Reboot the heyday

Quan Zhilong went to get the chocolates, but found that the box was empty.

When I have no thoughts these days, I will take a piece and taste it, and eat it all before I know it.

At this time, it was already dark, and another busy day came to an end.Quan Zhilong looked at the empty box, and felt that there was an empty piece in his heart.

This is not right.

Quan Zhilong thought about it and called Jenny.Although she is a trainee, Jenny can always bring her mobile phone.

After the call was connected, Jenny was perfunctory.Because the debut was confirmed today, Jenny went home and didn't care about Quan Zhilong at all.

Regarding Jenny's perfunctory, Quan Zhilong didn't say much.He has also made his debut, and he knows that what he wants to share most at this time is his family.So Jenny did this, and he understood.It's just that he didn't think to tell himself from the beginning to the end, which still made him a little unhappy.

Hanging up the phone hastily, Quan Zhilong planned to go out to get some air.

It was getting dark at this time, thinking that no one would be there anyway, so I just walked around casually.Stop by Jenny's practice room.

Although he was deceiving himself a bit, Quan Zhilong knew that what he wanted to see now was not Jenny.

Walking near the practice room, Quan Zhilong realized belatedly that today is the time to confirm his debut, and everyone will share it with his family, so he must not be in the company anymore.

This feeling of belated awareness made Quan Zhilong very embarrassed.I seemed to be in a mess, and I didn't think about it.

I wanted to leave at first, but I saw Zhi Xiucai leaving not far away.

With a heartbeat, Quan Zhilong waited for Zhixiu to leave, and then walked over there by himself.Then I saw that in the practice room, only Jinyu was in a daze.

After hesitating for a while, Quan Zhilong finally knocked on the door and asked frivolously, "It's so late, why don't you go home?"

Jinyu actually sensed that someone was coming, but now she is in a bad mood and doesn't bother to answer.

At this moment, he raised his head and saw Quan Zhilong, and he no longer smiled as before, but said lightly: "Treat the company as your own home, isn't that what everyone often says? That's how I am now."

This is the first time Quan Zhilong has seen such a goldfish. It is completely different from the usual optimist style. When he is lonely, he looks like a cold star that cannot be touched.

But it is such a sense of mysterious contrast that makes boys irresistible the most.In fact, Quan Zhilong has always been very young, so he walked in directly at this time: "Others are talking and listening, but you took it seriously."

Goldfish smiled: "Well, sometimes it's good to be simple."

Quan Zhilong sat down: "Isn't the debut confirmed? Why are you depressed? Everyone else has gone home."

Jinyu looked at Quan Zhilong, and suddenly showed a half-smile expression: "I'm the only one in my family."

"What?" Quan Zhilong was startled.

"That's what you think it is." Jinyu sighed: "So I don't know how to share, and I don't know who to call when I debut."

Quan Zhilong thought for a while and asked, "Wasn't Mr. Wang at the beginning?"

"It's just an adoption in name. In fact, I'm afraid of him. I'll get nervous when I see him. He's very majestic." Jinyu said lightly, "But even so, I'm very grateful to him. He gave me a chance to start over. But my debut is just a trivial matter for him."

Quan Zhilong felt a little uncomfortable, and comforted him: "Mr. Wang doesn't think he is such a cold person, maybe there is a turning point?"

Jinyu suddenly smiled, and said to Quan Zhilong, "Ouba, can I call you that?"

Quan Zhilong nodded: "Of course."

"Ouba, I think you are a little naive. Maybe it's not that you are naive, but that I have seen too much, and I understand it better than others."

Jinyu said: "I'm very accurate in seeing people. When I first met Abba, he was still a person without much empathy. It was scary. Then he gradually changed, and every time I saw him, I could feel it. It's different. Now it's good, amiable, as ordinary as an ordinary person. But every time we meet, I feel nervous. Because I feel very sensitive, he seems to be waiting."

Quan Zhilong: "Wait?"

"Yes, wait, it seems to be waiting for something, but it is definitely not a person, but a very illusory thing, it may be waiting for a certain day." Jinyu said: "A person like Abba will definitely not be willing to be ordinary. Personality. Although he thinks he can accept mediocrity, that's just his wishful thinking. I can still feel it in his bones."

After saying this, Jinyu immediately came to his senses, and then shut up and dared not speak any more.

Quan Zhilong didn't care about these things, he just regarded it as a girl's complaint.What he really cares about is that Jinyu has no family. The suffering of a person persisting until he can make his debut is really heartbreaking.

So Quan Zhilong changed the subject with a smile: "You see people so accurately, who do you think I am?"

Jinyu looked at Quan Zhilong and said, "Real and mysterious, complex and contradictory. No one understands you, but you don't need others to understand."

Quan Zhilong smiled: "You are not lying to me, are you?"

At this time, the goldfish has recovered from the original lost emotions, and has become the shrewd little goldfish in the past.At this time, Quan Zhilong analyzed: "I heard that during Oppa's training period and the early stage of debut, YG company has not developed very well, so the company's accommodation and training conditions are not good, and even Oppa and his teammates often can't eat well. Full. Later, when he became famous and was surrounded by people talking about it, Ouba got scared and buried himself on the table. Compared with the current Oppa, such a shy person is indeed complicated and contradictory Woolen cloth."

Quan Zhilong was stunned: "How do you know these things?"

Goldfish smiled.

As a senior little green tea, she has always been prepared to do her homework.

As long as they are people who are in frequent contact with the company, whether they are trainees or company seniors, even the security guards at the door, Goldfish will secretly remember everyone's little things, and then intentionally or unintentionally when chatting, mention.In this way, there will always be that kind of "flattered" feeling.

This is definitely a big killer. Regardless of men or women, people are born with narcissism, and no one can refuse a person who is willing to spend time paying attention to himself.

And Quan Zhilong is more concerned about the object, so Jinyu has already investigated a lot of Quan Zhilong's habits.To put it bluntly, the current Jinyu even knows Quan Zhilong better than Quan Zhilong's real girlfriend Jenny.

But does this really count as green tea?

In fact, goldfish have their own opinions.In her opinion, if she follows the established rules of life, sooner or later she will be someone's pet.But now if I become an idol, I will become the "pet" of countless people.

Is there any difference in this?In fact, it's almost the same, but being an idol still has the last bit of dignity.

So "fascinating fans" is what idols should do.They are all miserable people, who is more noble than whom?It's not that Jinyu looks down on idols, she just sees everything too clearly.

Even goldfish like the current state very much.

After being rescued from the devil's lair by Wang Taika, Goldfish was confused for a long time, not knowing what he could do.

She was trained from a young age to please others.Everything she knows, whether it's observing words and expressions, behaviors, holding clouds and carrying rain, talking and laughing, is all to please people.

So after leaving the Devil's Nest, I was happy at first, and then I was deeply confused.I can't find the meaning and value of my existence at all.

She doesn't even know how to do anything except to please people.You can't go to work, can you?Goldfish has thin skin and tender flesh, so it's really not a material for work.

That's why Jinyu was making troubles endlessly at that time, because she herself fell into confusion, and seeing those people around her who were struggling for their dreams, the more she looked at them, the more unpleasant they became.

In the end, Jinyu has rehabilitated his evil ways and is ready to make his debut as a trainee.Only then did she realize that the training she had received since she was a child had actually come into play.

Compared with those harsh or even perverted trainings, these trainings for the trainees are really sprinkling water.Although she has the shortest training time, she is indeed the one that the company's instructors are most satisfied with, because only goldfish can show the idol's "charm that attracts fans".

And at that moment, Jinyu finally understood that the so-called "charm of the aura that attracts fans" is actually just to please the fans.

She is pleasing to one person, and pleasing millions of fans is also pleasing to her.Is being a fan also a fault?If you don't like fans, why do you want to confront fans?Haha, it's all human.

Since then, Jinyu seems to have been tapped on Ren Du's second channel, and his journey on this road has become more and more smooth.

If it wasn't for Jinyu's ability to do so, it would be impossible for her to flourish in YG and even forcibly lock her debut position just because of Wang Taika's relationship.

"Who told you this?" Quan Zhilong asked.

Jinyu smiled and said, "Who else needs to say? Ouba has such a great influence, even if he just listened casually in the past, he would know a lot of things."

Quan Zhilong laughed, this was flattery, but what Jinyu said was true, he also believed it.

Jinyu continued: "Creators, many things are the same. For example, perfectionists, such as being responsible, professional in work, and comprehensive in thinking. After all, they are the captain. And they must be cool. I've watched Ouba's variety shows, they are very serious, daring, and very open, but some children have a heart, as long as it is something interesting, no matter how troublesome it is, they can play heartlessly and have fun."

"However, when I was in the recording studio before, I felt that Ouba showed a maturity and stability that did not match his age at work, and he would also give guidance and encouragement to others. Of course, since he is a child, he must be a little rebellious. Drinking, tattooing, smoking, and clubbing are things that other idols would not dare to touch, but Oppa is very calm and can do whatever he wants."

Quan Zhilong was a little emotional, and said: "Hearing what you say, I seem to be a careless person."

Jinyu shook his head: "A sincere person can also have a heart? Ouba is also a young and frivolous person. He will not be depressed when encountering things, but he has gradually learned to be cautious. In fact, people can grow rapidly only through painful experiences. But this growth also comes with a partial closure of himself. Oppa has now become an adult with defense mechanisms turned on."

"I think Oppa has really become a man since then. Whether it is strength, work or his own personality, he has matured. But in his bones, he is still proud, quarrelsome, somewhat rebellious but also somewhat introverted, A mature young man who knows how to protect himself."

Quan Zhilong felt as if he had found a confidant. Although Jinyu didn't understand many things, many things reflected some of Quan Zhilong's past experiences.For example, the "misinhalation incident" that hit him the hardest and so on.

If these words are not a person who really knows and loves GD, it is absolutely impossible to say.In words of consolation, it is impossible to be so appropriate.

Quan Zhilong looked at Jinyu: "Are you my fan?"

Goldfish shook his head: "Really not. But we can start today, yes."

"I really want to take what you said just now as flattery. This will make me feel better." Quan Zhilong suddenly said something like this.

Yes, when I already had a girlfriend, I met a confidant of the opposite sex who really understood me, and said every word from my heart. This feeling is too broken.So Quan Zhilong would rather that what Jinyu just said was just flattery, and he didn't really understand himself.

Jinyu pretended to be stupid, and said: "Ouba is actually very happy. From the silly and innocent boyhood, to the shy and shy youth, to the high-spirited and youthful youth, and now to return to maturity , indifferent and indifferent. Every period has its own signs of that period, and these experiences make Obama's charm richer, more layered, and more real."

"Actually, I really don't like those idols whose characters are rigid. Either they are business-oriented workaholics, or they are funny in variety shows. If they don't know anything, they can be set as a foodie, and they can just say that they are sexy. Very It is flat and the packaging is too heavy.”

Quan Zhilong stared at the goldfish and asked, "Then who am I?"

"Ouba is not designed by anyone, Ouba is just Ouba. While feeling the illusory and extreme self-art, at the same time, he can gain insight into the essence of commercial entertainment. He has adapted well in this impetuous entertainment industry and is well versed in it. So. I just said that Ouba is a real and mysterious, complex and contradictory person. No one understands you, but you don’t need others to understand.”

Quan Zhilong's eyes were a bit complicated, and he said: "No, someone still needs to understand. It's just that before, I didn't realize that it would feel so good to be understood."

Jinyu said lightly: "In this world, no heart is perfect without scars from beginning to end. So sometimes imperfection is just a kind of perfection."

"Ah Yigu, you are still a child, why did you say such mature words. It really scared me." Quan Zhilong pretended to be relaxed, interrupting the somewhat depressing atmosphere.In fact, he was even more afraid of embarrassing himself.

Goldfish, however, knows that it is time to end, many things are best left to the end, and if there are too many things, they will get tired and crooked, and there will inevitably be some unhappy things at that time.

"Anyway, thank you Ouba for chatting with me today. I am very happy. It's getting late, and I have to go back. If we continue the chat, if someone sees it, it will be misunderstood."

"Well, it's really late." Quan Zhilong stood up reluctantly, thinking in his heart that it doesn't matter if he misunderstood.It's just that there is no way to say this.

But after thinking about it, Quan Zhilong still couldn't help it, and asked another question.

"Goldfish, do you like Li Shengli?"

"No." Jinyu didn't even think about it: "It's just Ouba who has a good relationship."

Quan Zhilong regretted it, why did he ask this question?Although the answer made people happy, didn't this clearly express their attitude?

But Jinyu is so smart, he immediately added: "Ouba is jealous of Victory Oppa because he likes the candy I gave? To help."

Quan Zhilong breathed a sigh of relief, and went down the donkey: "That's right, that's it! There are victories, why don't I? They are all very good seniors, so don't be too partial. Otherwise, I will really misunderstand your opinion of Victory is fun."

Jinyu smiled, and after saying goodbye to Quan Zhilong politely, he left lightly.

Quan Zhilong watched the back of the goldfish, and only after the sound of the goldfish's footsteps disappeared completely, did he suddenly have a disappointed expression.

After learning of Jinyu's past just now, it felt as if someone had stabbed her heart with a needle.Coupled with the words of Jinyu later, I really feel that the stamina is great.

My heart seemed to be filled with pity, and it couldn't be smooth.

"Your girlfriend is Jenny, don't let her down!"

Quan Zhilong silently warned himself.