Reboot the heyday

Chapter 2024 No pity, but a higher level of respect
"Like you said, I just want an outcome."

Pani said seriously: "After the separation, Nichkhun always felt that he was sorry for me. I don't like this feeling very much. It seems that I am a fragile woman who needs to be overprotected. Although I know that he is really for me Okay, but I really don't like that feeling."

"It's a good thing to be separated. We are not suitable, or we just have similarities in most things, but we can't complement each other at all. This kind of relationship really can't go long. Now it's over, no one There should be no burden, good or bad, to carry."

"So, we need a reason to make each other feel that we owe each other." Pani said: "So, I told him, I am already with you. I am not the person who is taken care of in this relationship. I can have His own thoughts and choices. And he doesn't need to feel, how serious was that incident at the time, look, I don't care at all. I can easily end and start a new relationship."

What Pani said, which in itself sounds reasonable, is contradictory in nature.One is affection, the other is responsibility.For a while, I want to maintain my independent self, and for a while, I am willing to become a character like green tea.

However, Wang Taika understood it.

After all, he is also an old mentally ill, and has become a doctor after a long illness. In many psychological speculations, Wang Taika is even better than many professional psychologists.So Wang Taika quickly guessed Pani's true thoughts in his heart.

Some things, the more you dare to face them, the more you can't face them.This may sound contradictory, but there are countless examples of facts.

It's like a thief who returns to the scene after stealing something and hears people talking about it, so what will this thief do?
sneak away?No, this seems reasonable, but it does not conform to the characteristics of human nature.The characteristic of human nature is self-deception!

So the thief would yell at the person who stole things loudly, even more angry than those who talked a lot.In this way, the best way to hide is to become the most unlikely person and start deceiving yourself.

In the same way, Pani said so much just now, one is the fairness of feelings, the other is personal independence, but at the end he said a very realistic thing.

What Pani just said at the end was "I'm not the one who is taken care of in this relationship, I can have my own thoughts and choices. And he doesn't need to feel, how serious it was at the time, look, I don't care at all. I can easily end and start a new relationship."

The core of this sentence is actually only three words, "that matter".

which thing?Naturally, Nichkhun took Pani's father and elder brother to South Korea without telling Pani, hoping to achieve a century-long reconciliation.From the beginning to the end, what Pani said was all empty words. There was only such a thing that actually happened, and it was said in such an obscure language, for fear that it would seem to be noticed.

But in front of Wang Taika, there was nothing to hide from these things.So Wang Taika was keenly aware that Pani probably didn't want to admit his past.

The situation in Pani's family is indeed not very objective, and that is something that Pani has decided to give up.But Pani still has concerns in his heart, and this matter is Pani's only weakness.

This feeling of being manipulated is really bad, so she wanted to end everything in this way. Pani tried her best to prove that she didn't care about it at all. It's just right.

But in fact, I'm afraid it's quite the opposite.Pani may still have Nichkhun in his heart, and there is no such thing as personality incompatibility.Possibly even Pani himself couldn't let go of Nichkhun.

However, that incident was Pani's bottom line, and once it was crossed, Pani could not accept it at all.So no matter how much he likes Nichkhun, Pani still wants to break up with Nichkhun.And after the breakup, you have to use a self-deceiving method to prove that you don't care about that at all, and you just want to break up.

This is the thief psychology just mentioned.The more Pani tries to prove that she broke up only because of a relationship feud and not because of that.The more it means that the cause of the matter is that matter.

There is no discord between the two, but they just crossed the bottom line, so they are not eligible to be forgiven.Although it is a mouthful, the theoretical motives are very reasonable. This is the normal state of human nature who likes to deceive themselves and others.

In the end, Pani said in front of Nichkhun that she and Wang Taika were together, and the purpose was not to fight for a while, or to deliberately anger Nichkhun when they broke up.

Pani's real purpose is probably to think that she would rather make Ni Kun hate her for empathizing with another, and feel that she is a loose and bad woman, and don't want others to notice her fragility, and she doesn't want to show her inner fragility. .

It doesn't matter if she is regarded as a green tea girl.

Thinking about it this way, Pani was really pitiful.

But the most pitiful one is Wang Taika!Who did he mess with?Why did the scapegoat end up on me?
Wang Taika hated trouble very much. If Pani hadn't done many things for Wang Taika before, Wang Taika might have turned his face at this time.

"Secretary Huang, you helped me before, and I promised to give you a solo. I personally don't think I owe you. There is a limit to helping me. There are some things like you using my name this time to complete your ideas. Let me first Don't say whether what you just said is true or false, or you want to use my name to cover up your inner thoughts, I don't care about these, I just ask one thing." Wang Taika said: "Why should I help you?"

Pani was watched by Wang Taika, only felt that Wang Taika's eyes seemed like an abyss, and he could see through her inner thoughts.But Pani still kept his mind steady, and said: "It's just a name. Oppa and Yoona can't make it public. I know Oppa thought of using the name of Victoria, but I still can't face everyone. But I don't care about the relationship. I I can even make it public with you to help you cover up. You can use the name of looking for me to go to Yun'er anytime and anywhere, and no one will feel that something is wrong."

Wang Taika nodded: "Well, it makes sense. But it's not enough."

Pani continued: "Didn't you know about "Wo Knot"? Nichkhun and that one are taking revenge now, right? You also robbed his girlfriend."

"Haha, it's really exciting to think about it this way." Wang Taika smiled and said, "But this reason is not enough. Besides, you and I are fake from the beginning."

Pani said: "You want to come true? To be honest, I don't hate you. Can you pass your own test? Even if you can pass, I can't pass Yuner's test."

Wang Taika said with a smile: "I need a reason, not some impulsiveness. In fact, Secretary Huang is also very good-looking and has a very good figure. When I was drunk before, I had self-control, otherwise we would have died a long time ago. Indulged. Also, I never thought you were a libertine, so what I need is a reason, not an advantage."

"What is needed is a reason, not a benefit?" Pani suddenly became quiet when she heard the words. This sentence seemed to have touched her a lot, and she said after a while: "Wang Taika, do you know what I admire most about you?" Is it a little?"

Wang Taika: "Huh? Call him by his first name? What about honorifics? Not even half a word? Forget it, let's talk about how you appreciate me first. I would like to hear more about it."

"What I admire most about you is your emotionless scum. You are indifferent and selfish, and you don't care about other people's lives." Pani said, "It's not derogatory, but commendatory."

Wang Taika smiled: "However, it doesn't sound like a compliment?"

Pani said: "I just realized after listening to what you said just now. You are so good at trying to figure out other people's thoughts. I'm afraid you can even guess my thoughts clearly, right? You know, you know what questions I'm avoiding, so use this way."

Wang Taika did not admit or deny, but just shrugged his shoulders to show his innocence.

"If other people know about these things, they will probably try their best to express kindness. Comfort me, take care of me, and even try to reconcile me with my family like Nichkhun did. Because this is a good ending, maybe it can also make me feel moved and grateful , Is that so.” Pani laughed miserably, muttering: “Only you, Wang Taika who has no sympathy.”

"Wait a minute!" Wang Taika coughed dryly: "Let's use honorifics, otherwise it will become more and more like a curse."

Pani pursed his lips, and changed his words to say honorifics: "Ouba has no sympathy. Even if you know about my family, it will not affect Oppa's attitude towards me at all. But... what I want is this kind of No empathy. No empathy is all I need."

"I was Pani when I was young. How can I tolerate being treated as a weak person when I am so proud? I don't need that kind of pity and care. So I like this kind of lack of compassion, really. Because I am still me. "

"I'm not a masochist, I just want my own pride and respect. That's why I always stay by Oppa's side, and make excuses for Oppa when this kind of thing happens, even...if I don’t feel disgusted with what happened to Oppa. Because compared to other people’s care, I prefer such a sympathetic Oppa.”

Pani laughed at himself: "No pity, it's a higher level of respect."

(End of this chapter)