Reboot the heyday

"is it so serious?"

Only then did Wang Taika discover the complexity of the problem.

Chong'er explained: "After that incident, although you kept her, she left on her own. Originally, I thought that we could have a chance to talk, have a meal and chat together. , just like in the dormitory before. Whatever conflicts there are, forget them. But there is no such opportunity. "

"After Sikaoni left, the company immediately arranged a new itinerary for us. A itinerary that was completely run according to a team of eight people, including the team setting. At that time, it was also arranged according to the situation of eight people. To know a combination, Even if one of the members cannot participate due to various reasons, the relevant personnel will still be retained. But during that time, SNSD was arranged as an eight-member group."

Chong'er paused and said, "Under the new work arrangements, the atmosphere among the remaining eight of us has begun to become subtle. Like deconstructing and assembling again?"

Wang Taika somewhat understood: "Like a transfer student? During the military training, we were already familiar with each other and had their own small circles. But there was one person who didn't come during the military training. After the military training, he went to school, but he couldn't fit in. ?”

"Although I don't know what military training is, this is what I mean." Chong'er said: "Although she has not quit the team in name, it has been implemented in form. The most difficult thing about this matter is that she has I didn’t think about talking to anyone between us, but went to the United States quietly.”

"It's my fault." Wang Taika thought to himself. One of the important reasons why Zuka left in the first place was because he couldn't face himself and Jiao Jing.

However, Chong'er became rarely serious and criticized Wang Taika's idea: "Everything is your fault. If it's really that simple, you might as well just die."

Wang Taika was embarrassed because Chong'er rarely spoke to him in such an attitude. It can't even be said that there are very few. I feel that after being together, I can count such attitudes on one hand.

"What's wrong?" Wang Taika asked.

"Nothing, I just hate your mentality. I think everything has to do with you, as if you are reflecting on it, but it is not at all. You are too subjective, and sometimes you like to join forces. Like this matter, even You don’t care what we think, I just think it’s your fault.”

Wang Taika couldn't explain what happened between him and the Zheng sisters. He would explode if he told the truth, so he had to admit his mistake: "Indeed, then you go on."

"Seventeen, haven't you thought about it?" Chong'er asked back: "This matter is basically whether Sikaoni will go to the United States, but it is that even if she goes to the United States, she will spend an extra day to tell us the matter. There is no clear chance? Even if it is true, if Ernie went to the United States, wouldn't there be Internet or mobile phone? She has isolated herself, even if she is indeed a victim, but for other people, is this kind of escape? Isn’t it a kind of harm? Seventeen, what do you think?”

Wang Taika grinned and began to agree in his heart. To put it bluntly, the stupid card thing was indeed quite stupid. Even if she had the advantage, this little contradiction brought things to an irreversible collapse. Today, it is true that I asked for it, and there is really nothing I can do about it.

From this perspective, Wang Taika cannot really be blamed for this incident. I can only say that it's really immature to deal with these things. As long as he is mature enough, if he is really mature enough, he will not cause 930 to almost quit the team.

Chong'er continued: "The current situation is like this. Sikaoni did not have a choice or make it clear at that point in time. Even if she only made it clear to one person, how about asking that person to tell others? None. To be honest. , I also feel a little uncomfortable about this matter."

Wang Taika said: "So now, she has missed the most critical repair period of the relationship?" "I didn't blame her, really. But even I have a little reluctance in my heart, what about other people? These little reluctances The willingness to get together has become an atmosphere. So on the surface, it seems that Sooyoung Unnie is targeting, but in fact even without Sooyoung Unnie, it would be difficult to go back to the past even if that kind of atmosphere exists. I think this is also the company's idea. They originally arranged for the group to use eight people to organize activities, and completely removed everything about Sikaoni, trying to erase all traces of her existence. But she left, as if on purpose Cooperate."

Chong'er let out a long sigh: "Obviously we were together, but now she seems like a transfer. When she comes back, the group has formed a new and stable interpersonal relationship, and there has been a reallocation of resources. So it's like Today is like this, starting to look like an alien and out of place. However, Sikaoni is proud. The more she is like this, the less she will bow her head. So she naturally plays the role of air, staying away from all of us. Become an island.”

Wang Taika nodded thoughtfully: "I understand, this is the atmosphere you mentioned. Even if Xiuying is solved, it will be difficult to go back. Because the real problem is the little knot in everyone's heart, not Someone is taking the lead against her."

No solution, really.

The company is deliberately confrontational, and there are also small groups within it, but all this is not without opportunities for relaxation. But Zuka chose to leave at the most critical moment, showing his pride and losing a very critical point in time.

But Wang Taika guessed that even if Chou Ka knew all this, she would not regret it. Because this pride is also very important to her. So if she could live her life over again, she might become more diplomatic. But if she couldn't do it again, she wouldn't regret it.

The Tao Te Ching says: He who knows others is wise, and he who knows himself is wise. He who conquers others is powerful, and he who conquers himself is strong.

What is truly powerful is to constantly fight against desires and defeat yourself, which is the process of getting rid of the thief in your heart. But now the thief in SNSD's heart is the vague word "atmosphere".

It seems now that no one in SNSD has thought about rejecting stupid cards. Including Xiuying, she may just be aggrieved, not necessarily completely targeted.

Regarding Zuka, everyone is unlikely to fall out, but it is difficult to get close to him again.

As a result, everyone behaved like this, creating a dark atmosphere, and eventually it became a default rule: stay away from her.

That's how scary the atmosphere is. It will make people become indifferent, acquiesce, numb and comply. I even feel that this is a kind of rigid rule.

In the beginning, no one was connecting, no one was targeting, and no one even really wanted to leave the stupid card completely.

But everyone has a little niggle, and over time, the quirky vibe becomes the default rule.

And sticking to a rut cannot be changed overnight.

Because the thief in the heart is hard to break. (End of chapter)