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"So that's what you think."

Wang Taika sighed, not expecting such a result.

Pu Chuxue was silent. Although her words were very straightforward, she was not a cruel person after all. So she remained silent and wanted to hear Wang Taika's explanation.

Or quibbling. But even if you really quibble, you can still look like a fool. Everything I have done and thought for such a long time, doesn’t it make me look like a fool?

Thinking of this, Pu Chuxue's eyes dimmed. She felt that no matter what Wang Taika said, it was unreasonable. She couldn't understand what was in her heart.

But the person Wang Taika thought of at this moment was not Park Chuxue in front of him, but Na Eun.

It's not that Wang Taika doesn't care about Pu Chuxue, but that the two things have something in common to some extent. Even stupid cards have the same thing in common.

What do they have in common?

That is, taking the lead in intimate actions before there is any emotional basis.

Stupid card is a bit better, at least there is still ambiguity, and then there is the process of directly taking advantage. Pu Chuxue was better, they were still familiar with each other, and they didn't reject each other. Later, when Wang Taika took advantage, he didn't have any psychological burden, and he had already made some decisions in his heart.

Na Eun was the most unjustly accused. The two of them were framed without a deep relationship, which led to what happened. Then I started to have feelings bit by bit.

Wang Taika had a complicated expression and said, "I just feel like I'm cheating."

Pu Chuxue looked at Wang Taika and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Sex-related behavior is cheating." Wang Taika said: "Because such behavior is a shortcut to the most intimate relationship. It relies on hormonal impulses and instinctive desires, so many processes can be skipped. No need to go To understand a person's heart is to only understand that person's body and then use it. In fact, I have not opened my world to you, and neither are you. And I have not sincerely entered your heart, and neither are you. This Aren’t you cheating?”

Pu Chuxue bit her lip and did not deny it. Because what Wang Taika said is correct, this is cheating.

Wang Taika continued: "You should also know about my affairs. No, it should be said that you must know. Although I am really not a good person, I still have a bottom line. Feelings are the bottom line. For me That’s true, but it’s also true for you.”

"Are you sure?" Pu Chuxue was a little doubtful. Is Wang Taika so good? But thinking about it again, it seems that Wang Taika is not that bad. Although this person is shameless, his shameless things are all plainly stated and you can see them.

"That's it. Although I'm a condescending person and I'm very happy with my success. But I don't want to cheat on the relationship." Wang Taika explained: "Especially in this way. Of course, I also admit that I won't do it because of the original I regret those things, after all, I have an advantage but don’t take advantage of it, you bastard!”

Pu Chuxue was suddenly discouraged. She had expected that Wang Taika would use countless sophistry, sophistry, and arguments, and she also expected that she would not be swayed by these nonsense.

But Wang Taika's words still made her hesitate. Although it still sounds like sophistry, sophistry, and argument, anyone who knows Wang Taika well knows that this person is a strange person. While he is carefree, he also pays great attention to feelings.

It doesn't matter, Park Cho-seol has one last question: "Is it the same with Na-eun?"

Wang Taika was a little surprised and looked at Pu Chuxue: "Wait a minute, how much do you know?"

"Everything." Pu Chuxue said.

Wang Taika was noncommittal. Those things at the beginning were secrets between the two people. He and Na Eun had nothing to do with each other originally, and they didn't like each other very well. But because that incident completely changed the trajectory of her life, at least Wang Taika couldn't let her go.

But Wang Taika always feels guilty towards Na Eun, even though Na Eun has calmed down and accepted Wang Taika's existence. But Wang Taika still had doubts. It's not that she doesn't believe in Na Eun, it's just that she doesn't believe in herself.

Again, the two people had their first relationship under normal circumstances and under the influence of the drug. From then on, it was impossible to treat each other with a normal heart when we met again.

This is called cheating. He also had this kind of comparison subconsciously with Pu Chuxue, and the same with Zika. After taking advantage of each other, they completely ignored me for a long time. The intention is still to hope and calm down.

Ugh.

Wang Taika said: "Are you sure it's all?"

"She definitely wouldn't say those things." Pu Chuxue explained: "But one time, probably due to too much pressure, she talked in her sleep when she was sleeping. I heard it and mentioned you, but she was really begging you, as if It was a nightmare."

At this moment, Pu Chuxue's eyes were full of suspicion and solemnity. It could even be said that she was a little scared.

Talking in sleep is not believable, but Na Eun's behavior at that time did not look like it was fake. Later, Na Eun stopped participating in Ah Fan's activities, and the affairs between Wang Taika and Na Eun gradually became no longer a secret. But this matter has always been buried in Pu Chuxue's heart, and she is the only one who knows about it.

"I know Oppa is not that kind of person, but I think I still need an answer." Park Chuxue said: "I want to know, does Oppa have any concerns about Na Eun, or is Oppa a real criminal? !" Glancing at Li State in the kitchen, Pu Chuxue really wouldn't have dared to ask such a question if his senior brother hadn't been there. She has a crush on Wang Taika, but she is not sure if she is 100% right for the right person. What if I got it wrong? This is a matter of safety, and it cannot be solved by relying on emotions.

Wang Taika was relieved when he heard this and said, "It seems you still don't know everything."

Park Chuxue said: "So I want to hear Oppa explain clearly."

"In this case, there is no way to hide it. But I can't tell all the causes and consequences. That would be an invasion of Na Eun's privacy. But I don't want to bear the injustice, so I still want to say something."

Park Chuxue couldn't help but want to complain: "Oppa, if things are really as you said, then haven't you ever thought of abusing yourself to preserve Na Eun's image?"

"That's the stupidest choice. It's obviously not my problem, nor Naeun's problem, but because it's hard to explain, I think I'm a good person and take the blame. I can only see it in weak and stupid TV dramas , What’s wrong with being that kind of soft-hearted protagonist? Of course, you can also simply and crudely understand it as, I’m very selfish.”

"No, I think it's much better than self-righteous justice." Pu Chuxue stared at Wang Taika: "So are you still going to say it?"

Wang Taika said: "To put it simply and crudely, we were set up, tricked, and drugged. At that time, my enemies wanted to take advantage of me, but Na Eun was implicated for no reason. So we actually Sexually it started to progress.”

Pu Chuxue seemed to have been hit hard in her heart and asked, "Have you never thought about resisting?"

"If you can't resist, there is a limit to human will. If I give you a few sleeping pills, you will fall asleep no matter how hard you persist." Wang Taika said: "And at that time, if I didn't do anything, the worst thing would be The consequence is that I can’t be a man. Do you understand what I mean?”

"So serious?" Pu Chuxue was shocked. She originally thought she was a business rival, but now it seems that it is not that simple.

Wang Taika said: "But in the final analysis, I am still designing. My morality at that time can only guarantee that I will not do anything first."

"So this is how you started?" Pu Chuxue asked worriedly.

"Yes, that was the case at the beginning. I did have feelings later, but sometimes I doubt myself if I am cheating." Wang Taika said: "Because almost in an instant, we reached the state of intimate relationship. It was not because Falling in love and enriching one's spiritual world is just finding one person and filling it for a period of time. I even worry about whether this is a kind of pathological dependence."

Pu Chuxue had mixed feelings. On the one hand, she sympathized with Na Eun's experience, but on the other hand, she began to understand Wang Taika's doubts. Because this is not Wang Taika's explanation, but a sad experience of Wang Taika. Although it seems that Wang Taika is not very sad.

But in my heart, I still accepted Wang Taika's answer. Because Pu Chuxue’s initial thoughts were actually similar.

In an era of quick success and quick gain, premature physical contact is more like those fleeting fireworks in the dark night. You only remember the brilliance of the night sky, but you forget to clean up the gunpowder debris everywhere.

Obviously I want to find someone who is honest enough and willing to pour out my soul. But in the end, only indescribable things were poured out. Many people say that love is sex, but who actually confuses it with one another? It's not a matter of which came first, the chicken or the egg. It is a paradox that love grows over time.

Pu Chuxue sighed quietly, stood up and came to the window. In fact, she didn't want to see Wang Taika and didn't know how to face it.

"That's all. It's indeed disgraceful, but I have to face it openly now. What's more, I can feel that Na Eun must be free and not coerced. I am not despicable to that extent. If I can, I will do whatever it takes to make up for it.”

Wang Taika paused and continued: "Actually, now that I think about it, although the order is reversed, there seems to be no difference. I am sincere to Na Eun, not guilty. But Na Eun is a special case, and I can't just be like this Get carried away."

Turning his back, Pu Chuxue said a little tiredly: "Yes, I think I should be able to understand that feeling. That kind of thing should be the final recognition, not the first threshold. Anyway, you are so honest, you won't Do you think what I said is too vulgar and explicit?”

"No, how could it be possible? Being able to say it so frankly is ten thousand times better than being tortured by doubts."

Wang Taika also stood up and came behind Pu Chuxue. Then I wanted to say something again, but I felt as if I had finished everything and had nothing left to say.

He stared blankly at Pu Chuxue's back, and her beautiful blond hair. Pu Chuxue's beauty seemed to be belatedly discovered by Wang Taika only when everything was about to end.

Then, an idea suddenly came to mind. Wang Taika stretched out his hand to hold Pu Chuxue's hand, but then he felt like he was going crazy.

It's better to stop acting like a psycho. So, the hand that wanted to touch was taken back and put down.

Pu Chuxue said sadly: "Perhaps in the eyes of everyone, love is that simple and does not need to be prioritized. But, Oppa, do you know what I think?"

"The love I want is a hand that wants to touch but then puts it back." (End of Chapter)