Reboot the heyday

Chapter 104 I Miss You Suddenly

"You may not understand what I mean." Wang Taika explained: "When I said that she appeared at that time, I meant a formal pursuit. But now I can't tell if there are other people around her! So I won't chase her now , I just want to accompany her, this is always no problem!"

"Isn't it surveillance?" Crystal asked.

"No, if she really has someone else she likes..." Wang Taika was about to make a hypothesis, but suddenly realized that if Song Xiangcai really had someone else she liked, he would definitely have no way to let it go. He was still a friend anyway. It's bullshit!How can love become friendship?Let me say a very realistic and disgusting sentence here, if!It means if!Even if two people who are not together become dating in the future, it is because there is such a trace of unwillingness that they will never forget it!
Seeing that Wang Taika didn't answer, but Crystal was not in a hurry.Now she is willing to spend time to solve the worries for V Ernie, everything is worth it.

"Well, to be honest, I really can't imagine how I will live without her. Although we have been separated for so many years, I have gritted my teeth and come here, but I have already developed depression." Wang Taika said. Then, I was stunned.

Wang Taika has been suffering from bipolar disorder for a while, and he can hardly leave his body with medicine. He has to take medicine every day to restrain his emotions. Otherwise, little things in life can make Wang Taika instantly manic or depressed !

It may be that a bowl is broken, and Wang Taika will be furious because of it, or he will be very sad because he thinks of the broken love!More often, it's manic and sad for a while, like a psychopath.I can only rely on drugs to keep controlling my emotions.

But since I met Song Xiangcai today, I have encountered so many messy things, but Wang Taika's mood is so stable, he doesn't even have any irritable or depressed thoughts in his heart!Most importantly, Wang Taika forgot to take his medicine this morning because of his haste!

He obviously didn't take any medicine, but he wasn't depressed or irritable at all.After being in contact with Song Xiangcai for a while, I seem to be a normal person, not so inexplicably irritable or depressed?
this?This...how is this possible?This is not scientific at all!Is there really something preordained?Bah bah bah!I am not the protagonist, so I don't have that treatment.But this is the case.
"Wait for me, I'm going to make a call! I'm in a hurry!" Wang Taika was so confused, before waiting for Crystal to answer, in Crystal's puzzled eyes, he took his mobile phone out of the door and found a remote place.At this time, I didn't even care about the phone bill for overseas calls, and directly used my domestic number to call my doctor.

"You're crazy! The mailing address is actually in South Korea!" The call was connected, and the doctor's voice came from the other end: "If it wasn't for the familiar number, I wouldn't be able to get through even if I was killed."

"Doctor, listen to me, there is a huge situation on my side!" Wang Taika was already at a loss for words, and even the nondescript words like "huge situation" came out.

"What's wrong? Didn't I prescribe you medicine? Take it every day, and it can control your condition. There is almost no cure for a disease like bipolar disorder, and the chance of complete recovery is almost zero. ! So just keep it up slowly.”

"But I'm fine!" Wang Taika said excitedly: "That is, I didn't take medicine the day before, and it was easy to enter a state of mental breakdown. Suddenly, I was very angry at a certain moment, and wanted to beat someone manically. Or all of a sudden Depressed to hypocritical, hypocritical to self-defeating."

"Yes, your bipolar disorder is still a mixed type. Mania and depression often switch indiscriminately. This is the most serious type of bipolar disorder." The doctor said.

"But I'm fine! Today I haven't taken medicine all day! But I'm fine! I'm so happy!" Wang Taika said excitedly: "Even if I encounter particularly complicated things, such as working , Imported the video wrongly, or someone said a few words, etc., I would have done it in the usual way! But I am completely fine! I don’t feel depressed at all! I feel very relaxed! It’s unprecedented easy!"

"Are you sure you haven't taken your medicine all day? Maybe you forgot? After all, it may be because of bipolar disorder and emotional instability, causing some memories to be deliberately forgotten. This is also possible!"

"Really not! I didn't take any medicine! Even if I take medicine, I still feel tight in my chest and feel very uncomfortable. But now, I'm really, really happy! You know what?" Wang Taika thought After thinking about it, he said: "It feels like, if you give me a wing, I can fly up to the sky and stand side by side with the sun. The world is waiting for me to change! I don't fear others seeing the dreams I want to dream, and I can realize them here! Laughing loudly makes me You and I"

"Okay! Don't talk about the lyrics anymore! The phone bill really hurts me." The doctor couldn't take it anymore and said, "Looking at your current state, could it be that you are mentally ill?"

"Ah?" Wang Taika was startled.

"Just kidding. According to what you said, you should look like you have recovered. After all, you can be so happy without taking medicine. It is definitely not for people with bipolar disorder." The doctor thought for a while : "According to my understanding, it should be a certain point that stimulated you and made you less anxious, so that's why you are like this. Then you think about when it started, because of what you saw or experienced. Starting to get easier?"

"Because Song Yin met someone!" Wang Taika didn't say the name, but Wang Taika dared to conclude that it was because of Song Xiangcai.

Because during the day today, when Wang Taika was still hesitating whether to greet Song Xiangcai, the depression and mania in his heart were still as serious as a landslide.It seemed that countless big stones were pressing on my heart, making it difficult for me to even breathe.That hopeless depression.

But after Wang Taika and Song Xiangcai said the greeting, and after Song Xiangcai communicated with herself, the terrible mania and extreme depression in her heart seemed to have disappeared, and they disappeared in an instant!The sun is shining!The flowers of the whole world are blooming!
Neither arrogant nor impetuous, neither angry nor anxious.It seems that the lonely boat that has been wandering for a long time has finally returned to the port, it seems that the wanderer who has left home has finally returned to his hometown, it seems that an old letter has crossed thousands of mountains and rivers. Snow.

It seems that the wind, rain, frost and snow that have traveled all over the world have turned all the food in the world into a jar of wine, and this jar of wine has not waited to be sent to the long-lost reunion, but it has drunk itself first.

According to the theory, when Wang Taika is so hypocritical, he will start to become depressed, because this is the introduction of bipolar disorder.

But today, Wang Taika has become hypocritical to such an extent that nothing happened!I don't even feel any sadness in my heart!
Wang Taika held the phone in a daze, he didn't care what the doctor said anymore.At this time, Wang Taika's eyes were a little red, and he didn't know what to say.

Just at this moment, I suddenly miss you very much.

It turns out that you are really my good medicine!

(End of this chapter)