honor me as god

Chapter 453 Just For You
Lorna hugged Solandelle tightly and buried her head in her soft embrace, sobbing uncontrollably.

Solandelle and Lorna have played together since childhood, and they have seen Lorna cry because of her mother before, but Lorna usually hides in bed and cries secretly, or sometimes turns away while talking, He wiped his tears secretly, and after wiping, he smiled hippie again.

It was the first time Solandelle saw her breaking down and crying like today. She was young and didn't know how to comfort Lorna further, so she could only gently put her face against her head, hoping that her body temperature could give her some relief. Some excuses.

"Ding." At this moment, the sound of the moon coin popping came.

I saw Kino flicked a silver moon into the air, caught it and played with it in his hand, circling back and forth between his fingers, like a silver butterfly dancing.

When Lorna heard the sound, her attention was drawn away, she stopped crying unconsciously, and stared blankly at the silver moon played by Kino, not knowing what he was going to do.

Chino: "Feel your pocket."

Lorna subconsciously touched her pocket, and was immediately stunned: "Hey, my silver moon is missing one, when did you steal it?"

Kino retracted his fingers and pinched the spinning silver moon: "Let me do a magic trick for you. This is a very amazing and unexpected magic trick. I only do it once. Don't blame me if you miss it in the blink of an eye."

Lorna and Solandelle looked at the silver moon intently, with some vague anticipation, wondering what kind of tricks Kino, who always surprises people, would do.

Kino held the silver moon, swinging it in the air pretentiously, drawing winding traces, Lorna and Solandelle were like two cats attracted by a cat teaser, staring at the silver moon intently , the head also followed the track and swayed.

Chino: "This is your money, isn't it?"

Lorna nodded like a chicken pecking rice.

"Then now, I just need to put your money into my pocket." Kino put the silver moon into his pocket, clapped his hands and said, "It becomes my money! Amazing, right?"

Solandelle: "?"

Lorna: "??????"

Kino was silent for a while, shrugged his shoulders, and said, "Well, I admit that I'm not very good at comforting people."

"You're really not very good at it!" Lorna couldn't laugh or cry at once, but after being interrupted by this, her emotions gradually eased, she reached out to wipe the tears on her face, and showed her usual hippie smile, "I'm sorry, Kino , crying, let you see a joke."

Chino smiled lightly, "It's really unexpected to see you cry like this for the first time."

Lorna grabbed a handful of snow, patted it on her face and kept rubbing it to cool down her hot little face. She sighed and said, "I don't cry every time I come to my mother's grave, because I think that if my mother can see me , she definitely wants to see me laugh more than see me cry."

"Also, I'm not as unreasonable as everyone thinks. Although I can't understand what my father did, and I can't accept it, but deep down in my heart, I always know that he definitely didn't kill my mother on purpose."

"I can feel how loving my father and mother were when they were young. When my mother died, I believe he was as sad as me."

"As for why he didn't save people at the time, maybe it was just like what he said—mother and the kingdom, he could only save one—I don't doubt that this is a lie or an excuse."

When Lorna said this, she suddenly changed the subject and said angrily: "But it doesn't affect me hating him! He chooses the latter between his mother and the kingdom, that's his business. I'm between forgiving and not forgiving." Choosing the latter is also my business. He is justified, but that doesn’t mean I have to forgive him.”

Solandelle gently touched Lorna's head: "No matter what you think in your heart, you must believe that your father will never be a bad person, and he certainly does not want to lose his wife in his heart."

Lorna said silently: "Yes, as I said, whether to save or not is his business. He has the right to make a decision and choose the decision he thinks is correct."

"At the same time, I also have the right to hate him because I don't agree with his choice. These are two different things. He is him and I am me. Don't confuse them."

When Lorna said this, she snorted heavily, crossed her arms and said, "At least in my heart, family is more important than the kingdom. If I have to sacrifice my family and friends to save the kingdom, I am absolutely unwilling."

"I don't have such selfless and great ambitions, and I don't want to be a great hero. I just need to protect the people who are important to me."

"I can fight for the righteousness of the kingdom, but it must be based on the premise of the safety of important people."

"If seeking righteousness will harm my relatives and friends, I will definitely give priority to protecting them. The kingdom should stand aside!"

Solandelle was frightened by such words, and hurriedly persuaded: "Lorna, don't dare to say these words. You are now a member of the Royal Army and are subject to military law. If these words are heard by people with ulterior motives, You're going to get in trouble."

"Is there anything I can't say? This is what I really think in my heart!" Lorna put her arms around Solandelle's shoulders and said with her chin raised, "For example, if one day the god of death came to me and said to me— ——My left hand is the billions of living beings in the Kingdom of Dokrand, and my right hand is your good friend Solandelle van Dokrand, you can only choose to save one.”

"Then I will choose you without hesitation! As long as I can save you, what kingdom, what creature, destroy it, destroy it, I just need to protect you. The lives of hundreds of millions of people in the whole kingdom add up, and there is nothing you can do to me." important!"

Solandelle didn't know whether to laugh or cry at this time, she kept patting Lorna's back, and said softly: "Okay, okay, I can understand your intentions, but let's talk about these things in private, and don't say it publicly. People say."

"Okay, I'll listen to you." Lorna touched Randall's little head and said with a smile, "Speaking of which, Solan, now that Chino and I are adults, you are the only one left You are still a child, you have to grow up quickly and 'rendezvous' with us."

Solandelle spread her arms and fell carelessly into Lorna's arms. She stretched out her little hand in the snow curtain, as if trying to grasp the entire night sky above her head: "I'm a little nervous when you say it. I'm going to be 13 in [-], and I won't be a kid in a few years but I always feel like I'm not ready yet."

"The words that Uncle Sting said to you on the top of the ancient dragon touched me deeply, as he said-adulthood should be a thing of awe, not a thing of celebration, because It represents the loss of protection as a child and the added responsibility of being an adult."

"I didn't have this concept before, but now that I think about it, it's really a lot of pressure."

Lorna smiled and said: "Then tell your father, you don't want to grow up, you want to be a child forever. This is really possible! So what about being a child forever? Anyway, I will cover you in everything~"

Solandelle pursed her lips and smiled lightly, her eyes fell on the rags tied to her right wrist, her eyes became deeper and deeper, as if she was looking through memories, looking at her former friends: "I have to grow up reason."

(End of this chapter)