Reboot the heyday

Chapter 49 Strong people are actually very lonely
"Disappointment? What disappointment?" Taeyeon didn't react.

"I really don't blame me, that man is too powerful! I just thought" Bai Xian explained desperately, trying to remove some of the bad impressions in Taeyeon's heart.

It's a pity that what Taeyeon hates most is the feeling of being rubbed in her ears.It used to be fine, but now it's very annoying.

"Hey Yigu! Stop thinking about it." Taeyeon was driving the car. Although she was impatient, she still gently advised: "I can't blame you for this, it's me, driving too fast. I also want to hurry up. , Don't be photographed by the paparazzi. So, it's alright. Go back and have a good rest, apply ice to the wound, and don't leave any obvious injuries the next day. It's not good to be discovered by the manager Oppa. "

"En!" Bai Xian sensed Taeyeon's impatience, and felt aggrieved, suddenly a little unhappy.This is not the way to go on like this, Bai Xian thought about it and decided to change his mind, so he began to pretend to be pitiful, and wanted to get Taeyeon's sympathy, so he said aggrievedly: "Nuna, I really hurt."

"Huh?" Taeyeon stopped the car worriedly and carefully looked at the injury on Baekhyun's face.At this time, Baekhyun wanted to take advantage of Taeyeon's inattentiveness and put his head up to kiss her.But she didn't want Taeyeon's hand to be too fast, so she pushed Baekhyun away.

"Don't mess around!" Taeyeon was very upset, but she didn't want to lose her temper with Bai Xian, after all, she was her boyfriend.In this situation, it is really hard to tell who is male and who is female.It's as if the two roles have been swapped.

Taeyeon turned around and started the car silently.This time, the car was quiet.Just when Baekhyun was still thinking about what to say, Taeyeon stopped the car.

"Are you there? Well? Isn't this my dormitory?" Bai Xian looked at Taeyeon: "Didn't you go to dinner?"

"You're already like this, let's go back and apply ice." Taeyeon said, "You can eat anytime, but if you don't put some medicine on your face, it will leave scars."

Hearing the scars, Bai Xian couldn't care about anything, hurriedly said "Goodbye Nuna" and hurried back to the dormitory.

This time, the car was really quiet.Taeyeon didn't want to go back to the dormitory either, so she walked around the ring road.

Others think that Taeyeon is a house girl, but she is not the only one.For Taeyeon, "home" is not limited to home, but anywhere.

Taeyeon likes to be in a separate small space, such as her own house, such as a person's car.In this small space, Taeyeon doesn't need to be a dazzling idol star, and she won't attract everyone's attention.Even in unsightly but comfortable poses, no one will point fingers.

After so many years of debut, what others see bright and beautiful, in fact, how much has been abandoned behind the scenes?In Taeyeon's impression, there has never been any talk of privacy, as if she has always been the subject of public opinion.

Only at home and in the car can Taeyeon play games without worrying about anything.Especially brush ins.

Why does Taeyeon like to brush Instagram so much?Is this thing really that fun?Actually not.

The reason why Taeyeon likes Instagram so much is entirely out of her inner loneliness and fear.Because she is a star at ordinary times, other people do everything possible to know her privacy, so she has no privacy at all.It made her lonely and scared.

But at night, in a closed room, when Taeyeon is hiding under the quilt and silently brushing Instagram, she has a sense of security.It seems that at this moment, no one in the world knows her existence.At this time, Taeyeon was just a ghost floating on the Internet, unremarkable.Then through the Internet, as an ordinary person, watching so many strange things.This gave Taeyeon a morbid sense of security.

In fact, Taeyeon's state is very bad, because such depression is likely to make people sick.The most obvious example is Wang Taika.

After Wang Taika broke up with Song Xiangcai, she was also addicted to social media.Space, Weibo, Post Bar, Moments.Using countless trumpets, through the traces of countless people, I found a corner on the Internet, and found the traces of Song Xiangcai a few days ago, or even a few years ago.

For example, which space did she leave a message in?Which Weibo do you like?Which post have you viewed?What comment has been written under which person?Just like a detective, find these to prove how vivid this person used to exist beside him.

Then I began to dislike socializing, and my friends became less and less, to a certain extent, I couldn't see the circle of friends.So Wang Taika began to change her mind and read the news.

So in a sense, Wang Taika and Taeyeon are actually one kind of people.

Now Taeyeon likes to swipe social media, but Wang Taika likes to swipe for international military news.Whenever Wang Taika saw the sudden change in the international situation and countless people were displaced, she felt that this matter was nothing.

There are still so many people in this world who are living in the midst of war and fire. When I think of Song Xiangcai, I feel like what kind of love!Feelings!So lonely!In the long history of human beings, it is like a feather, not worth mentioning!
Then, slowly, it became depressed.
Ahem, it's far away, in fact, to put it bluntly, it's the kind of feeling that begins to enjoy loneliness.This kind of psychology is uncommon and usually occurs in extremely lonely people.This loneliness refers to the loneliness of the soul, not the number of friends.After all, the gold content of friends in modern society is getting lower and lower.

Taeyeon is driving a car and exercising on the road at night.I wanted to relax a bit, but when I think about what happened just now, I feel inexplicably sad in my heart.

Why are you sad?for yourself?For this relationship?Or because of grievances?Taeyeon doesn't know.Taeyeon only knew that when she was in a crisis, she stood in front of her boyfriend and felt like a fighter, and it was not very good.

You can even imagine the embarrassment just now, the heels of the high-heeled shoes were broken, the clothes were covered with dust, standing alone in front of that person, in fact, I was very scared, but for my own sake and to protect my boyfriend. , and desperately burst out all the arrogance in his body.Just like a poor kitten, it should have shivered in front of a tiger, but in order to protect the people around her, she also showed her claws and pretended to be a tiger too.

Isn't this self embarrassed?Taeyeon thought about it, inexplicably sad.Then when I lowered my head, I felt cold on my legs, so tears fell.

Taeyeon suddenly wanted to cry a lot, but she couldn't cry, only a few tears fell sporadically.Because crying is never Taeyeon's way of venting.Compared to crying, Taeyeon prefers to look up and face it.

It is precisely because of his fleshly character that once he makes a decision, he becomes more determined when he is stubborn.

At this time, Taeyeon's phone suddenly remembered.Looking down, it was Bai Xian who called.

After thinking about it, I have tolerated and cared for this relationship for so long anyway, this time, let's compromise again.After all, it is his boyfriend, maybe he was really scared?Taeyeon's fleshy character comforted her so much, so she answered the phone.

well!This kind of fleshy character, really angry people can't wait to take a bite!Unwind!
(End of this chapter)