Reboot the heyday

Chapter 2186 The Necessity of Opening a Harem

"Go get ready."

"Yes, Vice President."

After Assistant Lin left, Wang Taika sat on the chair and stared at the scenery outside the window in a daze. He had some thoughts in his heart, but somehow they dissipated little by little, and then some messy fragments appeared in his mind, and his mood slowly, It settled down again, even a little badly.

Happiness is fleeting, and depression comes suddenly.

Wang Taika felt that his bipolar disorder had returned.

It's not that I suddenly went crazy, but I don't know why, but I suddenly feel unrealistic.It seems that the beauty we have now is fleeting.

This feeling of worrying about gains and losses is actually quite bad.Just like the girl who doesn't believe that she can get happiness, Wang Taika always subconsciously feels that the happiness she has is short-lived.

Especially after being with Chong'er, this feeling is very serious.When I first got together with Chong'er, I was really not used to sleeping together.

Wang Taika often wakes up in the middle of the night, and then finds that there is such a person beside him at such a short distance.Just clinging to my side, leaning on me, wrapping my little hands around my arms, or hugging my body.

Wang Taika often wakes up in a dream, and then enters a defensive posture of fear.That's the habit of shooting in the wild, because you don't know what terrible beast is next to the tent when you wake up.At the very beginning, Wang Taika even kept a saber under his pillow.It was only later that the habit was changed.But this extreme lack of security is difficult to alleviate in a short time.

So most of the time, Chong'er is holding Wang Taika, because Wang Taika is always sleeping curled up by himself, which is a manifestation of lack of security.

Until now, Wang Taika has gradually gotten used to sleeping next to someone. If Chonger is gone, Wang Taika is half asleep at night, and suddenly turns his head to wonder why there is no such gentle presence beside him. Suddenly, I found that it was empty, only a large area of ​​coldness, and I remembered that I was alone, and my mood suddenly became unstable and lonely at that moment.

This love makes people feel satisfied, but also makes people feel worried from time to time.The more twists and turns I have experienced, the more I know that the promises are nothing at all. When I think of the impermanence of the future, even a psychopath like Wang Taika sometimes feels afraid.Whether a corner of life that already exists will be missing.

This kind of feeling will make people feel weird, just like just now Wang Taika felt a little happy because of Assistant Lin's arrangement, but the next moment he thought of the loneliness after returning home, he became empty again in an instant.

What's ridiculous is that the first thought that popped up in Wang Taika's mind was not how to strengthen this relationship, but suddenly thought, maybe we should separate?
Just like the fable that he and Chonger have been telling, the rabbit watching the moon finally gave up the ownership of the moon. Without possessiveness, there is no such obsession.

At this moment, Wang Taika was convinced that he was indeed abnormal. Even if his bipolar disorder was basically cured, his damaged thinking would not be able to look at many things like a normal person.

Probably because he is too lacking in interpersonal communication, and he is too lonely, so that he wants to leave the other party when he feels left out.

But think about it again, Wang Taika is not the only one who has such an idea in this world?

A little disturbed by loneliness, I thought about leaving decisively.It's just that most people don't have the courage, but they must have such thoughts in their hearts, and it's a big deal to leave.

At this moment, Wang Taika was extremely normal again.Because in relationships, there will be no normal people.This possessive desire is so unreal.

Thinking about Chong'er, Wang Taika's heart softened, because Chong'er could be trusted.It's just that the feeling of not being able to see it is too difficult, so I suddenly fear that I won't be able to quit.

This is Wang Taika, who likes to stop loss, likes to stop love.

Wang Taika is very afraid of what he is addicted to. Once he realizes that he seems to be falling into something, likes someone, something or some hobby, especially any relationship, if he feels that he seems to be falling into it, he will make an alarm before falling into it, and then Stop the loss in advance and quit this love.Keep yourself indifferent and not be affected by anything.

The way to keep yourself calm forever is to never get involved in anything.Stand in a spectator position.

At this moment, Wang Taika's random thoughts and the sudden thought of breaking up are all self-warning.

Because Chong'er has gradually become more important, so important that it can affect Wang Taika's mood and thoughts, and he will soon be unable to quit or part with it.

It's ridiculous, love makes Wang Taika obsessed, but reason makes Wang Taika let go.There are two voices in Wang Taika's mind, the split between sensibility and rationality seems to have started again at this moment.

And the direct reaction of this contradiction is actually. Wang Taika has an impulse to give up on himself. At worst, he will continue his relationship with Pani, stay with Nuna, pay off debts for Na En, and even be with more people. As long as you pay more emotionally and don't put all your eggs in one basket, then you won't have so many thoughts about gains and losses, because he has already gained a lot, so he is not afraid of losing.

crazy!crazy!
Wang Taika has asked countless times, and even yelled at Nuna at night in Hokkaido, why can't I have all the beauty in this world by myself?

And this is Wang Taika's heart, when was he a good man and a believer?He has always been greedy and selfish.What he fantasizes deep down in his heart is to want everything.It's just because of the relationship with Chong'er that he felt that he wanted to treat him well, so he broke off all the ambiguity and stayed with Chong'er properly.

But the country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change.Wang Taika's nature is more than greedy, even if he really wants to treat Chong'er well and only love one person in his life, how can his natural greed keep silent?Wang Taika can be suppressed for a while, but cannot be suppressed for a lifetime.

"I see."

Wang Taika understood why he suddenly behaved like this, because he was also so unwilling in his heart.Not dissatisfied, but too greedy.

Why can't I own all the beauty in this world?

Anyone who says this sentence will be regarded as a neuropathy.Wang Taika also felt that he was crazy, to be dominated by such thoughts.But in fact, Wang Taika couldn't control his own heart.

What will happen when one's own desires are contrary to the existing morals, laws, rules, and customs of this world?
Wang Taika suddenly realized a psychological problem at this moment.This question has troubled Wang Taika for many years, that is, what is the most terrifying, most harmful, and extremely dangerous anti-social personality among mental illnesses, and what is it?

At this moment, Wang Taika seemed to understand.This is probably the conflict between the original heart and the outside world, which created the devil.

So, like Wang Taika, a person who lives in modern society but is full of whimsical ideas and wants to expand the harem, does he also have such a big conflict?
The former Wang Taika also wanted to love only one person in his life.It's just that after the ignorant first love ended, he experienced too much suffering.Wang Taika learned to face the darkness without fear of the darkness, but at the same time, he also had an extremely eager expectation and possessive desire for beautiful things.

The people Wang Taika met may have some flaws, but everyone has their own brilliance and uniqueness.

Chonger's gentleness, Zhienchan's arrogance, Nuna's stubborn temper, Pani's enthusiasm, and many more.These are unique and belong only to their own beauty, and they all represent hope.

So Wang Taika wants to occupy all these good hopes.That's why he had such greedy thoughts in his heart.

But this idea is destined to go against the justice and good customs of modern society, against the moral system of this society, and against the concept of marriage in this world.So should we give up, or swim against the current?
I have to say that there is probably no one in this world who can make such a rationale for such a thing, and even come up with a theoretical system that completely and reasonably explains the necessity of opening a harem.Only Wang Taika can do this kind of thing!
But in fact, these are not nonsense.Wang Taika is no longer a person surrounded by existing vision and rules, he can see through these and understand the reason behind them.It's just that these principles are really shocking, and they only work for Wang Taika.

After all, Wang Taika is also a reasonable person.Even this kind of thing will not just flaunt a hypocritical so-called liking, but come up with a theoretical system to support it.

But the more this happened, the more pain Wang Taika felt. He really wanted to live a good life with Chong'er, but he couldn't suppress his longing for all the good things in his heart.

In fact, 90.00% of the people in this world are not qualified to be willful.

The world is impermanent, and some endings can be changed, but they will be covered with bruises or even half dead. Therefore, for unarmed ordinary people, it is impossible to gamble. The ending is not fixed, but it is fixed in essence.

They are helpless, so they regard the reluctant separation as regret, useless efforts as best efforts, and the unchangeable future as destiny.

But this is not because they are weak, but because they are really powerless.So I can only laugh at myself and say that it is my best effort and it is also my destiny.

Many people can't grasp the beauty of this world, so they have to pretend that everything is going well.Then I comforted myself: Returning you to the sea of ​​people is both sober and interesting.

But there are some people in this world who are stubborn, they don’t like the spring breeze, they don’t get annoyed by the summer cicadas, they don’t feel sad when they see the autumn wind, they don’t sigh when they see the winter snow, they don’t feel lazy when they see wealth, they don’t dare to face injustice.Facing the dark, not afraid of the dark.

Just because he turned around a thousand times, he is still Wang Taika.

　Use scientific psychological theory to explain clearly to everyone the necessity of opening a harem!Others open a harem because the protagonist is a scumbag, we open a harem entirely for world peace!Unselfish!Got it right!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)