Age of the Mist

Chapter 818 Doomed Loneliness

Leaving the branch station, Shi Tiexin walked alone in the bustling business district of Shaquille City.

Here, indeed, he found North.

But the sense of disorientation still lingers.

In fact, Shi Tiexin already sensed something was wrong the moment he said the phrase "I'll think about it".He knew that he shouldn't say that, he knew that he should directly agree and sign the gambling agreement.

But he still didn't change his words.

When he walked out of the office door, he couldn't help but began to smile wryly.

He was disappointed in himself, disappointed that he had lost faith in himself.

And this disappointment only exacerbated this lack of confidence.

Walking aimlessly on the street, Shi couldn't help but sigh: "My luck is indeed not very good."

If in Tokyo back then, when he was fearless and without confusion, he could have a good environment, a good preparation, and be able to start breaking with forty bottles of elemental bottles, he would definitely be able to strike nine times in one go.

After all, from childhood to adulthood, although he had been through hardships, he had never despaired.And the days are getting better and better recently, everything is going up, the future is promising and the future is bright, it is the time to work hard with infinite determination.

However, when Yoyo turned into flying ash and floated towards the sea, he was in despair.

He had truly, forever, lost someone he held dear.

There is no way to recover, no chance to start again.

Whether it is the horizon system or the different world line, no plug-in can change this reality: when Yoyo is dead, he is dead.

He thought that the rest of the main world line for more than two months could make him forget about it.

But he was wrong.

He suddenly discovered that a joke on the Internet was true:
When a girl breaks up in love, it is very painful at first, but she will be fine after a month, and even want to laugh happily after another month.

The boy was broken in love, nothing happened a month ago, he even wanted to laugh happily, and finally no one delayed him playing games.A month later, I started to feel bored, and then the more stuffy the smell became, the more sad I became, and then I fell into a long-term pain.

I don't know if what the girl said is true or not, but he is indeed in a stage where the more he covers up and the more he deliberately wants to let go, the more he can't let go.

Besides, he wasn't dumped, he wasn't green, he didn't quarrel because of unbearable discord, and he was disgusted by endless quarrels, and finally exhausted all the sweetness and broke up.

After the experience of sharing joys and sorrows, the hardships at the front line of life and death, and the lies of truth and falsehood, he and Yoyo finally overcome everything and come together to understand, appreciate, admire and trust each other.It is the time when the love is the deepest and the love is the most true, and it is the time when the sea is dry and the rocks are dead, and the love is unswerving.

And at this moment, Youyouxiang dissipated the jade damage.

She passed away and became his eternal memory, an eternal arc of light, and a deep and hard-to-heal scar.

Up until now, although the black venerable of that world line looked quite normal in his daily life, Shi Tiexin knew very well that he had been in a semi-crazy state.

Crazy anger, crazy hatred, and crazy pain made Hei Zun's spirit improve every moment.Even without fundamental skills, Hei Zun is still instinctively and slowly increasing the total amount of energy.

This may be the most original and original enhancement method of spirit.

Once he has the real fundamental skill of sharpness, Hei Zun's sharpness will improve by leaps and bounds.

But on the other hand, if it wasn't for the main body and the champion stone to share Hei Zun's pain and dilute Hei Zun's madness, Hei Zun would surely go to self-destruction.

Flying into the void to kill the void spirits is not just talk.Shi Tiexin knew very well that Hei Zun had made up his mind to die, ten years, 20 years, 100 years, as long as he was still alive, he would not give up.

Hei Zun's hatred naturally affected Shi Tiexin.

On the other hand, although the life of champion Shi is stable and rich, it cannot bring comfort to Shi Tiexin.

In fact, Shi Tiexin doesn't dare to go to the world line of Zhuangyuanshi at all now, he doesn't know how he should face Ling Xingjian at all.

This feeling is too complicated.

Even more lost than simply lost.And this sense of loss affected him more than the pain of loss.

He couldn't figure it out, he couldn't explain it, but the more he saw Ling Xingjian, the more lonely he felt in his heart.

If he is just a simple black respect, and then simply travels to Fengming No. [-] Middle School, and simply sees the brand new Ling Xingjian, he will thank God for the gift with incomparable ecstasy, and thank fate for finally allowing them to meet again in the warm sunshine , let him have a chance to save everything and spend a lifetime together.

But the situation is not that simple.

Hei Zun is still Hei Zun, still wandering on the edge of madness.

This is not a repeat, but a parallel possibility.

Ling Xing saw that he was still alive, and he was doing well.

But what about this?

Yoyo is dead.

Ling Xingjian and Yoyo... Are they alone?

If not, I will lose my lover forever.

But if it is a person, why does the sky only let me remember everything, as if I was exiled from cause and effect?

At this moment, Shi Tiexin deeply felt that he was really lonely.

He even woke up suddenly, and then keenly realized that he was doomed to be alone.

Because the loss of Hei Zun will not be the end, as long as he and Shi continue to experience and move forward, some helpless things will continue to happen.

Even if the tragedy can be avoided with the deepening of his cultivation and strength, the rest may not be drama.

Because each worldline self will have contact with people, and there will be beautiful, happy, surprising, sad, and sad things.

The one who spends all this with me should be the person I cherish the most.

But it's a pity that it's impossible for every person I cherish in the world line to know how many times I have said the same or different things to her, how many times I have experienced similar or different things.

It is impossible for her to know why she laughs, why she cries, why she is tired, and why she is in a trance.

It is impossible for her to walk the way he walked and suffer what he suffered.

His lover is doomed not to understand him completely.

So he is doomed to be alone.

This is the only one in the entire solar system, extremely lonely.

So lonely that he couldn't even find someone who could understand him.

And this is the fundamental source of his strong sense of loss.

And this sense of loss, combined with the unrelieved pain, is the root cause of his inability to break through the nine rings.

The more rational and sober he is, the more he knows that he can hardly resolve this sense of disorientation, because the characteristic of crossing the world line itself will keep him lost.

"Could it be that I'm destined not to be able to break through the nine rings in this life?"

Shi Tiexin was a little bit unwilling, but he didn't know what to do.He walked and walked on the streets of Shaquille City.He doesn't know how long he's been walking, how far he's been walking, or where he's gone.

There are more and less people around, less and more, the sun is fierce and thin.

He just walked.

Until, he heard a voice.

"Sister Mengmeng, I'm leaving first, please close the store!"

(End of this chapter)