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Chapter 211 Can I Tell You A Story?

"I……"

Ruan Shangan let go of Tangning. She hugged her knees and asked hesitantly.

"Can I tell you a story?"
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Ruan Shang'an doesn't like to explain things to others, because everyone's experience may not be empathetic.

It was as if, no matter what her psychiatrist told her, her mother was her mother and she was her, and she would never be able to get out of the shadow of her mother's suicide.

That was a memory from a long, long time ago.

Ruan Shang'an can't remember how many times her mother hit her head against the wall hysterically in front of her, there were a lot of pills scattered in the bedroom, and the blood-stained sheets when she was six years old.

After replaying some scenes in dreams and in her mind many times, Ruan Shangan was able to repeat the scene calmly, but she was still thinking——

"I don't have a mother anymore."

There is no mother.

Ruan Shang'an didn't understand why his mother did that when he was a child.

Ruan's father is an engineer, a pretty good one, so the Ruan family's family conditions are relatively good, and Ruan's mother can be a full-time housewife at home, so the mother and daughter spend a lot of time together.

Ruan Shangan was also a quiet and well-behaved child at first. After witnessing the scene of her mother being entangled in depression many times, she did not cry out in panic, but developed into another, worse aspect.

Especially after her mother committed suicide, Ruan Shangan began to suffer from aphasia and some symptoms of autism. She didn't like to communicate with other children and classmates because she couldn't tell what happened to her mother.

Every movement of a child to jump into his mother's arms, every word a child says to show off his mother is a wound to Ruan Shang'an's heart.

If there is no father...

Ruan Shang'an did not completely become an autistic patient, thanks to Ruan's father's persistence.

Engineer is a very busy job, and Ruan's father is actually a very family-oriented person, but due to work constraints and Ruan's mother kept concealing his illness from him, after the incident happened, Ruan's father regretted it very much, so he chose to resign and concentrate on being with Ruan Shang'an .

It doesn't matter if An An doesn't speak, then we can learn to play the piano, music can guide patients out of psychological difficulties.

It doesn't matter that An An doesn't fit in with others. Dad can also accompany An An on spring outings, playgrounds, and various performances and competitions.

Ruan's father didn't ask Ruan Shang'an to be like a normal girl, lively, flamboyant, and energetic. He only hoped that she could experience the life she could experience in this life as much as possible and feel happy as much as possible.

Before coming to participate in the competition, Ruan's father also communicated with Ruan Shang'an.

Try to work hard, if you can't persist, you will withdraw from the race, and your father will pick you up as soon as possible.

The first two episodes were not difficult, and many contradictions and problems were not reflected, and Ruan Shangan's bottom line was not touched. Ruan Shangan has always persisted, and now...

She felt like she was reaching her limit.

"I don't want to... let Dad down."

Ruan Shangan murmured in a low voice.

She was like a person walking on a tightrope, shaking violently in the sky, and she might be smashed to pieces at any time.

She wanted to seek a stability, someone to catch her, and this sense of security...

Ruan Shangan suddenly froze, and a warmth fell on her head. Tangning leaned over from the side and kissed her forehead.

"An'an, you know, I don't have a mother either."

Not only did Ruan Shang'an have no mother, Tangning also had no mother.

　In order to avoid being beaten, Ah Meng solemnly declares:

　　This is the only abuse point in this book. The previous article is all foreshadowing, and the following article is all sugar.

　　I love you guys~~~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)