Reboot the heyday

Chapter 2283 Under the Sun (98th Leader: Sinfi!)
Wang Taika began to pay attention to Quan Menger.

No, it's so wrong.The eerie feeling that Quan Menger brought to Wang Taika was actually stronger than Snowball!

Although the incidence of mental illness in South Korea is considered high in the world.But this level of density still surprised Wang Taika.

The most surprising thing is that Quan Menger hides it so well.

Wang Taika even had a more terrifying conjecture: Quan Menger had forgotten something.

The reason why there is such a conjecture is because Wang Taika is convinced that Quan Menger has not forgotten at all.

Well, it sounds very confusing to say that, but Wang Taika wanted to verify it.So Wang Taika continued to ask: "Okay, then I have a second question."

Quan Menger nodded: "Ask."

Wang Taika asked: "Well, a very beautiful girl saw a boy she liked very much at her family's funeral. After the funeral, the girl picked up a knife and killed her family. Why? Woolen cloth?"

Quan Menger frowned: "What's the problem?"

Wang Taika said with a smile: "It's a weird question, just guess it."

Quan Menger thought for a long time, then shook her head: "I can't guess."

"It's okay!" Wang Taika heaved a sigh of relief.

To be honest, if Quan Menger answered this question, then Wang Taika's first reaction should be to distance himself from Quan Menger first, and then think about what he should do.

Because this is a reverse question of a psychopath, normal people can't answer it at all, only a psychopath with a twisted heart can think of it.

This question is so abnormal that Wang Taika can't answer it, because Wang Taika's psychology is not abnormal enough!

The answer is that the girl saw the boy she liked at her family's funeral, so she killed another relative immediately after returning home, just to see that boy again at the next funeral.

Is this something normal people can think of?

This question is a whole series, there are dozens of them.This is the funeral problem, and then there are the penguin problems, the train problem, the weed problem, the sawdust problem, the tunnel problem, and so on.

These questions seem to be related, but in fact they are completely illogical. Many questions are a hint, without any clues, and it is up to the guesser to reason by himself. Come up with a horrible answer.

Fortunately, Quan Menger did not reach this level.

Quan Menger looked at Wang Taika's suddenly cloudy and uncertain appearance, and was even more surprised: "What are you thinking?"

Wang Taika turned back, looked at Quan Menger, and suddenly asked: "Okay, as your psychiatrist, I think you must have something to tell me. Why don't you tell me?"

Quan Menger asked back: "For example?"

Wang Taika pointed to his wrist: "For example, these wounds. Self-harm or suicide always needs a reason."

Quan Menger shook her head: "There is no reason, I just feel so happy."

"You are lying." Wang Taika said: "I know some people, they have a disease called cognitive impairment of body integrity, a man with a normal mind cut off his arm with a self-made guillotine , and threatened the doctor that if he connects his arm, he will cut it off again. Although from any point of view, they don't need amputation, but they just don't want a certain part of their body. In layman's terms, this is called Amputation."

Quan Menger was a little scared: "Why are you telling me this?"

"Reason." Wang Taika said: "Even if it is a cognitive impairment of physical integrity, the core of what they do is to make themselves comfortable. Then why do you use such an extreme method to make yourself comfortable?"

"I don't know." Quan Menger looked at Wang Taika and said seriously: "I really don't know. I feel like I forgot something, but I just feel uncomfortable. Is this strange?"

"In fact, most people have experienced this feeling." Wang Taika said: "Adolescence, people will always fall into a kind of depression inexplicably. But adults definitely don't do this. I think...maybe you Really forgot."

Quan Menger looked at Wang Taika, a little surprised.

"Why this expression?" Wang Taika asked back.

Quan Menger said: "Actually, I have seen a lot of doctors, and I said, I seem to have forgotten something. But after every examination, it is confirmed that I have not suffered from any amnesia, but I just feel, as if... no Know how to say it. You are the first person to believe my words, so... you may not really be a psychiatrist."

Wang Taika was speechless: "What the hell is this turning point! I am different from those quack doctors. I believe that such things exist. In fact, I think these things are not forgotten for you, but too deep So I forgot the minutiae, but the impact it brings is tormenting you all the time."

Quan Menger frowned: "You mean, my memory is too good, so I forgot things?"

Wang Taika nodded: "Yes, this is a spiritual statement."

Quan Menger nodded again and again: "Yes, yes, but speaking of spirit, I know a very good psychiatrist, and I will call him over now."

Wang Taika asked, "What do you mean?"

"What do I mean?" Quan Menger laughed angrily: "Because the memory is so good, I forgot some things. Is this something that humans can say?"

Wang Taika smiled slightly: "The highest state of memory is actually forgetting."

Quan Menger: "Go ahead, I'll talk to that doctor first."

Wang Taika was not angry, but continued: "Actually, it is very simple to prove this. How much does one plus one equal?"

Quan Menger: "It's equal to two, will you tease the child again?"

Wang Taika nodded: "Yes, it is equal to two, this is too simple. Then, can you forget the answer of 'one plus one equals two'? That is when someone asks you again, what is one plus one equals, You just can't think of it."

Quan Menger frowned: "How is this possible?"

"So, it turns out that forgetting is actually more difficult than remembering! Because forgetting is out of your control. You can choose to remember an answer, but whether you will forget is not under your control. More simply , you learn a language, even if you lose your memory, then you can still speak this language. Is it strange that you lose all your memory, but you still remember how to speak. Because of speaking, it has been used in textbooks since childhood Knowledge has become a subtle existence. You have forgotten the knowledge you have learned in class, but you still know the things that knowledge brings to you, such as language. "

Quan Menger was really dumbfounded, because what Wang Taika said actually made sense.

Wang Taika strikes while the iron is hot: "Look, in fact, when you go to school, your test scores really don't mean anything, because the knowledge you have learned will be forgotten. You can still remember the knowledge you memorized smoothly when you were in school. Point? In other words, do you still remember every dance move you made in your debut single?"

Quan Menger shook her head.

Wang Taika said: "But if I play music now, will you dance?"

"Of course." Quan Menger said: "I have practiced the debut song hundreds of times, and when I listen to the music, I will make movements subconsciously."

Wang Taika smiled: "Look, you have completely forgotten how to dance that dance, but you can subconsciously make movements when you hear the music. Isn't this the highest state of memory? It's like knowledge. Waiting for you to learn the details Forget all the things that are left behind, you will never forget the remaining ones, and only the remaining ones are the knowledge you can really use! This is the best criterion for judging whether a person has culture."

"Einstein said that the so-called education is the ability left after forgetting the knowledge learned in school." Wang Taika asked: "Then this is not easy to explain. Forgetting is the highest state of memory?"

"Okay!" Quan Menger was persuaded: "What does this have to do with me?"

Wang Taika said: "Based on similarities, I speculate that you may have forgotten some things. Maybe because of your deliberate avoidance and forgetting, you can no longer remember what it is. It must be a bad or even bad memory. But you think you have forgotten it, but in fact it is the opposite. Forgetting is the best memory. So instead of really forgetting, it gets deeper and deeper, and you even let those negative things affect you all the time. into the abyss."

Wang Taika stood up, lifted up Quan Menger's sleeves, and exposed those wounds: "You didn't even know why you were so sad, and you did such a thing. Unexpectedly, some things cannot be healed by time. Because The rotten wound must be cut off."

Quan Menger was in despair, because she found that it seemed to be the case.The answer is both horrific and ridiculous.

The highest state of memory is to forget!
I thought I had forgotten many things, but the real situation was because of forgetting, so it became an instinct.That despair and pain became the keynote of life.

At this point in the analysis, Wang Taika finally knew why Quan Menger was able to hide so well, so good that he didn't find out.Because Quan Menger actually deliberately forgot many things.

Quan Menger looked at Wang Taika, closed her eyes slightly, then opened them, and said, "I think, I should go back and think about it. Thank you."

Wang Taika watched Quan Menger stand up, and asked suddenly: "So, after you go back, you plan to forget about today's incident? You seem to be very good at forgetting. I don't think you want to be healed, you can't Facing the rotten wound in my heart, I can only disinfect and anesthetize it over and over again to delay the pain. I can tell you from personal experience that it doesn’t work, and it may even become cancerous.”

Quan Menger was a little dazed: "You said it as if you could save me."

"I can!" Wang Taika smiled slightly: "It's just that I need a reason to save you."

Quan Menger is desperate again, Wang Taika is powerful, she is just a girl group member who has just started to improve, and she is not the most popular girl group, what qualifications does she have to ask Wang Taika to help her?
"What do you want?" Quan Meng'er said, "Just tell me and see if I can do it."

Wang Taika smiled slightly: "I don't know either. Go back and think about it, you also need time to calm down. This is not something that can be decided on impulse."

Quan Menger sighed: "Okay. Well. Anyway, thank you. To be honest, you are much better than those guys I met before. I feel that there seems to be no secret in front of you."

Wang Taika shrugged: "I suddenly thought of the first request, that is, don't call me a fried chicken violent in the future."

Quan Menger was taken aback for a moment, and finally showed her silly smile in the past: "I'll call!"

I have to say that Quan Menger is really a very strange special case. Sometimes it is a very powerful thing to forget to the extreme.Evasion is shameful but useful.

But there are also some things, blindly avoiding will only make yourself more and more painful.Wang Taika once went astray, but finally chose to face it.

Keigo Higashino has a very good sentence: Impossible feelings are like constantly pressing inflamed wisdom teeth, gaining inexplicable pleasure from pain.

In fact, life is also like this. At a certain moment, I suddenly feel that my misfortune and pain are coming, so I break out terrible under the madness, do some stupid things, and get pleasure from the pain of self-abuse.

It's like a female idol trying to cut open an artery with a knife day and night, and the photographer drives himself away and is exiled to the wild.Or at some point praying for the end of the world to come, and the world getting ready to say goodbye.

But in the end, I still have to clean up the wound, stand up and continue walking.

There is nothing new under the sun.

(ps: Let’s postpone Quan Menger’s psychotherapy section. It’s a bit creepy to write at night, and I’m afraid.)
(End of this chapter)