Reboot the heyday

Chapter 1724 Cognition
Since the previous psychiatrist left, this well-known private psychiatric clinic in Seoul has changed to Dr. Zhou.

Wang Taika only saw it once before, but later invited him to treat Su Wanzi's depression and Long Zaizi's social phobia.But Wang Taika didn't have much contact with him.Because communicating with a psychiatrist, in fact, there will still be psychological pressure.After all, it is really embarrassing to be the role of a patient to tell.

Because it is a private clinic, it still pays great attention to the confidentiality of customers' identities.Wang Taika waited outside without an appointment.Not many people today, it should be soon.

Occasionally, people who come to the psychological clinic are all wearing masks or sunglasses, each of them is deeply hidden.This private clinic is not open to the general public, so the people who come here are all well-known, so they naturally care about being discovered.

Wang Taika was the only exception. He didn't go to the independent waiting room, but just sat and walked by the door.Eating the free fruit and snacks in the waiting area, it's like coming to vacation.

Even the little nurse at the front desk couldn't help talking in private. Others came and left secretly, lest they be discovered.This guy is great, it seems that it is such an honor to see a psychiatrist, and he is quite happy to eat and drink!
Xueqiu was wearing sunglasses beside him, and asked awkwardly, "Ouba, there is a separate place, why don't you go there and wait?"

Wang Taika said: "I don't have an appointment. If I go to a separate room and wait, it is very likely that other people who have an appointment will come. Then I will definitely not be in the queue! I am sitting at the door now, who comes in , I just stared at it. In this case, those people will be more or less afraid of being recognized, and they will leave. In this way, I can be ranked. You didn’t see, just now, the doorway Three people came and went, but they all left in the end.”

Xueqiu was dumbfounded: "This is also possible!"

"Look, after a while, someone will come to invite me." Wang Taika had a plan in mind.

Sure enough, about 10 minutes later, the little nurse came to tell Wang Taika that Dr. Zhou invited him over.

Snowball said: "Ouba, then I"

Wang Taika looked at Xueqiu and said, "Follow me. I'm just manic-depressive. There's nothing I can't see. It's not about taking off my clothes for inspection. Why are you shy? I'm afraid that you won't be in front of me. There is something wrong, some people are afraid that they will blame me on my head."

Xueqiu was a little embarrassed and helpless, but after thinking about what Wang Taika said, she followed suit and passed.

When he arrived at the office and saw Dr. Zhou, Wang Taika sat on the chair in front of him.

Doctor Zhou smiled bitterly: "It's fine if you don't have an appointment, you have already driven away several of my patients."

"I don't have any, I just sit at the door." Wang Taika said: "According to incomplete statistics, in South Korea, one out of every four people has mental illness or related signs. Since it is so popular, What else is there to be afraid of not seeing anyone? You see, not only did I come, I also found a bystander."

Doctor Zhou looked at Xueqiu. Although Xueqiu was still wearing sunglasses and didn't want to show others, he could still see that Xueqiu was not an ordinary person.But that's okay, since other patients don't care, so it doesn't matter to him as a psychiatrist.

Anyway, in Dr. Zhou's eyes, Wang Taika's bipolar disorder basically has no cure, just wait for death.The condition was already serious, but this person just didn't take it seriously, so it was really not good.It doesn't matter if someone looks at it, but Dr. Zhou is really afraid of being beaten if he does it!

Facing a patient like Wang Taika, the psychiatrist said that it was too difficult for him.

"Have you taken your medicine on time recently? Is there any effect? ​​Or how you feel. Good or bad, it doesn't matter." Dr. Zhou opened the topic.

Wang Taika leaned on the sofa as if no one was there, thought for a while, and said, "Compared to before, it seems even harder for me now to tell who I am."

Dr. Zhou said: "Mr. Wang, I hope you will not be misled by the outside world. You are emotionally schizophrenic, not schizophrenic. In other words, you are still you, but you are always wandering between two extreme choices when you encounter things. Perhaps Your two emotions have different code names, but you are not opposed. You are not a split personality. Excessive suspicion of your own situation will only make yourself worse."

"Yeah, the me before always knew whether I was depressed or manic. But it's different now." Wang Taika said strangely: "I seem to have become more complicated. I control I can't help my emotions. It was only occasionally like that before, but now it's very frequent. Although it's not as intense as before, but the feeling of being suppressed for a second and manic for a second, the light bulbs are turned on and off. I I feel vulnerable already."

"Did you take your medicine on time? You know, that kind of medicine is a new medicine. Although it has been proven to have a good effect on stabilizing the state of mind, it does not rule out that there may be other problems." After Dr. Zhou finished speaking, he comforted Mrs. Wang Ka said: "Actually, this kind of thing may be very bad for others. But for you, there is no problem."

Wang Taika asked: "How to say?"

"Compared to the severity of your original bipolar disorder, any negative things that may appear are probably just a play." Dr. Zhou said: "But I am more willing to believe that you should have started to get better. It is normal to often fall into self-awareness barriers from time to time. This shows that your depression and mania have begun to slowly combine and neutralize. This process may be very tortured, but this Definitely a good sign."

"Impairment of self-awareness?" Wang Taika asked, "I don't quite understand this."

"People always face many choices." Dr. Zhou said carefully: "But when it comes to an issue, there are great differences. A group will be divided into two factions, and a person will be divided into two emotions. You are not spiritual. The judgment of split also lies in this, because there is no self-hatred in your character, your choice is to make yourself better, but you don’t know how to do it. So there is a cognitive obstacle, should you do that Solve it, or should you solve it this way? It depends on you, what do you choose? Who are you? Are you suitable for the current life. "

Wang Taika didn't understand Dr. Zhou's words, but Xueqiu sitting behind him seemed to have thought of something.

After thinking for a while, Xueqiu suddenly asked: "Doctor, I actually have a lot of questions. I wonder if I can chat with you later?"

Dr. Zhou was startled, and then nodded: "Of course. But... I charge by the hour. Of course, if you are as severely bipolar as the one in front of me, then just pretend I didn't mention it."

Wang Taika glanced at Xueqiu in surprise: "Why are you making trouble? I'm here to discuss my illness. This is not a joke, and you can chat for ten yuan."

Xueqiu laughed when he heard that, "Yes, Ouba. Actually, I have nothing to do. I just think this topic is very interesting. I'm sorry, I'm self-willed, you can continue."

Wang Taika turned back and said, "Doctor, I asked for money when I was chatting with you. I didn't ask for money when I was chatting with her just now, right?"

Dr. Zhou was speechless: "You are really humorous!"

(End of this chapter)