Reboot the heyday

Chapter 411 Mental illness cannot live like a normal person!

Wang Taika felt that his life seemed to be in a mess again.

How to say this situation now?

It's so hard to be like a normal person!

Even if he doesn't have bipolar disorder, Wang Taika is still a somewhat neurotic guy, like a party is going on in his brain at any time, he will be extremely excited for a while, and crash again for a while.So people are always swinging back and forth between the two extremes of emotion.

One moment she is tender and affectionate, the next moment she is as cold as a killer.There's never an in-between value, it's either one thing or the other.

It's actually great to have that attitude in doing things.But if you behave like this, it's really scary.

Well, this is another reason why I have no friends!Wang Taika thought so.

In the past, Wang Taika always blamed his bipolar disorder for his performance.But now that I think about it, my personality is actually too distorted.Really twisted.

People like Wang Taika will draw a line around them, and those who stand inside the line are relatives, lovers, friends, and people they want to protect.Those who stand outside the line are strangers, enemies, and irrelevant people.

Then use this invisible line as a distinction. The same thing will behave differently when it meets different people.Just like that night, one second Wang Taika was happy with Zhi Enjiang, and the next second he dealt with those gangsters with cruel methods like a cold-blooded monster.

Is it twisted?But Wang Taika thought it was normal.Because Chi Eun-chan is someone I care about, and those gangsters are irrelevant enemies, one is inside and the rest are outside.

So Wang Taika can smile at Zhienjiang, and treat those gangsters cruelly and decisively.

To Wang Taika, this is a reasonable thing, but to outsiders, it looks like a psychopath.

Maybe it's really neurosis!This is where neuropathy differs from normal brain circuits?
If you explain it that way, it all seems to make sense.

Well, it's actually like a primary school child.When I was young, there were always many small circles. Inside the small circle were friends who played together, and outside the small circle were classmates I knew or didn’t know.

So when playing games, you only play with friends in the small circle, and people outside the circle don't bring them at all.To share good things, each partner in the small circle has one person, as for the children outside the circle?I'm sorry, it's fine if I don't take the initiative to bully you!
It's just that as they grow older, many people's circle consciousness fades, or is not so clear.Everyone maintains a good and bad relationship, there are not so many distinctions.

But Wang Taika is out of tune with this world, like a different kind.There are many differences, one of which is that the concept of this circle is still there and deeply rooted.

In Wang Taika's understanding, there are only so many positions around people, and there are only so many energy in him.In this circle, if someone comes in, someone must leave.And those who can walk into this circle are naturally people who can be completely trusted.It can even be trusted to the point of being unreasonable.

To what extent is trust to the point of being unreasonable?
Just like Han Py frantically blamed Wang Taika, Wang Taika never blamed him.If others look at it, they will definitely not be unable to understand, and wish they could break up early.But Wang Taika still didn't feel anything, because it was very simple, since he was his own person, no matter what, he could bear it.

And Zhienjiang at that time had nothing to do with Wang Taika, Wang Taika didn't care whether Zhienjiang was dead or alive!
It's that simple and rude!That's it!Just so stubborn!
Don't even try to touch the person you want to protect!It doesn't matter if people who have nothing to do with themselves are dead.Wang Taika has always been like this!
From the beginning to the end, no matter how many things he has experienced, even if his bipolar disorder has been alleviated and cured, Wang Taika's extreme ideas and practices have never changed!
The only thing that changes is the people around you.Some people have left the circle, and some people have come in from outside the circle.

And Wang Taika, still guarding this circle, even though his body is covered with bruises now, even though he almost died in the hands of others just now, he still has no regrets.

From this point of view, has Wang Taika changed?
No change, from beginning to end, no change.

Is this not forgetting the original intention?
When the bipolar disorder was relieved a little bit, it was discovered that there was such an extreme and stubborn personality hidden in it.

Therefore, Wang Taika was not a normal person from the beginning to the end.He himself admitted that he was really abnormal.

So it is so difficult to be a normal ordinary person!

It is really difficult to live a simple and fulfilling life like a normal person!Wang Taika is only suitable to be a crazy destroyer, and can only be a destroyer.

Wang Taika even laughed at himself thinking, this is not "The Whip of Korean Entertainment" or "Please Answer Your Spicy Next Door", it turned out to be "Madman's Korean Entertainment"!Or "Mentally Retarded Korean Entertainment" should be appropriate!
So if I hadn't met Song Xiangcai, what would my life be like?With my extreme pursuit of strength back then, I'm afraid...I'm afraid I should have been beaten to death!

Wang Taika was thinking wildly, but his head was aching for no reason.Tomorrow we will be filming Taeyeon's solo variety show, if I fall ill at this juncture, it will be really miserable!
Wang Taika went upstairs and saw Taeyeon around the corner. He wanted to go over to say hello, but saw Baek Hyun next to Taeyeon.

"Good afternoon Wang PD!" Taeyeon greeted politely, Baek Hyun looked at Wang Taika with inexplicably fearful eyes, saw Wang Taika looking over, and inexplicably shivered.

Just now I saw Wang Taika and another man in the rain, why didn't he die!He obviously called the police, why did the police let him out!Baekhyun was startled and scared in his heart now, he just quickly said hello, and then he turned his head and left without saying goodbye to Taeyeon.

"What's the matter?" Wang Taika asked inexplicably.

"Oh, it's okay." Taeyeon didn't understand why Baekhyun was talking about it today, but looking at Wang Taika, Taeyeon asked strangely: "Did Oppa not bring an umbrella? Why are you all wet? "

"Oh, it's raining after walking around." Wang Taika said casually: "The rain probably will continue for a while, but I seem to see the sun just now. The rain for a day and a night is finally about to stop. I still I'm worried that if it continues to rain tomorrow, Nuna's variety show may not be able to be filmed."

"Hmm." Taeyeon felt that Wang Taika was a little abnormal, but she didn't ask any more questions. Remembering that she still had training tasks, she said a few words to Wang Taika, then turned and went to the practice room.

Wang Taika shook his head, walked step by step, then suddenly remembered something, and went back downstairs again.

The rain seemed to stop, but the sun was just about to appear, and it was getting dark again.

What kind of bad weather is this!What a broken life this is!

Wang Taika walked along the street, looking for advertisements and the like.After this incident, Wang Taika felt that it is still necessary to draw a clear line with those people, and it is best to move to a safer place.Otherwise, if you still live there, something may happen one day.

Wang Taika searched on the street, but couldn't find it, and then remembered that he could look for a house online, and suddenly felt that he might have a cold and a fever, and his head was not working.

Just when Wang Taika lowered his head and started looking for a house on his mobile phone, he suddenly felt that the rain had stopped, but the pattering rain still echoed in his ears.

As soon as Wang Taika looked up, he saw a beautiful face, and the owner of this face was holding an umbrella for himself, looking at him with a soft smile.

Look at her glamorous, and then look at herself in a mess.

At that moment, Wang Taika felt ashamed.

(End of this chapter)