Reboot the heyday

Chapter 1547 Close at hand but far apart (6100)

It seems that everything is back to the original point.

Taeyeon stayed in the dormitory by herself, nothing more than she couldn't play with her mobile phone, and she didn't want to watch TV.

There was a commotion outside, but Taeyeon still looked like nothing happened.It's not that there's really nothing wrong, but that I don't have any feelings I want to express.

It's not necessary, because the expression is more like a sophistry.

It's just that this time it's more thorough, Taeyeon doesn't even have a mobile phone, so she can only read books when she has nothing to do, in this case, it's more like a cage.

Even because of the vigorous news, even the teammates were sensitive and tried not to say much, for fear of bringing pressure to Taeyeon.But that kind of quiet, on the contrary, is more like an invisible pressure.

Apart from sleeping, Taeyeon could hardly think of anything else she could do.After much deliberation, I just borrowed a book from Xu Xian, and read it when I have nothing to do.

It really is a long-lost pastime.

After turning a few pages, Taeyeon saw a passage: If there is really a next life, let's not meet again, because in this life, a meeting made me serious.Can't be a partner, but can't let go of feelings; can't be a confidant, but can't help contacting.If you fall in love, there is no result;

"Hey, how hypocritical!"

Taeyeon turned the page in disgust, but began to repeat it over and over again in her heart.

I am not qualified to go further, and I am reluctant to take a step back.I just thought of a person for no reason, that person once made you have expectations for tomorrow, but it did not appear in your tomorrow at all.

So what I’m most afraid of is probably, at a certain quiet moment, thinking of someone, remembering the content of the first chat between two people, remembering the feeling when two people met for the first time, remembering the gentle smile, remembering the voice of speaking, But it has long been unable to contact.

Taeyeon turned two pages, but couldn't see what was written in the book.

In fact, the more I grow up, the more I realize that life is a train that is constantly sailing towards farewell. It is normal for people to come and go. It is normal not to get it, and it is rare luck to get it.

So did you gain or lose?It can be said that it seems that I have never had anything more.Speaking of losing, I seem to be the same as I was at the beginning, as if I have everything.

Life is really like a lonely river, there is no other way but to cross it by yourself.

However, you still have to let go of those obsessions slowly. After all, if you lose everything, don't continue to embarrass yourself.

Taeyeon closed the book, lay down on the bed, and then became dazed.This state has been maintained for a long time, the sudden sleep and the sudden wakefulness are really like my own life, completely defenseless.

Just when Taeyeon was about to fall into a blurred sleep, she heard a noise.

Getting up restlessly, Taeyeon followed the sound, only to find that it was actually coming from outside the balcony.So Taeyeon followed to the balcony, but saw a long-lost figure standing on the balcony next to her.

"Yuda." Taeyeon was taken aback in astonishment, then immediately squatted down, letting the balcony wall cover her figure, trembling all over.

Wang Taika suddenly smiled and asked, "Is it because you don't have makeup on?"

Taeyeon squatted without speaking.

Wang Taika said: "Okay, since you don't want to see me, I'll squat down too, we are separated by two walls, and there is still an empty height, let's talk."

Taeyeon finally let out a "huh".

"Are you still used to living in the dormitory?" Wang Taika said, "I should wait for the limelight to pass for a while, right? But it seems that we can't pass it for the time being."

Taeyeon gave another "hmm" and stopped talking.

Wang Taika began to chatter, as if chatting with an old friend, although this old friend would only answer with "um".

Wang Taika said: "Nuna, in fact, I really hate waiting. Because waiting is always long, I can't see the time, I can't see what is coming, I am waiting, waiting until I am anxious. Sometimes I even feel in a trance, waiting It’s about to come, and I’m still happy when it comes. But I’m a person who hates waiting. Waiting makes me feel bored, lonely, and at a loss, especially when I’m alone. I’ve seen a person waiting for a bus. It is dull and empty. I have also seen a person with his head down, and the soles of his feet kept rubbing against the ground. I have also seen a person staring at the direction of the car and sighing silently. The most common thing is a person with his head down Silently playing with their mobile phones, they are them, but slowly it feels like looking in a mirror, because sometimes it is also me."

After Wang Taika said so much, Taeyeon's reply was not a single word, but a short sentence: "You don't have to wait."

"Nuna, is it your own choice to wait now?" Wang Taika asked back.

Taeyeon was dumbfounded, also, she seemed to have no choice.Including waiting, even she herself didn't know, what was she waiting for?
Finally, Taeyeon replied again: "I don't like to wait either. But sometimes, maybe I should really wait."

Wang Taika said with a smile: "Like you, I don't like waiting. To be more precise, I don't like the suffering and loneliness of being overwhelmed while waiting. Many people like to say that growing up is learning to endure loneliness. I don’t think that’s the case. Growth is to gradually know how to get along with yourself. This may be another way of saying it, but many times we don’t know ourselves, but the authorities are confused by the bystanders. Most people put their eyes on places other than themselves , It’s like... Well, just like the clothes and shoes you girls buy, you always value them for their beauty, and when you wear them out, they will definitely attract the attention of others, regardless of whether they are comfortable and suitable to wear.”

Taeyeon replied quickly: "Bias!"

"Really!" Wang Taika said with a smile: "Every time I see you girls wearing clothes with half of your shoulders exposed, I want to put them on. And those shoes are not easy to wear, they hang on your feet and dangle. It wobbles, but it just won’t drop! It’s making me almost have obsessive-compulsive disorder.”

Taeyeon couldn't help but said: "You should be a pervert, you watch girls so carefully!"

Wang Taika said with a smile: "It is because most of the time, we put our eyes and minds on places other than ourselves, so we are at a loss. When we think about our own problems, we feel lonely and suffering, because Many of us are not used to getting along with ourselves, or it is a kind of escape from getting along with ourselves."

Taeyeon said: "This should be your own problem, right? It's not my problem. I know what I think and what I want. On the contrary, you don't know."

"No, maybe you know. But you're playing dumb!"

(End of this chapter)