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Chapter 1154 We Never Thought The Reason For Separation Could Be So Cruel

Wang Taika nodded: "So this can prove that I don't like you."

"I felt the same way at the time." Chong'er smiled, confidently: "Why? I can't figure out why I've worked so hard, but why can't Victoria smile at you? But if you really put your heart and soul into it, why would you Can't let go of me? This is a paradox."

Wang Taika said: "Chong'er, maybe my attitude has misunderstood me. Well, I admit today that I am a scumbag. Sometimes I will suddenly treat someone well, but it is not true. I mean You, you know, I didn't say I was special to anyone, that's all. No, I mean, you should know, I'm not a special person. Yeah, kind of cold. But maybe I'm There was a misunderstanding about your concern. This is not good, and I still know it. So what I want to say is that there is a misunderstanding, and I really treat you as a dear friend. "

"So?" Chong'er asked, "What do you want to say? Am I being too sentimental?"

"No, it's my problem. I misunderstood you." Wang Taika said: "In fact, I never thought what would happen. After all, you are an idol, and I am an ordinary cameraman, right! Not at all. It’s already a very lucky thing for me to be a close friend. But going deeper, I didn’t think about it. Yes, that’s how it is. Uh, that’s what I mean, um, what I mean is.”

"Don't stutter, don't be nervous, just speak slowly." Chong'er said meaningfully: "I will accompany you to act."

"No, I can't even understand what I said!" Wang Taeka said: "During the Deoksugung Palace, I was indeed...maybe too ambiguous. How should I say it, this can't be said about me Well, the main thing is that you look good. You also know that I have bipolar disorder, right! As I said just now, once an attack occurs, I may not be able to help. Hugging someone? Kissing someone? Right, and then it is very difficult What I said was that I was excited, of course, I didn't have any unreasonable thoughts about you! Absolutely not! I just really wanted to kiss you!"

"So all of this is due to bipolar disorder?" Chong Er asked back, "It has nothing to do with you?"

Wang Taika scratched his head: "Is it too cowardly to say so?"

Chong'er smiled: "Seventeen, do you know? Because of you, I have studied bipolar disorder for a long time. So it is meaningless for you to lie in front of me."

Wang Taika was stunned: "What do you mean?"

"Your explanation is over. It's up to me." Chong'er said, "As you said, at the beginning, I really felt inferior. Well, I used to feel inferior. Because I don't know why, I lost Yes. It’s not that I haven’t liked someone before, I can understand that feeling. But without even a comparison, I lost completely. I even thought that it was my former demon, so I really resigned to my fate, thinking That's what I deserve!"

Wang Taika asked: "Demon? What demon?"

Chong'er shook his head: "That's another story. But now, I understand a lot about you."

Chong'er slowly fell into contemplation, and the picture scroll of memories unfolded again, scenes after scenes, and those minutiae things were also revealed!Like a valve being opened, countless thoughts collided with each other, and slowly turned into a so-called truth that was somewhat absurd but extremely reasonable.

It's too cruel, so cruel that Chong'er finds it ridiculous and absurd.Compared with this frightening truth, the torture and pain in the past are more like a pediatric experience, like a kind of ridicule!
Chong'er looked at Wang Taika with burning eyes: "So now I want to understand, it's not that you have never been tempted by me, but that you must have some reason why you have to choose Victoria. What is it? What's the reason?"

"There is nothing!" Wang Taika directly denied: "You think you are Sherlock Holmes! What are you doing! There is nothing!"

Chong'er smiled and said: "To be honest, before this, I couldn't figure it out. I even doubted myself. But when I saw that the pills in your medicine bottle didn't decrease, I finally understood. It seems that I guessed correct."

Wang Taika's pupils shrank, and he asked in a deep voice, "What. Guess?"

Chong'er asked: "I only ask you two questions. If you can answer, then I will treat everything as my own affection. We will be close friends from now on, and we will never bother you again. If you can't answer, it proves that you have something in your heart." I."

Wang Taika did not speak.

"The first question, do you really like Victoria and you must be with her, or is it because of your bipolar disorder that the ultimate knot is Victoria? So the most missing thing for you is to face it? After breaking up for so many years , you dare to come to Korea now because you can’t face Victoria. When you can face her calmly, your bipolar disorder will be more than half cured! Will you have no regrets in your heart if you get your lost lover again? "

Wang Taika still didn't answer.

"Second question, you haven't taken your medicine on time recently, is it because you are worried that your bipolar disorder will really be cured? After all, if you have bipolar disorder, you can only run wildly on the road of pursuing Victoria. It's a dead end in the abyss, and you can't turn back. But once you recover, do you choose me? Or your Zhien sauce? Or Taeyeon Unni? Or who else I don't know?"

Wang Taika looked at Chong'er, opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

Chong'er laughed, with a hint of sarcasm: "No answer? Is it because I don't want to answer, or I don't know how to answer? So you are a coward, right! What I just said is right."

"Song" Wang Taika's eyes were in a trance for a moment, and then there was only helplessness in his eyes.Some things are not that I don't want to choose, but that I have no choice!
"You think you're thinking too much." Wang Taika reached out and took out a pill from the medicine bottle, threw it into his mouth, and said, "Do you think you're writing a novel? How could it be so bloody? That's it. , from now on, don’t even do relatives.”

Chong'er looked at Wang Taika, with a serious and desperate tone, and asked: "Seventeen, I don't care if you really harbor resentment, or what methods you want to use to achieve your goals. Even if you are really a bad person Good! Even I don't think we're really going to be together. Even if we like it, we're not really going to be together. I understand that. I just want to say don't lie to me, please."

Chong'er's eyes were red, enduring the turbulent tears and unbearable sadness, he still spoke half-jokingly.

"Just treat it as a superficial woman who is obsessed with your beauty. Before saying goodbye, this is the last request!"

(End of this chapter)