Reboot the heyday

Chapter 3317: The Flowers Fall to the Ground in Silence

After a long time, Baekhyun finally saw the goldfish again.

The encounter took place at a photo studio near Chungmuro. Baixian was dragging his heavy body to remove his makeup when someone patted his shoulder. When he turned around in surprise, he froze in his tracks.

Goldfish's hair was cut shorter, maybe it was a wig. The somewhat rustic hairstyle looked surprisingly clean and refreshing on her.

"Long time no see." Goldfish smiled brightly.

“Ah, um, long time no see,” Baekhyun said distractedly.

Bai Xian had woven one dream after another that was as gorgeous as light, shadow and bubbles, and the picture was always frozen in the imaginary scene when he met her again.

But the reality is that I am like a mouse stealing sweets, silently savoring the dramatic romance that I have created.

Now that the protagonist of the story has arrived unexpectedly, Bai Xian is at a loss in reality. All the dialogue fragments that he had imagined countless times have now disappeared.

Bai Xian stared at him blankly, unable to utter a single word. He only felt as if there was a rustling sound nearby, trying to cover up his heartbeat that was about to burst out of his chest.

The story of the quick tour just emerged before my eyes.

  In fact, no matter what the story is, it always starts with the same kind of stories: love at first sight, love over time, hero saving beauty, happy enemies.

There is another possibility that it originates from hatred.

When Bai Xian knew that Jin Yu was the goddaughter, he could not help but have the idea of ​​revenge. Then, they met and got to know each other better because of work.

But when Baixian really gave up this idea, it was because of that illness.

As we all know, SM Entertainment is the best at exploiting people. It is a routine operation for idols to receive glucose infusions in the lounge. But sometimes it goes too far.

In the TV station's lounge, Bai Xian suddenly felt a black screen in front of her eyes. When she opened her eyes again, it turned out to be Jin Yu who was patiently accompanying her in the hospital to receive an IV drip.

Bai Xian was very surprised and asked, "Why is it you?"

"I happened to be at the TV station when you fainted," Goldfish replied.

"No, that's not right. That's not what I want to ask. The key point is why did you come here?" Bai Xian couldn't understand. He was resistant to goldfish in his heart.

However, the first thing Goldfish said was earth-shattering: "I know what my father did. He may not have done it on purpose, but he still hurt others. I want to make it up to him."

  Bai Xian laughed out of anger, wondering how could such a cruel and conscienceless bastard have such a daughter?

But the malice in his heart did fade, and Baekhyun said apologetically with weakness in his voice, "It's so late, you should go back."

"It's so late, it's so unsafe for a girl like me to go home. I might as well stay here with you until dawn." The goldfish smiled beautifully, with bright features, like a proud flower, yet playful and cunning.

Bai Xian was stunned for a moment, and just when he was about to say something, her finger was already at his lips: "Shh! Be obedient!"

I don't know why, but I suddenly couldn't speak. Even though she wasn't a fledgling, Bai Xian's face still felt hot. When their eyes met, there seemed to be an ambiguous atmosphere.

Goldfish said, "IU senior likes ASMR sounds very much, and I like it too. If you can't sleep, I can give it to you and practice at the same time. Don't be shy. If we really talk about seniority, you and Taeyeon senior are of the same generation, and you are also of the same generation as my father. I have to call you uncle."

"Pfft!" Bai Xian laughed angrily, lying weakly on the bed, and stopped driving away the goldfish.

"Don't hold on, take a rest. I'll call the nurse after the drip is finished." After saying this, Jinyu touched Baixian's forehead with her hand, which added a bit of ambiguity.

She did it on purpose.

"Thank you." Bai Xian felt a little embarrassed and nervous.

"You're welcome." She smiled, and it seemed as if her love for him was about to burst out.

After recovering from the illness, Baixian felt inexplicably empty, so he found an excuse to buy Jinyu a cup of coffee as a token of gratitude.

Goldfish seemed a little clumsy and accidentally knocked over the hot coffee on the table. The water droplets splashed on her legs and she hissed in pain.

Bai Xian had no choice but to borrow the medicine box. When he got it back, Jin Yu softened his voice and asked, "Can you help me apply the medicine?"

The cotton swab was dipped in the burn ointment, and the cool feeling spread over her wound. Jinyu suddenly sat up straight and lifted his face. They looked at each other and said, "Do you want to give it a try?"

"What do you mean?" Bai Xian pursed his lips slightly, as if he was asking a question even though he knew the answer.

Goldfish doesn't play by the rules: "Pity."

"What?" Bai Xian couldn't hold it in any longer.

"Anyway, no matter what I say, you will think that I am compensating you for Dad. So I might as well just say it directly." Goldfish pouted: "But I really don't mean that. I have never heard of such compensation."

Baekhyun was amused: “Are you serious?”

Goldfish pondered for a moment, raised his eyebrows and said, "Almost, no, what do you think?"

"This answer is indeed that person's style, like a sick person." Bai Xian wanted to refuse, but because of Jinyu's ridiculous answer just now, he agreed with a feeling of injustice: "Okay, let's give it a try."

After that, whenever Jinyu didn't have work, she would send messages to Baixian and start nagging him about everything. The occasional meetings were just to have a meal together, and it was hard to call this a date.

Occasionally, Bai Xian would bring the goldfish home and place her on the bed. He would take off her shoes, give her water, and then sit by the bed and gaze at her tenderly for a long time.

But when he really tried to do something, the goldfish would tremble in fear, so Baixian had to give up. Baixian suspected that it was intentional, but he didn't say anything.

Until one day, Goldfish seemed to see Baixian's slightly sarcastic expression, so he pulled Baixian aside and told him a story.

A story about the past of goldfish.

After listening to Jinyu's past, Baixian felt extremely distressed. After that, he became more gentle and never crossed the line in anything.

It's funny, the two of them didn't even hold hands a few times. But Baekhyun was hopelessly obsessed.

I don’t know when it started, but he began to cherish this relationship. He didn’t want their relationship to be mixed with too much, otherwise it would not be pure.

So even if it was something that Jinyu gave him, he didn't accept it. He hoped that their relationship would be pure, even if she was just trying it out.

After all, people are not money and cannot be liked by everyone.

Although Jinyu is an expert in fawning over fans, some people still cannot stand this kind of idol. Some people just like the kind of idol who is indifferent, lifeless, and does not treat fans as human beings.

Some black fans couldn't stand her style and hid in front of the company's gate, waiting for an opportunity to attack her.

The frozen mineral water bottle fell on her forehead like a stone, and bright red blood flowed down her eyes.

In the hospital, Bai Xian went to visit quietly, and when he saw Jin Yu, he felt so distressed. Jin Yu touched his head and said, "It hurts so much, but luckily I didn't get disfigured. This time they really didn't follow the rules of martial arts. It stands to reason that the haters used to throw paint, and I don't know who started it. But now it seems that it's worse than throwing paint."

Baixian laughed out of anger, but then his expression became strange because he seemed to smell alcohol on Jinyu.

"You've been drinking?" Bai Xian asked condescendingly, "Why are you still drinking?"

The goldfish stuck out his tongue and said, "Isn't this a good resource? I helped you get it. You know, I can't ask my dad for this kind of thing, so I have to secretly ask someone else."

Hearing this, Bai Xian fell silent, staring at her without saying a word. There was some indescribable emotion in his deep eyes. Touched, guilty, or something else.

The goldfish pursed his lips and asked, "If you feel touched, why not call me 'Ouni'?"

This trick really worked. Bai Xian's expression changed instantly, and he stuffed the peeled apple into her mouth: "You're cuter when you don't speak. Once you speak, I'll remember whose daughter you are. You're really too talkative!"

The goldfish took a bite angrily, humph, you can’t even take jokes!

Since we are at the hospital, we might as well have a physical examination. Even with a personality like Jinyu, he is very scared of having his blood drawn.

When the nurse opened the package to take out the needle, Goldfish slapped his legs, stood up suddenly, and said, "It's incurable! I'm fine!"

Bai Xian pushed him back to his original position.

Goldfish was in so much pain, maybe it was an illusion, but she was just scared. Her hands tightly grasped the corner of Baixian's clothes, like an ignorant child.

Bai Xian looked at the timid appearance of the goldfish, and his heart suddenly began to beat. Even after a long pause, the echo of his heartbeat could still be heard in his ears.

Baixian had a show to record the next day, and Jinyu urged him to leave, but he refused.

Perhaps he learned bad things from her, he raised his eyebrows, raised the corners of his mouth, and said: "It's so late, it's not safe for a boy like me to go home alone, so I'll stay here with you."

The goldfish was helpless and couldn't be driven away, so he had to let it be.

Goldfish fell asleep on the hospital bed. The night lamp beside the table emitted a faint light, and Baixian's hand traced her eyebrows and eyes through the air.

When did he start liking her? He couldn't remember. Although she was the guy's daughter, he found that she was playful and cute after meeting her.

But he knew that their feelings were not equal.

Because that person is now someone he can't even look up to.

Jinyu and Baekhyun's love life began to be like that of an ordinary couple, sweet and affectionate.

Although there was no transgression in their behavior, and the most excessive thing they did was just holding hands, they became more and more attached to each other emotionally.

Until one day later, the two of them had some rare time, so they bought some meat and grilled it together in the rented house, and drank some wine.

Baixian always felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere today.

After dinner, Jinyu suddenly said, "Baekhyun, let's break up."

"Are you drunk?" His eyelashes trembled slightly, his lips were shaking, his hands were shaking, and his heart was shaking.

"You know my character. I'm not joking." Goldfish said indifferently, but the apology in his eyes made him heartbroken.

Bai Xian lowered his eyes, his eyes slightly red: "The reason."

"I'm wrong, not you. I like you, and this is wrong." Goldfish pursed her lips: "I can't force you to call me dad when you see me, right?"

Who would have thought that the biggest obstacle would be this absurd reality.

After being in extreme pain and struggle, Bai Xian still couldn't let go. He said this almost in a state of collapse.

"My king is too stuck, I can!"

"Wang Taika is my father from now on, and Taeyeon is my mother!"

"I'm fine with it, as long as you don't leave"

Bai Xian didn't remember how Jinyu left that day, that memory was already blurred. He only remembered looking through the window at her car driving away, the light in his eyes dimming little by little.

Just like at this moment, he still watched her leave lightly after saying hello, but he had no right to ask her to stay.

In fact, Bai Xian knew that their feelings were not equal. He was sincere, but she was just trying it out, and was distant.

Sometimes Baekhyun felt that he was just a distraction for her to fill her free time. He knew he would get hurt if he continued, but he didn't know how to let go.

He really couldn't let go. But even if he didn't let go, what could he do? In a sea of ​​people, it was normal to be unable to get the love you wanted.

Some people just walk barefoot through your life. They obviously don’t stay with you for a long time, but it is enough for you to experience the pain that you can remember for a lifetime.

It was only at this moment that Bai Xian actually began to envy Wang Taika from the bottom of his heart. This man was really greedy, but he could really do it.

  He is indeed a top-notch scumbag with great personal charm, there is really no comparison!

So the only one you truly cannot love is yourself, only yourself!

When I think about it this way, life is really so powerless and hopeless.

At this moment, Bai Xian felt that his thoughts were complicated, his eyes were dizzy, his head was splitting, his consciousness was blurred, the world was spinning, and he was almost having schizophrenia.

"If I had really called dad that day, would it be possible to salvage everything?"

"Is Wang Taika my father? Should I admit it? Why? Why?!"

"But what if I scream now? Can everything be salvaged?"

"Even if I can really save the relationship, should I really scream?"

"Ahhh! I can't stand it anymore!"

Bai Xian knelt on the ground and couldn't help but scratch the ground with his hands, and he couldn't suppress the low roar of a wild beast.

That kind of huge shame of being powerless, wishing the whole world and life to go to hell, wailing and being so sad that one wishes death and the world to be destroyed, an extreme self-collapse with no reincarnation, self-destruction, and a collapsed heart of self-abandonment.

Bai Xian was wandering and screaming, with distorted features, holding his head in his hands, as if hysteria was vomited out from his soul, mixed with despair and chaotic pain.

(End of this chapter)