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Chapter 101 I chatted with Yaoer

20xx. 06. 13
Early in the morning, I received a message from Xiao:
"Honey, my study needs to be extended by 2 days, because the master has added several study items to me, and I will return by plane on the 17th."

Only Yaoer and I are left at home, two cats, and a dog named Dudu.They are very obedient, lying down to sleep when they have nothing to do, and the popular songs in Tmall Genie are constantly playing, echoing in the whole living room.

Xiao sent me another message at noon:

"Wife, I've worked so hard. Today, the master got up from the altar and took me to pay homage to the patriarch, but the patriarch was not very happy, and punished me to kneel and recite the confession sutra."

"Did you do something bad? Why should you be punished?" I wrote back, asking.

"I don't know. In short, after reading the confession sutra three times, the patriarch let me pass. In the evening, the master will teach me the Dharma and drink a lot of talisman water. But my knees really hurt." Xiao replied me.

"It must be very painful for you to kneel and recite scriptures all the time."

"Wife, you don't know. I read it three times, and every time I read it, the pressure on my knees will increase, and the gravity will be on my knees. It's too uncomfortable."

"Hey, it's the price you have to pay before getting the scriptures. Do you have the answer to the question I asked you to ask the master?" I sent a message to ask.

"I asked the master, and he said that there is currently no scholarship that can be provided to you."

Xiao's reply made me feel desperate, because I thought that by learning Taoism, I could escape into the underworld at any time to see Xiang'er and the others like Xiao did.

After reading Xiao's reply message, I was in a bad mood. I didn't reply any more, and I kept thinking: "Xiao, you'd better stay in the Taoist temple and live with those Taoist priests."

At noon, I dragged my lazy body to take a nap. I didn't sleep for a long time, but I dreamed that Xiao's grandpa passed away.

After waking up, I felt a little dazed, so I searched the Internet for an explanation of my dream about the death of my husband's grandfather.According to the data, the dreamer will be healthy and live a long life!
After watching it, I feel even more desperate. I don’t need to live a long life. I don’t want to live until my face is full of wrinkles, I can’t walk, I’m forgetful... I can’t accept the loneliness after my relatives leave me...

In the evening, I burned incense to the Buddha and prayed: Please help me find Xiang'er.

At night, I recited the Sanguanjing twice more to the unborn little Xiao Ling (Ling).So far, I have read it 17 times for my child and copied it once. I hope that the child will be liberated as soon as possible and be reincarnated.

After the chanting was over, I walked into the bedroom and saw Yaoer playing cards alone on the bed.I couldn't help feeling pantothenic and wanted to cry, so I took the initiative to say:

"Baby, do you need your mother to play with you?"

"Mother, that's great." Yao'er shouted, with a surprised expression on her face.

I played cards with Yaoer for a while, and we started chatting, he likes to read books, he knows a lot, he is in the happy stage of children.

"Baby, if mother told you that you have a brother Xiang'er, would you believe it?" I couldn't help but just finished speaking, my nose was sore and my voice was a little choked.

Yaoer heard it, and asked: "Mother, why is your voice so sad? Then where is my brother Xianger?"

"Brother Xiang'er is far away..." I said in a very low voice.

"Then Brother Xiang'er has passed away. I've watched TV, and I know it. As long as a person goes to a distant place, it means that person is dead." Yaoer said bluntly.

"Uh..." I was speechless.

"Mother, how many times have you been married? Don't I still have a sister?" Yaoer asked curiously.

"Uh..." I was speechless again.

Alas, Yao'er was still young, it was the time when he was innocent and romantic, it would be too heavy to talk about such a topic with him.

I ended the topic, and I will tell him slowly when he grows up.

(End of this chapter)