honor me as god

Chapter 948
(two in one, today and tomorrow)
Nightmare.

A nightmare that has lingered for an unknown number of years.

The alley was covered by wind and snow, and the little boy sat on his knees on the icy ground. He squeezed the chocolate with his hands numb from the cold and kept feeding it into his mouth.

In this icy city, many street children die in severe cold and hunger every winter.

The little boy was lucky. Someone gave him chocolate when he was hungry and cold. This food was not only unimaginably sweet and greasy, but also had extremely high calories to keep his body running and let him live another day.

However, in the later days, the little boy asked himself countless times, if he could turn back time, would he choose to die in the severe cold?will still choose
Into the arms of the devil?
After the little boy finished eating the chocolate, he desperately licked the residue on the wrapping paper until the smell was gone, and then he looked at the person in front of him with almost pleading eyes.

Compared with the snowstorm, that figure is so small, but in the eyes of the little boy, it almost occupies the entire sight.

The face of the figure was blurred in the snow curtain, only the amber pupils with a strange smile could be seen, the dark pupils seemed like two bottomless abysses.

The figure slowly stretched out his hand, and saw several chocolates in his palm. In the eyes of the little boy, it was not food, but his own life in this winter.

The little boy couldn't wait to grab those chocolates. Suddenly, the other hand was stretched out from the figure, and the fingertips wrapped in white gloves were precisely placed in the middle of his eyebrows.

Kari Sakura sat on the chair beside the bed, her hair was a little messy, and she kept this posture for three hours without moving.

"Yes."

Xia Hou: "Just imagine, in the eyes of the frog in the well, the sky is only as big as the mouth of the well. If one day it has the opportunity to jump out of the well mouth and see the incomparably vast world, what will it think?"

After Xiahou finished telling his whole story, Karakura was silent for a long time, and then his eyes slowly focused, staring blankly at Xiahou: "You were adopted by Kino when you were young, and later became his processor."

Supporting her forehead, Karakura muttered to herself: "I don't understand. How did you come to this sudden turn? Shouldn't you be loyal to Kino forever and look for opportunities to stab us in the back?"

Karakura did not continue to break free, she put her hand on the back of Xiahou's hand, "Is your secret important? Why don't you keep it in your heart and tell me?"

Sakura: "I know you've had nightmares, but you haven't been so nervous when you had nightmares before. What did you dream about?"

The other party smiled, still pressing his fingertips between his eyebrows: "Are you a cat or a dog?"

Kari Sakura's hand was already on the doorknob, her strength was enough to wipe out a mountain in an instant, but at this moment the doorknob seemed to be immeasurably heavy, her hand was trembling, and she couldn't press it down no matter what.

After an unknown amount of time, Xiahou's indistinct voice came from the arms of Shu Ying: "Shou Ying, marry me."

Xia Hou didn't continue talking, he hugged Kara Sakura tightly, his cheek was pressed against her forehead, and there was a happy smile on his face.

However, what greeted Kari Sakura was not a fierce attack, but an open embrace.

Xiahou: "Yes."

Kari Sakura blinked: "Secret? Can you tell me?"

The little boy couldn't wait to get down on the ground, picked up the chocolate and put it in his mouth. The way he picked up food on the ground looked like a little wild dog being fed.

Lying next to Xiahou, Ying Ying flicked his face with her hand: "Having nightmares again? You are having nightmares more and more frequently now, why don't you go to the cube to change some medicine for calming the nerves?"

Karakura's lips trembled, she stared at Xiahou's every move, and retreated to the door: "I don't care if you are true or not, I will tell the captain about it, and you can easily take three oaths like Bai, and from then on Marginalized. In severe cases, everyone will be besieged and killed, and they will disappear directly from the Emperor's Landing."

99 out of [-] children born on the streets have no dignity, and the question of survival alone is enough to overwhelm everything else.

"Hiss————" Xiahou's body trembled violently, and his consciousness seemed to be drowning in water due to the sudden awakening, and he swung his hands desperately trying to grab something.

Kari Sakura laughed angrily: "Is there any relationship between the two?"

Kari Sakura: "But you betrayed Kino and chose to become a real reincarnation."

She closed her eyes and turned around, touching Xiahou's forehead: "You tell me, it's a secret."

From the nightmare to reality, Xiahou lay on his back as if relieved from a heavy burden, and shook his head slightly: "Eat it, it's useless."

"Yes." Xia Hou's answer was unexpected, "Marry me, my heart is yours, and you can take it to see."

Xiahou didn't answer right away this time, he took a big puff of the cigar and let it out slowly, his deep voice came from the blurred smoke screen.

Xia Hou ignored the sword that was stuck to his throat. He took the matches and cigars on the bedside table, and lit one for himself: "You should know that although I'm usually not very serious, it's impossible for me to joke about this kind of thing."

Xiahou said in a half-joking tone: "You are the first thing you see when you open your eyes every day, and you will gradually develop feelings."

If Xiahou quarreled with her like before, Karakura would think it was normal, but now this kind of childlike behavior made her stunned.

While eating, he shed tears, tears of humiliation, but he continued to eat without stopping.

Kari Sakura's struggle gradually became smaller, and her eyes became more and more blurred. After an unknown amount of time, she stretched out her hand and gently hugged the man who slept in the same bed with countless days and nights.

Karakura's mind is not as delicate as that of ordinary girls, but she can also sense Xiahou's strangeness at this time: "What's wrong with you today? It's weird."

Sakura asked softly, "What's the matter?"

The little boy didn't know what his expression was like now. He looked at those amber pupils and nodded desperately.

The chocolate is obviously wrapped in paper, but it seems to be able to smell its aroma. The desire for food wanders restlessly in every corner of the consciousness, destroying the reason almost instantly.

Karakura gently pushed Xiahou away, turned her back to him: "It's worse than the worst you've ever seen."

The little boy didn't know how he spoke, he could only faintly hear his weak voice amidst the howling wind and snow.

Sakura nodded.

In the silent segment of Kari Sakura, she chuckled: "What age do you still believe in marriage? If you meet a high-ranking scumbag, you will be crushed to death in minutes."

With Xiahou's close combat ability, if she fights with all her strength, this distance can easily kill her.

Xiahou was panting, his blurred vision gradually focused, and what came into his eyes was the familiar bedroom, and the soft jade and warm and fragrant person beside him.

Xiahou turned over his palm and clasped Kara Ying's little hand: "Then you must be very clear about hiding secrets day after day, year after year, and how lonely it is when you think of hiding it for a lifetime, until you die. .”

"Wang"

Kari Sakura: "Your task is to survive until the day when the Pride World is invaded, to deliver information to Kino, and to assist him in crushing the entire team from within."

Sakura nodded.

Kari Sakura: "There are many people like you who were cultivated by Kino since childhood. They used the time difference between the reincarnation space and the previous life to send them to death continuously, so that the deceased would have the opportunity to be selected by the cube to enter the reincarnation space and become Kino's secret child. "

Xiahou didn't speak, just turned around and put his arms around Karakura's waist, and buried his face in her arms, like a child seeking comfort.

Xiahou asked back, "Have you ever kept a secret in your heart?"

Karakura froze, sat up abruptly, and looked at Xiahou in astonishment.

Xia Hou smiled slightly, his eyes became deep: "Have you heard the story of the frog at the bottom of the well?"

He paused here, with a half-smile: "As you said, it's boring to be too straightforward."

Xiahou: "Yes."

Kari Sakura has already retreated to the door, as long as she opens the door to leave this independent space, go to the square and shout out what she just heard, Dilin will fall into an unprecedented upheaval.

Kara Sakura's heart suddenly turned cold. She was too frightened and lost her mind just now, so that she was approached without reacting.

Xiahou leaned over, and continued to hug Hunting Ying's waist: "Isn't that right? I'm being held by you~"

In an instant, the air seemed to be frozen, so cold that one would tremble even to breathe.

Kari Sakura said angrily: "I know, you have already said it, so I asked you what kind of nightmare you had."

Just when Shuying was sweating profusely and her consciousness was entangled, Xiahou quietly came to her.

Xia Hou didn't answer, but just hugged him even tighter, he just pressed against Sakura so tightly, as if he was lingering on the temperature of skin contact.

The sudden strange atmosphere made Kari Sakura at a loss, and she was about to get out of bed and leave: "I don't have time to talk nonsense with you. I'm getting up"

Xiahou, who had always been carefree, turned into this appearance, and Kara Ying didn't have the mood to play around anymore. She didn't continue to ask, but instead hugged Xiahou, stroking the back of his head gently.

Xia Hou put his arms around Sa Ying's waist, closed his eyes and buried his head on her shoulder: "Lie down with me for a while."

After a while, she seemed to realize something, and slapped Xiahou on the head: "I hid the recorder, and you want everyone to laugh at me, right? Take out the recorder!"

Xiahou: "I dreamed about a secret from the past."

Xiahou's expression was still calm, he nodded, and exhaled a puff of smoke ring: "This is your freedom. I said, I am not joking, the two things I just said are not joking - I am the processor of Chino, and "

Before Kara could get out of bed, she was suddenly caught by Xia Hou. The huge force made her unable to resist. She fell on the bed and was hugged tightly by Xia Hou.

The smile in the amber pupils became more and more intense. He flicked his wrist lightly and let the chocolate fall on the ground, as if throwing a handful of dog food: "It seems to be a dog."

"I'm having a nightmare," Xiahou murmured.

Xiahou: "Yes."

The other party stretched out the hand holding the chocolate: "Wow, these are yours."

Kari Sakura fell silent, her pupils were blurred, and she seemed a little at a loss: "What do you mean? Didn't we agree before that we only sleep together and don't talk about feelings."

Xiahou hugged Sakura, gently took her hand off the doorknob, kissed her side face, and said softly: "Come here, I will tell you all my secrets."

Xiahou asked back, "Will you marry me?"

The little boy doesn't have any vision for the future life, he only knows that he wants to live, which is more important than anything else.

"Shh..." Kari Sakura's eyes were half-opened and half-closed, and she murmured softly, "It's boring if it's too straightforward."

"Want to come with me?" His voice was soft, like a seductive chanting.

Do not.
Not just Emperor's Landing.
If it gets out that one of the three main members of Samsara's top team is a secret planted by "Arrogance", the relationship between members of each team, and the relationship between teams will collapse in an instant. Everyone is at risk.

"Many frogs will feel confused about the unknown, choose to jump back into the well, and continue to hide in the world they know."

At this moment, he felt a poke in the face, turned his head to look, and saw a mobile phone camera facing him.

This one didn't use much force, but the little boy felt that the finger was like a sharp sword, which could pierce his head at any time.

Soon, the little boy felt a hand land on the back of his head, rubbing it gently, and the voice of that person also came slowly: "All your past ends at this moment, from now on, your name is."

The surrounding temperature was already so cold, but even in this environment, the little boy still felt another chill running down his back, piercing to the bones, his whole body seemed to be paralyzed, and he didn't dare to move.

Xia Hou smiled and asked: "Then are you a scumbag?"

The light in the bedroom was dim, and the light and shadow were hazy, and the hour hand of the wall clock had turned a quarter of a circle.

The bedroom was silent except for the sound of breathing.

Hunting Ying suddenly broke away from Xiahou's embrace, called out the talisman sword from the space ring, held it in her hand, and reached Xiahou's throat, and there seemed to be a flame burning in her pupils: "Xiahou, I warn you, it's okay if you tease my feelings, I don't care .But don't make fun of this kind of thing!"

fear
战栗
And endless cold.
After an unknown amount of time, the figure moved, and he slowly squatted down to look at the little boy at the same level. Only then did the little boy see clearly the delicate face, which seemed not to be a mortal under the background of the wind and snow.

"Then you are willing to marry?" Before Xia Hou finished speaking, Kara Ying pressed his index finger against his lips.

Xiahou: "I had a nightmare."

Xiahou didn't show his playful smile when he was fighting, his eyes were very clear and deep: "I'm not joking."

The little boy looked at him in bewilderment, at a loss.

Complicated emotions appeared in Kari Sakura's eyes, as if caught in memories.

Sakura held the phone, with a smirk on her face: "I took a picture of your nightmare just now, and I will take it out later to make everyone happy."

Just when Xiahou panicked, a small hand rested on his face, and the soft touch quickly calmed down the restlessness.

In this hazy sweetness, Xiahou spoke slowly, revealing the secret he never told anyone:
"I am a processor cultivated by Kino."

"But there are also frogs who choose to go far away, embrace the vast world, and never look back."

"At the beginning, I was indeed carrying out the mission given by Chino. I was loyal and numb. Until later, I went through life and death with everyone and supported each other. I gradually had an idea."

"Why not live for yourself?"

"It must be nice to feel that life belongs to you."

(End of this chapter)