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Secretary Huang remembered what Goldfish had said to him last night.

At that time, the two of them talked about Wang Taika. Secretary Huang didn't want to mention it more at first, because he guessed who Wang Taika was with, so he was still a little disappointed.

But Jinyu showed a sad expression, and then after Secretary Huang's questioning, he said something. Even if it was not really heartfelt, it was definitely not biased towards any truth.

"Although my father had a bumpy road, it was mostly emotional. But in terms of career and personal life, his life was extremely smooth, and he even always had noble people to help him. I respect and love him, but I also know that he Everything is so easy to get now. That’s why he has the courage to overturn the table at every turn and fight to the death. If this continues, sooner or later he will suffer a loss."

Back in time, the bad woman was surprised when she heard Secretary Huang's retelling. I thought she was just a smart little girl, but I didn't expect she could see things so clearly.

But in fact, if Wang Taika was really a step-by-step person, he wouldn't be where he is today, let alone have so many people care about him.

The bad woman asked: "Besides, what does she think of Wang Taika?"

Secretary Huang thought for a moment and said, "I'm still sleepy now and can't remember anymore."

At this time, Goldfish's voice came from the door: "I'll do the talking."

The two of them looked over, and Jinyu came out of the bedroom in a nightgown, also looking sleepy, with a tired smile on his face: "I've been really tired recently, so tired that I can't even rest. But I only say these words today, and I only listen to them today, and I will forget them all by daybreak."

Secretary Huang waved his hand, lying on the sofa and said, "You guys chat, I'll listen next to you."

The bad woman looked at the goldfish and asked: "You worked so hard to help him, do you really think Wang Taika is a person worthy of trust? Answer me directly."

The goldfish didn't take this trick. He just sat down and said softly: "Before I met him, I didn't know. Maybe he was once a hot person. But I also guessed that he wasn't, or even never was. I was. I think people like my father actually have no love at all in their hearts and no one they really like. Including the one who used to be your nightmare."

The bad woman frowned and said, "It's not mine, it has nothing to do with me."

"Whatever." Goldfish said: "I just think that he has no love. The reason why he shows affection is because he loves acting too much. He can't trust anyone and has become a loner. He just urgently needs to support his feelings. Find a carrier in life. What really makes him addicted is the feeling of spiritual sustenance, nostalgia and expectation. So he will love whoever is around him. But in fact, he no longer has the ability to love. In fact, I You also know that people like my father are really low-key."

Secretary Huang seemed to be asleep, but there was an arc at the corner of his mouth. Does it look like a smile? It gives people a very distressed feeling. Perhaps this idea has been brewing in my mind for a long time, but it is not as good and accurate as Jinyu summed it up.

It is always easy for people to use a self-abuse method to create the illusion of infatuation, so that they can stand on the moral high ground of feelings and gain an abnormal sense of satisfaction and security.

In fact, whether it was going to the other party's house to stand downstairs for a while on a snowy night, or bringing her a cup of milk tea in the heavy rain, these things were actually not that touching, but if you think about it yourself, you often feel like going up a mountain of swords and into a sea of ​​fire.

But to the other party, an umbrella is just an umbrella, and a cup of milk tea is a cup of milk tea. Even if there is joy, there is a limit. These weak emotions cannot carry the earth-shattering feelings that those hypocritical patients want to put on them.

Why?

Wang Taika hated the function guy to his core, and in the final analysis, it was nothing more than that.

When I was a teenager, I always couldn't wait to express my full love, but the result was often that I got caught up in the performance without realizing it. That's why the memories of two people tend to be biased. For those past events that you feel are unforgettable, the other person often doesn't feel the same way, or even doesn't know about them.

The sign of growth is knowing how to restrain yourself. Control your emotions, your desire to perform, and even your likes.

When I was a teenager, when I liked someone, I wished I could make that person a part of my body. That person just said it was cold, and your heart has already frozen. When that person says he is sad, you immediately feel like you are mourning for your heir. You are even sadder than the person who is really sad, for fear that you will not be able to express your love.

In fact, no one can afford the value of another person. Only by being an independent and valuable person can you truly learn to love another person. And never try to change another person, it's doomed to be futile.

So Secretary Huang lives soberly, soberer than anyone else.

Just be yourself. The true meaning of love lies in mutual attraction and like-minded peers, rather than chasing and attachment and self-impression.

So Secretary Huang spoke. Although he didn't open his eyes at all, his voice was still like flowing water on a bridge, expressing his heart in an understatement.

"It is said that the highest state of love is heartache, but I don't think so. I think the highest state of love is calmness. I understand Wang Taika's inner pain and experience, even if some things are indeed so hypocritical, it does not stop me To understand, it does not prevent me from hating. But no matter what, I have to calmly hate or like. At first, I defined these as self-esteem."

Secretary Huang paused and continued: "But now I understand, it's not about self-esteem, nor about tolerance for indulgence. It's just that compared to a person's fear, when I bear this, I can be more calm. Because I have another person who is Something you can rely on.”

Goldfish pursed her lips. She didn't expect that Pani had always been so insensitive, not because he was stupid, but because he was too lazy to care.

The bad woman was a little anxious. She didn't know why, but she suddenly became anxious. She said, "Can Wang Taika be relied on? What is his best trick? Isn't it just that he likes to deliberately create sadomasochism and put himself in a humble position. Once If it feels boring, he will put on one last big show, pretending to be heartbroken. Then he will leave sadly and look for the next partner."

Opening his eyes, Secretary Huang's eyes were a little cold: "Don't I know that Wang Taika is not a good person? But I like him, never because he is a good person? I am too lazy to do it in Shura Field Participate, I don’t want to change Wang Taika. I just want to live calmly and well."

The bad woman was stunned. She always thought Secretary Huang was a bit stupid. But now I find that others live a more transparent life than I do.

"I" the bad woman doesn't know what to say. This was the first time that she was completely speechless when communicating with Secretary Huang. In the past, she was always victorious.

Secretary Huang turned to the goldfish and said: "Remember every word I said today. If one day, Wang Taika gets crazy again and does something stupid, you can tell him these words. By then, Wang Taika will If you get too stuck, you will instantly calm down and stop doing stupid things.”

After the goldfish was stunned, it felt cold on its back. Is this still the cutest Pani with the least edges? If this is really invincible in the Shura field, right?

From beginning to end, you can see clearly. Pani was like this, but he never said it out loud. What about others? Jinyu thought she was awake, and she had already seen some problems with Wang Taika.

But now the goldfish realizes that there are many people who are more conscious than her. Now she wants to take back what she said to Secretary Huang about Wang Taika.

Wang Taika did not have a bumpy road emotionally. On the contrary, he was so compliant that even girls were envious and jealous.

These fresh and beautiful things are all exclusive to him. Why should he! (End of chapter)