Reboot the heyday

Chapter 1705
"You're still distracted!"

Jiong Jing felt that she was really wasting her time. Originally, she wanted to just have fun. Dressing up is normal, right?Although usually when going out in private, the lazy Jiong Jing would not do this.But today is indeed an exception, but this exception, it feels like it's all perfunctory!

I'm in a bad mood!

Hearing Jiong Jing's voice, Wang Taika came to his senses, and slowly stopped the car by the side of the road.

"What's the situation?" Jiong Jing frowned.

"Sorry, I'm going to buy some water and take some medicine." Wang Taika rubbed his head, then took out the medicine for bipolar disorder from his pocket, and said, "I'm not feeling well today, so I need to take it early." medicine."

Jiong Jing was stunned, the original small complaint was suddenly lost, and all that was left was worry: "You didn't pretend to be for me to forgive, did you?"

Wang Taika said indifferently: "There is no need for that. I'll go buy water, you wait for me."

Jiong Jing said, "I'll go."

"Do you want the entire convenience store to cause riots because of your appearance?" Wang Taika said helplessly: "Even if no one recognizes it, it is easy to cause accidents if it is so beautiful."

Jiong Jing laughed: "Now your EQ is 1! Come on! Say you can't give up!"

Wang Taika waved his hand and got out of the car to buy water.When I went to the convenience store and walked around, I picked up a bottle of water, and suddenly thought that I should ask Jiong Jing what to drink.But Wang Taika was really too lazy to make another trip, so he just took a bottle of juice.

Back in the car, Wang Taika threw the juice to Jiong Jing, and then took the medicine slowly.

Seeing Wang Taika's spirit completely out of order, Jiong Jing was really worried: "Are you okay?"

"fine."

"I mean, if you drive in this state, is it okay? If you want to die, please don't take me with you. I'm still young. Please!"

"Nimma." Wang Taika said angrily, "I'm already mentally ill. You've been my car for so long, isn't it all right? Bear with it!"

After saying this, Wang Taika leaned back on the seat and took two deep breaths before recovering a bit.

"It's uncomfortable to watch." Jiong Jing complained.

"This is a good thing." Wang Taika closed his eyes and said: "My bipolar disorder is getting better little by little. Although the process is really uncomfortable, it is nothing compared to the torture I have suffered. full of expectations."

Jiong Jing's eyes lit up: "Really? In the end, can I become a normal person? Uh, I mean."

"I don't know, it should be possible." Wang Taika said: "Before, I could always hear another person talking in my ear."

Jiong Jing didn't understand: "What do you mean?"

"It's another person, me with bipolar disorder." Wang Taika explained: "I can always hear him talking to me. Whenever I encounter a little difficulty or setback, he persuades me to give up. Advised me to give up on myself, advised me to learn to end. Advised me to solve it in the most drastic way, pumping my fists, regardless of the consequences. So I was irritable. And if I had a little grade, he would tell me that these things will soon I will lose, and I will immediately sink into despair. The mood of worrying about gains and losses will torture me. So I am depressed."

Jiong Jing nodded: "Is this bipolar disorder?"

"Almost!" Wang Taika said: "However, I haven't heard another voice for a long time. So I can use my reason to solve many things. I can feel that voice is struggling , but it did not completely affect me as before. I know that I am getting better from bipolar disorder, and I am getting closer. But this process is very uncomfortable. "

"Why? Didn't it get better?" Jiong Jing asked.

"But." Wang Taika said this, hesitated for a moment, and then said: "But, when a person regains his senses and thinks about what he has done, he will feel extremely ridiculous. And what happens again, may be Lost courage. Do you know what I mean? I got rid of that voice, and I also lost a lot of courage to be reckless. So some things, if you think about the consequences, you will suddenly feel fear. It’s ridiculous, I found that I also depend on that sound."

Wang Taika turned off the car, leaned on the steering wheel, and said, "Excuse me, wait for me. I have to rest for a few minutes after taking the medicine, because I will be in a trance for a few minutes after taking the medicine, and it is not safe to drive. I Just take it easy. I'm sorry, I want you to spoil the fun today."

Jiong Jing pursed her lips and said, "No, it's good. I think I understand you better. Although I don't know; what's the use of knowing you. But I think it's okay."

Wang Taika leaned on the steering wheel and let out a muffled laugh: "Crazy! Hehe. But I really haven't let others see my sluggish appearance after taking the medicine. If it wasn't so sudden this time, I don't want to let anyone else see me. You see how broken I am."

"It's not scary." Jiong Jing looked at Wang Taika and said, "It's a bit pitiful."

"I just don't want others to think I'm pitiful. Although... maybe it's really pitiful. But that's too unmanly."

Jiong Jing patted Wang Taika: "Is it so uncomfortable?"

"It's not uncomfortable, to be precise, it's not just uncomfortable. I dare not look at anything after taking the medicine, because it will be affected inexplicably. For example, I want to cut someone when I see a knife? Haha, just kidding. It's not that exaggerated, but Ease will be affected. So it's safer. I can't see anything, so even if another voice appears, I won't be bewitched."

Jiong Jing murmured: "Another voice."

Wang Taika leaned on the steering wheel and closed his eyes. The spiritual world in his brain seemed to feel an explosion, and the messy things merged together.The memory was disordered and reorganized, and many inexplicable things came and went.The things forgotten in childhood, the brainwashing music I heard when I was a child, and the chaotic interpersonal relationships are like mess.

Another voice seemed to be bewitching, making Wang Taika raise his head and face the world in an extremely crazy way.That voice was clamoring, provoking, persuading, bewildering, and finally screaming, maddening.

That's not just another voice, it's a true portrayal of Wang Taika's deep heart, it's a distorted and disordered, even perverted, crazy, dilapidated and withered spiritual world!
The chaotic mental state even made Wang Taika's sense of touch produce a strange reaction.For a while it was like being pricked by a needle, and for a while it was like being roasted by fire, and the body began to drift out of control.

At this moment of extreme confusion, Wang Taika suddenly felt his shoulders sink slightly, followed by an obsessive fragrance.

The next moment, the ear seemed to be gently pinched by someone, the strength was just right, and the fingers were slightly cold.His fingertips brushed against his ears, and then he was blown gently.This breath was like a breeze sweeping away the haze, which made Wang Taika shiver uncontrollably, but his whole body began to tingle again.

After exhaling slightly, a thin whisper finally came from his ear.I don't know why, it seems that my ears have eyes, and I feel that it is a seductive red lip, and I spit out such a raving.

"Then only my voice is in my heart!"

Before I know it, I only have your breathing in my heart, and before I know it, I only have your voice in my heart. - Krystal "Only You"

(End of this chapter)