Reboot the heyday

Chapter 300 The Paradox of Love (1212)

Wang Taika understood that he was not a schizophrenic, but that he had planted a knot in his heart when he was young, which led to a change in personality.That is to say, from one character to two characters.Treat family members with a gentle personality, and treat outsiders with an indifferent personality.

Just like a defense mechanism, it can be turned on and off at any time to protect this Wang Taika from harm.

But after meeting Song Xiangcai, Wang Taika abandoned that indifferent character.But that character didn't disappear, it was like being dusted off.

At that time, after Song Xiangcai left, Wang Taika became distrustful of the world again because of his lack of security.So the two personalities are in conflict.

In fact, at this time, Wang Taika chose to find a psychiatrist to counsel him, so there was no big problem.Just like Dr. Bai Ye said at the beginning: "The most painful thing for a psychiatrist is that 90.00% of people in the world will never come to see a doctor at the early stage of a mental illness. When they arrive, they are all on the verge of collapse , even a useless person!"

But Wang Taika chose to escape and became a documentary cameraman.So under the fermentation and torment of loneliness and longing, bipolar disorder was created like wine.

This world is really ridiculous enough. Whenever you think you know something, it will always give you another perspective and let you find that you don't understand it at all.

Just like the root cause of bipolar disorder, Wang Taika has made countless guesses, and to be precise, every guess is correct.But digging deeper, I found that behind the truth, there was another truth.

I thought the origin was just a relationship in college, but I didn't expect the real root of the disease to be buried in the memories of childhood nightmares.

This life is so funny!
"But this is a paradox! If this is the case, logically it should be schizophrenia, how could it be a split personality?" Dr. Bai Rongshuo couldn't figure it out.

At this time, Dr. Bai Ye suddenly thought: "I know, from Mr. Wang's experience just now, although his bipolar disorder has a deep root, it is actually emotion that really caused all this. All things revolve around that Girls! You can even make a guess. If Mr. Wang hadn’t met that girl in college, then Mr. Wang would not have really suffered from bipolar disorder. So in other words, this bipolar disorder is like a bomb, the root of the bomb It is a psychological shadow formed in childhood, but the remote control that actually controls the bomb is actually the problem of this girl."

"What do you mean?" Dr. Bai Rongshuo seemed to understand.

"That is to say, the rest of the people have split personalities because of their self-cognition deviation, which leads to self-contradiction, so they split their personalities and protect themselves." At this time, Doctor Bai Ye pointed to Wang Taika: "And Mr. Wang, whether it is the emotional side or the rational side, it is based on one starting point, that is, the love for that girl. If Mr. Wang is making a choice between 'love' and 'not love', then it is really possible It will become a split personality. But if it is a choice between 'love her' and 'love her more', then no matter how you choose, it is based on 'loving someone'. If this is the case, then there is no talk Contradictions, so it's just a split personality, not a personality!"

When Wang Taika heard the words, his expression was a little lonely, and he nodded: "I agree with Dr. Bai's words. Because of this kind of words, I told that girl. I told her, 'You can choose between loving me or not loving me. , and I can only choose between loving you and loving you more.' Hehe, I didn’t expect that I got bipolar disorder because I loved her too much. But in the end, it was precisely because I loved her too much that I got a little healing Hope. It's really like a reincarnation."

"This explanation." Dr. Bai Rongshuo turned his head, said a few words to the foreign doctor, and then turned back: "Well, this explanation is indeed feasible!"

After Wang Taika woke up from hypnosis, he seemed to have finally found a critical point between rationality and sensibility. At this time, his attitude was neither hot nor cold, and he asked in a leisurely manner: "Then why do you say, Am I being healed?"

"This is very simple!" Doctor Bai Ye replied with a smile: "When you suffer from bipolar disorder, it is a transition from mania to depression. Take it lightly. And your current two personalities are the separation of your real personality. Now you are either particularly emotional and hypocritical or particularly rational and indifferent, and they are all part of your personality! Only when these two personalities are combined are the real ones. you."

"Please explain in detail." Wang Taika asked earnestly: "I want to know, what is the standard for your judgment?"

"I can understand what you mean. After all, patients always want to make sure that they will really get better." Doctor Bai Ye said with a smile: "It's very simple. Your indifferent and rational character was originally buried deep in your heart. According to your narration, you haven’t shown up for so many years. You will only show it a little when you are serious about your work. But today, your rational side has appeared. Although this feeling is really bad, let’s be honest, since Appearing, it means that the two personalities are taking over little by little, so in the near future, it is certain that they will merge together! After the fusion, theoretically, your bipolar disorder will be gone!"

"Theoretically?" Wang Taika asked angrily, "You mean you're not sure?"

"Your case is the first one, and there is no reference." Dr. Bai Rongshuo said: "It is already very good to have a theoretical possibility. If it is someone else, there is no hope of recovery at all!"

"That's true! That's not bad. Then, why did I get cured?" Wang Taika asked: "There is no sign of reconciliation between me and that girl at all, even talking. How could I heal so quickly under such circumstances?"

"This problem is even simpler." Doctor Bai Ye asked, "Do you still remember the solution I told you when you came last time?"

"The method from last time?" Wang Taika recalled what Doctor Bai Ye said back then.

"You put all your sense of security on an impossible person. In this way, when you approach her, you feel extremely secure and extremely happy. But when you reach a certain level, you will definitely be unable to move an inch. You may even be bounced off. At this time, you will become sensitive and suspicious! At this time, your personality will become uncontrollable. You may be impulsive and irritable, and become manic. You may also be hypocritical and sensitive, and become depressed. This That’s what causes bipolar disorder.”

"So, you can try to take your attention back from the point that makes you collapse now, and find some new focus points. Even if you can't take it back all at once, you can find other aspects to share. For example, what makes you sad is love , you can look for family and friendship. To be honest, sometimes family and friendship may be more reliable than love."

"Could it be that I have unknowingly shifted part of my sense of security? No! My relatives are not around, and I don't have any friends in Korea!" Wang Taika was at a loss: "Could it be water. Impossible! I thought about it, but it didn’t transfer successfully, did I?”

Seeing Wang Taika's puzzled look, Dr. Bai Ye smiled, "Sometimes the most precious things are actually just around you. Instead, it's those around you that make people ignore you."

"What do you mean?" Wang Taika felt that there was something in the words!
"Mr. Wang, I have met you twice, and I don't know much about your circle of friends. Then why can I conclude that that person is by your side?" Doctor Bai Ye smiled: "Also, not every girl is willing to Paying for the boys' medical bills."

"What! I don't understand!" Wang Taika touched his nose.

"I don't understand why you touch your nose? Does it make sense to lie in front of a psychiatrist?" Doctor Bai Ye curled his lips: "Actually, you already understood."

Wang Taika opened his mouth when he heard the words, but couldn't utter a word of rebuttal.Even a puffy and cute face just appeared in front of my eyes.

Yes, Wang Taika is not a fool!

　The explosion is over!Baigeng's saved manuscripts have to start all over again!Ha ha!Zhien stocks are really strong recently, and they want to snatch the dominance of coriander stocks!I have to take it easy!The protagonist's past is about to be revealed bit by bit, and the foreshadowing of the character is almost revealed.The characters should be full.The next step is to rise slowly!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)