand it anymore and shouted loudly.

Only then did Bu Shulin come to his senses, and smiled at Shen Xihe a little embarrassingly. She was just used to fooling around with Ding Zhi's gang, and she lost her sense of control for a while.

But now she looked at this person who was exactly like herself, because after hearing his voice, she lost the shock just now, two completely different voices.

(End of this chapter)