Reboot the heyday

Chapter 3328 Cry for Me Once

"It's me." Chong'er came over.

Xueqiu was also a little embarrassed when he saw Chong'er coming out. Some things are fine if everyone knows them, but it's not good to say them out loud.

Chong'er had the same idea. So she didn't want to argue with Xueqiu, and in order to ease the embarrassment, she looked at the goldfish.

Chong'er came out at this time and said with a smile: "Goldfish, why didn't you tell me? I gave you a red envelope before."

The goldfish wants to cry.

Dad, help!

The first person to sacrifice himself in this Shura field was actually myself.

The good girl image she had pretended to be was completely shattered in front of Chong'er because she tipped off Xueqiu. Even someone as eloquent as Jinyu couldn't find what to say at this moment.

Fortunately, Chong'er was not the type to make excuses, and he continued, "Okay, I was just kidding. I just saw you and was a little curious. I wanted to say hello, but you left so quickly. I didn't expect Xueqiu to come back so early. Wasn't he still abroad before?"

Xueqiu pursed his lips and said, "I came back after the filming was over. Ouni, you knew about this a long time ago, right?"

Chong'er shook his head: "Not earlier than you."

Goldfish quietly took a step back, but was discovered by Chong'er, who said, "Wait a minute, Goldfish, we are usually busy and don't see each other often. Let's get back to our relationship this time, okay?"

What a fart! The goldfish showed a cute expression: "Okay, unnie!"

Snowball pursed her lips and wanted to laugh, but she held it back. In fact, Snowball was not good at speaking. She could control the goldfish because she could see through some of its tricks. Facing Chong'er at this time, Snowball knew that she had no qualifications to confront him head-on.

So Snowball turned his eyes and said, "Then you guys chat first, Goldfish, we'll meet later."

Goldfish wanted to cry but couldn't: "Okay, unnie."

And just like that, Chong'er took the goldfish away.

Snowball shook his head helplessly, turned around and took a few steps, then he saw another junior.

"Is it such a coincidence?" Snowball asked with a smile.

"It's not a coincidence. I was actually watching you guys upstairs just now. I waited until you were the only one left before I came to meet you." Pei Baicai stood in front of the door and said, "Although it sounds a bit ridiculous to say this, if possible, I think we can cooperate."

Snowball tilted his head and said, "Want to form a cross-group team with me? It doesn't seem impossible."

Pei Baicai smiled: "I have no objection to this, but I'm talking about something else. I can see that you don't have such a strong possessiveness. But if you don't fight for some things, you will be unwilling to give up." Xueqiu actually just wanted to gain some favorability, without so many complicated thoughts. But now listening to what Pei Baicai said, what she wanted to do was more complicated.

Pursing his lips, Snowball felt a little excited, but it was quickly extinguished. Ever since he went through those twists and turns, Snowball had a secret joy of being reborn.

This feeling is indescribable, just like a child who stole candy, the excitement, excitement, nervousness, and fear are indescribable. Even every day for the rest of my life feels like it was stolen, the happiness is indescribable.

  I even speculated and deduced countless times in my mind. If Wang Taika hadn't intervened at that time, what kind of abyss would my life have slid into?

In fact, people have some self-abuse behavior of seeking excitement. For example, the most common one is probably picking teeth when they are free, and then can't help but smell something. Or they press hard on the mosquito bite to feel the pain.

This is the most superficial level. The deeper level is some exciting sports, such as bungee jumping and skydiving. Even reading horror novels and horror movies are also like this.

After studying with Wang Taika, Xueqiu has come to understand that the emergence of this kind of behavior and thinking is actually a kind of self-abuse behavior in pursuit of excitement.

Because these behaviors are safe, but they also have invisible risk factors. After such sensory stimulation, the subconscious mind of the brain will receive a false signal, that is, it seems that you have really avoided a survival crisis.

At this time, the brain will start a "self-reward" mechanism, because "avoiding a survival crisis" will produce an extremely pleasant sense of security. This is called "benign masochism" behavior.

It is because of this subconscious reward mechanism of benign self-abuse that people are extremely eager to continue living when they are in desperate situations. This feeling is addictive.

Under normal circumstances, when you feel that something is extremely scary, but it cannot hurt you, this feeling of terror will turn into a kind of pleasure of "stealing life". This is why some people are obsessed with horror novels and horror movies.

Snowball, on the other hand, is obsessed with imagining another life he had.

If Wang Taika hadn't existed, he would have continued to live the most desperate life. The more horrible the things that might happen, the more Snowball could feel that the happiness and security at this moment were so real. It was because of this kind of self-torture that Snowball could be content with the status quo.

So in response to Pei Baicai's encouragement, Xueqiu finally shook his head and said, "Ouni, you are wrong. Even if I don't fight, I am very happy. Because I know deeply and truly that what I have now is the best life I can have."

Pei Baicai opened her mouth but was speechless. Due to their different life experiences and personalities, the two of them really had nothing in common.

Snowball added, "Ouni, I know that some of the things the teacher did in the past hurt you. But at that time, he also had his own reasons. Now that the result has come to this, maybe it is a good choice to continue on."

Pei Baicai smiled when she heard this: "Yes, I want to do something just because I want to keep going. Now even in my dreams, I want to see Wang Taika cry because of me. He must be very happy then."

Snowball was neither surprised nor angry. He just said, "Because only in this way can Ernie feel that this person really cares about him, right? Haha, I had the same dream."

Pei Baicai felt a little disappointed, and finally said: "Forget it, since you think so, I won't say much. But we all know what kind of character he is, and his road may be more difficult in the future. At that time, please support him. Don't persuade him to stop just because you are content with the status quo."

At this moment, Xueqiu looked at Pei Baicai with strange eyes. After thinking for a moment, he murmured: "Everyone hopes for stability, but you think so? I didn't expect that his true confidant is you. But have you ever thought about what if he is wrong?"

Pei Baicai asked back: "That's funny, it's as if he said it before."

"Uh" Snowball was stunned: "It seems so."