Reboot the heyday

Chapter 2212 Unrecognized Sadness

"tick, tick"

"Well, who! Who's there!"

Wang Taika stood up abruptly, but saw an empty house.

He closed his eyes, stretched out his hand and rubbed his forehead to calm himself down, and then he could distinguish whether he was in the real world or not.

After all the chaotic thoughts disappeared, Wang Taika put on his clothes and went to the living room, but there was no one there.

Several hours of hypnosis yesterday made Wang Taika mentally exhausted.Fortunately, the final result is good.Later, Wang Taika was too tired, so he fell asleep directly.As for what happened to Xueqiu later, he didn't care.

Snowball left without knowing when, leaving nothing behind.

Sitting in the empty home, Wang Taika sighed faintly.

people.
There is always a certain moment when people suddenly feel that what they do, work hard, and everything they do is meaningless.

Suddenly, I wanted to escape from this and be a lonely self.

Wang Taika used to make documentaries to satisfy the loneliness he wanted on the one hand.Running alone in a strange place, the excitement is enough to make people forget everything in reality.

Therefore, when Wang Taika was filming a documentary, he never went to the same place twice.Even if the way is to go around a little farther, the road that I haven't walked.

People are pursuing novelty all their lives, which is actually a kind of sadness.Because he is destined to be unable to stop and listen to more subtle things.

This seems to be the case for Wang Taika. After coming to Korea, this idea even came up for the first time.

Ditch everything and just leave.

The company is gone, the career is gone, the friendship is gone, and the love is gone.Don't want anything, just leave and live with a brand new identity.

Thinking of this, Wang Taika shook his head and smiled.

He has the courage and determination, but it is really unnecessary.Just think about it occasionally.

The current situation always put some pressure on Wang Taika.Wang Taika looked at the empty house, but Chong'er was not by his side.

Although Wang Taika knew that if he called Chong'er at this time, or asked Chong'er to come back to accompany him, Chong'er's personality would definitely follow him.

But that doesn't make sense anymore.

Wang Taika finally knew what the feeling he was missing was lingering.

Except for the first few days and the first few days, Chong'er was working on everything else.Wang Taika knew how Chong'er felt about him, but this kind of life like living apart made him feel uncomfortable. He always felt that this love was not enjoyable enough, quenching his thirst enough, or refreshing enough.

In fact, the most suitable for Wang Taika should be the kind of little girl who is much younger than Wang Taika, worships Wang Taika, and is full of love.

Wang Taika likes to take the initiative in relationships.It's not like it is now. Although Chong'er is obedient to herself, but... But when it comes to work, it's another level.

This is the trouble that the girlfriend is an idol.

I even have to watch my girlfriend on TV, say that I am single, and swear.I didn't have this feeling at first, because I would be occupied by a sense of happiness that "my girlfriend is an idol".But after slowly getting used to the daily routine, this feeling appeared.

Simply put, there is no sense of security.

No one in this world knows that she belongs to you except you.If it's for fun, it doesn't matter.But if it's serious, it feels like Ling Chi.

This kind of contradiction is irreconcilable, because Chong'er will not leave Shaoshi, and Wang Taika will not be willing to be a silent little man.

Thinking of this, Wang Taika knew that the things in those love novels were all fake and deceitful.

The kind of good happiness is short-lived after all, because it will take more time to maintain and water it carefully in the future.

But this is never written in the book, just saying "the hero and the heroine live happily together" ends all the chapters.

But in fact, these big and small things in life, some of which are not, are the real test only after being together.

because
In this world, there is no secret joy that no one knows about.

There is only that kind of unacknowledged hidden sadness in this world.

Wang Taika felt the same way.

This kind of annoyance to the extreme, f*cking group of idols who are like bastards, and helpless disgust and anger to the point of screaming at the end, leading to the feeling of rebirth, is the original source of human obsession.

Wang Taika now finally understands why every time an idol breaks out in a relationship, the fans explode.

Because in the hearts of the fans, although they have never been in contact with their beloved idol for a minute, they have already spent their lives with the idol they like early in their hearts.

Because it's too beautiful, but I can't have it, so I love it to the extreme and wish I could ruin it all.This is the original intention of fans.

So this kind of betrayal, this feeling of anger, but looking in the mirror and finding that I am powerless, irreparable, and unworthy of reality, makes people feel a sense of frustration to the extreme.

In other words, the mentality collapsed.

In contrast, Wang Taika seems to be fine.At least in a practical sense, he really has Chong'er.But this kind of untitled possession is even more disturbing.

This is backed up by science.

Psychologically, people can accept that they have never got something, but they cannot accept that they have got it but lost it.

If you have not seen a ray of light, you will not feel the suffering of darkness.

It is more difficult to lose what you have.

This is where Wang Taika's uneasiness lies. If Chong'er hadn't been by his side, he would have felt as if he had lost it.

Is it because I am not strong enough that this anxiety arises?But Wang Taika's current career is not small.

Wang Taika thought about it, and found that the reason was only because he loved and valued him too much, that's all.

Silent for a long time.

Wang Taika washed his face with cold water, looked at himself in the mirror, and murmured: "How can I think like this? How can I do the thing of betraying Chong'er? Don't think like that, don't do that. No way. Am I still suffering from borderline personality disorder? It shouldn’t be, it shouldn’t be.”

"But... when will I be able to appear aboveboard and as a boyfriend?" Wang Taika stared at himself in the mirror and asked, "When will it be?"

Wang Taika used this topic to test Chong'er several times.But Chong'er didn't answer directly, and changed the topic every time, and passed on with vague words.

Later, Wang Taika stopped asking, because he knew that there would be no result.But a seed of uneasiness was buried so deeply.

If it's just about falling in love, in fact, this title is not that important.But Wang Taika is very serious about relationships, and they are all rushing to get married.

But what Chonger seems to think about is only love, and a farther future, and I really never think about it now because I am still young.This constitutes a disagreement.

In fact, the problem that Wang Taika and Chong'er are facing now is not about falling in love.If it was just a matter of love, it wouldn't be so troublesome at all.Because the two have experienced too much emotionally, it is not difficult to separate the two now.

But now there is the question of marriage.Wang Taika wants to get married and wants to be stable.But Chonger is at the peak of his career, how could he give up?

Perhaps emotional problems have never been the key to making it difficult for lovers to get married.The key is practical issues beyond feelings.

Wang Taika sighed, his life was about to switch from an urban romance drama to a family ethics drama.

　In these chapters of Snowball Hypnosis, I tried the abstract stream of consciousness writing method for the first time, and I felt very good.But this kind of writing is enough to catch a glimpse, and if there are too many, it will not feel uninteresting.So here we go, let's move on to a new story.Who do you want to meet next?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)