Reboot the heyday

Chapter 204 This time, I'll go first (86100)

"Satisfied?" Wang Taika asked.

Song Xiangcai remained silent.

Wang Taika looked at Song Xiangcai, then stretched out his hand and pulled Song Xiangcai again, this time, Song Xiangcai did not refuse.And Wang Taika took Song Xiangcai's hand and said, "Let me hold it for a while longer."

"Yeah." Song Xiangcai responded dully.

"Hey, I've been on this road for so long. Since I can't see hope, I should change my direction. Actually, to be honest, the reason I came to Korea is because of you. I admit it. But in essence, the relationship with you is actually It’s not very big. In fact, I just suddenly felt one day that I don’t want to live the life I should live. I should live the life I want to live. So I thought about it at the time. In the life I want to live, there should be You. That's why I'm here."

Song Xiangcai wanted to say something, but was stopped by Wang Taika: "Let me finish, let me finish what I want to say. Pick up what should be picked up, and let go of what should be discarded. Because only let what should be ended The end of the end, the beginning will begin. I have never dared to say confidently, what I have. After all, what I am most afraid of losing has already been lost. "

"Actually, I really thought that I was not hypocritical anymore, but now, these words still have to be said, even if I know that these words are so nasty and hypocritical, if I wake up tomorrow morning and think about these words, I will feel sore all over my body Goosebumps. But at this moment, I still have to say it, because if I don’t say it now, I won’t have a chance to say it later.”

"Go ahead." Song Xiangcai responded, but her voice seemed extremely tired.

"Is this your attitude when talking to male gods?" Wang Taika asked.

Song Xiangcai smiled, but the smile was forced: "I just hope you can understand that every encounter in the world has its meaning. It is precisely because I have lost so much along the way that I will cherish the gains now. It is precisely because After going through this, you can learn to settle down, and you can no longer worry about gains and losses, stop being unreasonable, and stop being hypocritical. Some people meet, and when they say goodbye, this may be the meaning of meeting. I hope you will go on better. "

"So, the reason we met was just to let me learn to settle down, so that I no longer worry about gains and losses, no longer make trouble for no reason, no longer hypocritical? This is the meaning of our meeting? But." Wang Taika laughed absurdly: "But I didn't Get better! I'm still worrying about gains and losses, making unreasonable troubles, and I'm still hypocritical! It's like being hospitalized, and you haven't cured me, so why should you drive me away?"

"Aren't you cheating? I'm just a metaphor!" Song Xiangcai said with a headache.

"Wait, please be quiet first, I need to calm down now, I want to think about it, what should I say to save the awkward atmosphere." Wang Taika rubbed his temples.

Some problems really need to be sorted out, such as the current relationship between Wang Taika and Song Xiangcai, what exactly is it?
Deliberately maintained relationships don't last long.If people want to maintain a long-term and comfortable relationship, they rely on commonality and attraction, rather than oppression, bondage, blind dedication, and moral self-impression.

Therefore, the atmosphere between Wang Taika and Song Xiangcai was very strange. The two did not argue, nor tried to move each other with past memories, or threatened each other with any reason.On the contrary, the two of them are calm now, as if solving a complex puzzle together, or a mess without a clue.

Wang Taika and Song Xiangcai did not quarrel, but chose a more civilized but crueler way, that is to replace each other's ideas with their own ideas, so as to wrestle with each other ideologically and divide the feelings. Make a right or wrong.

This kind of thing looks quite gentle on the surface, like a debate contest, where two people talk about their own ideas, and then conquer each other's ideas.But what is being discussed now is not a debate topic, but a relationship.

For other things, such a discussion is just.But for love, this is cruel.Because of a relationship, there is no standard for discussion.

Therefore, the cruelest way for feelings is not a fierce quarrel between the two parties, but a calm discussion between the two parties.Because when two people are haggling over every detail, this relationship will quickly pass away, and in the end there is only one body left.

"Do you regret meeting me?" Wang Taika asked.

"Really?" Song Xiangcai paused and said, "Regret, although those memories are good, but without me, you might not be as decadent as you are now."

"Well, very sincere." Wang Taika nodded.

"Do you regret it?" Song Xiangcai asked back.

"Regret part of it!" Wang Taika said: "Knowing you and liking you is really a great thing. But I regret that day, I confessed to you. Many times I think, if I didn't confess my love at the beginning , but to hide that love, can I watch movies with you, drink, swear with you like ordinary friends, and then go back and forth like this for a lifetime? But at the beginning, this love came like a scourge, and it was too late to think More to love."

"Is there anything else you want to say?" Song Xiangcai sighed, "I'm tired and want to go back."

"Well, let me think about it." Wang Taika thought for a while, and said seriously: "You have to take good care of yourself! Remember to drink on time, smoke more when you feel uncomfortable, stay up late every day, remember to eat more late-night snacks, and don't eat breakfast often. Wear sandals when you are cold, play with your mobile phone more when you have nothing to do, and remember to turn off the lights when reading. In the days without me, if you can’t fall asleep, you should take sleeping pills. I like to watch you swallow glass. It’s so cute. If you’re bored, you’ll burn your hair. You must take a shower Use boiling water, smoke weed when you're upset, and everything will be fine."

Song Xiangcai was quite sad at first, but when she heard Wang Taika's words, she immediately laughed angrily, and said, "Do you really want to die here and be happy? Do you think death is better than separation? I can satisfy you." yours!"

"I know you hate my hypocrisy. You see, I've changed it now, and suddenly I'll give you a reversal! Are you surprised? Are you surprised?" Wang Taika smiled cheaply.

"Then what are you going to do next?" Song Xiangcai asked.

"In the past, I would have gone home and sat on the sofa in extreme pain, curled up, and burst into tears," Wang Taika replied.

"What about now?" Song Xiangcai looked at Wang Taika and asked.

"Now? Uh... I don't want to think too much at all, just eat a hot pot meal. If you are still unhappy after eating hot pot, then have another meal. Two hot pot meals should solve 90.00% of the world's ninety-nine I’m worried.” Wang Taika replied: “If you don’t have a hot pot, you can eat a barbecue buffet, or a barbecue on the street. But you must put more chili to make it taste good! If you are tired, you can sleep with your eyes closed. If you are sleepy, sleep , leave when you’re tired! It’s that simple!”

"You!" Song Xiangcai froze, a little at a loss.Although this was the ending she wanted, when the dust settled, she couldn't bear it.And what she couldn't bear the most was Wang Taika's decadent answer.In the end, Song Xiangcai just said: "Okay! Sleep when you're sleepy, and leave when you're tired! Makes sense, I'm tired, so I'm leaving, goodbye!"

"Wait a minute!" Wang Taika looked at Song Xiangcai, let go of the hands that were holding each other, and then without any hesitation, he walked past Song Xiangcai and walked away without looking back.In the distance, Wang Taika's voice came.

"This time, I'll go first."

(End of this chapter)