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Chapter 57 I miss you
20xx. 04. 12
During the day, my eldest sister called me. Since so many things happened at home, my eldest sister is always thinking about me.

In addition to lending me money, he also cared about me every day, worried that my pressure was too great to bear, and even more worried that Yaoer would be left alone...

Today, my life is messed up and it affects my family.

Everything seems to be a bad thing but also a good thing, I seem to have a certain strength in the underworld, so does it mean that I will be able to live comfortably in a hundred years?

I thought about it a lot, and I especially thought of a question: Since I am the reincarnation of a Buddhist, after a hundred years, I will return to the Western Buddhist world like Ling Ze'er, so I won't be able to see my relatives in the underworld?
I told my eldest sister my questions, but she didn't know much about them and couldn't answer me.She did tell me a happy news: "My waist no longer hurts, and I haven't felt any pain for more than ten days."

"Where did you go to heal?" I asked curiously.

"I didn't go out for treatment. Didn't you say that Ling Ze'er chose to go back to the Western Buddhist world last time, because of the blessings from heaven. Anyway, from the second day on, my back disease was cured on its own. I'm so happy, I The low back pain has a history of more than ten years, and I can't even straighten my back when it hurts, it's just amazing."

I hurriedly told Xiao the good news from my eldest sister, and everyone was immersed in happiness for a while.

The eldest sister said again: "I also told my mother about the good news, and she asked me if your back disease was cured, so why didn't I feel it?"

After listening to it, I thought about it and said, "Everyone's merits are different. Maybe she got a life extension."

In my home, occasional pleasure has become a luxury.

Today is the 12th, the day of last month, when Yin passed away, although he passed away very gracefully and without any attachment, I still feel very sad.

After all, I am still living in the yang world, and everything is viewed, analyzed, and solved according to the standards of the yang world.

People always try their best to keep themselves alive. The longer they live, the better. It is best to live a hundred years. No matter rich or poor, high or low, everyone has that kind of thinking.

At night, I lit a cigarette for Yin, the smoke rose slowly, the cigarette butt flickered, and the burnt smoke dragged out long ashes.

I know that Min is enjoying and listening to me.

I babbled and shed tears, and all the tears in my life seemed to flow this year.

"Hey, it's been a full month since you left me. Although you and I haven't met each other in this life, and I don't have the memory of thousands of years ago, I can feel how kind you are to me. You still miss me in a different world. .”

I wiped away my tears and snot with a tissue, and continued to choke up and say:
"All inexplicable things happened, I can't understand but I have to accept. It's good to have you, and I can see you in the future. In fact, I envy you very much, let go, and be relieved.

In the mortal world, I am like a bird without feet, I can only fly and have no foothold.Even if there is, it falls on the ground covered with shards of glass, on the branches swaying in the wind.

All life is only once, lost and never returned, reincarnated as a human being, is no longer the original self.I will look for you in a hundred years, I will not drink Mengpo soup again, I don't want to forget you, I don't want to be separated from you.

Every life appears like smoke and disappears like wind, just for an instant.

Yin, I have talked to you so much, just to tell you that I miss you very much, and I miss you who are still unrestrained and comfortable in that different world. "

……

I said a lot, so much that I can't remember what I said.

I squatted in front of the ashtray, the second cigarette had burned out, and my feet were a little numb.

"What did you say, after talking for so long?" Xiao walked to my side, stroked my slightly trembling shoulders, and asked with concern.

"Hey, today is the first full moon since Yin left. I'm talking to him, why doesn't he come to see me? Doesn't it mean he doesn't want to see me?" I was depressed.

"No, I'll urge him later." As expected of a good husband, Xiao knew what to say at this moment.

Suddenly a call came into Xiao's cell phone.

After Xiao answered the phone, he looked at me strangely and asked, "Do you remember Bing?"

"Oh, that's nonsensical, he called you?" A man I really dislike is Xiao's old friend. He is obviously older than Xiao, so he calls Xiao Xiao his elder brother.

"The call wasn't from Bing. I didn't notify him after I changed my phone number. It was from a friend who was helping me contact the loan. They said they knew each other and gave me Bing's phone number so that I could contact him."

"What is there to contact, a man who abandons his wife and son, don't contact him."

I began to get impatient, thinking that he used to go to the house to borrow and bring a pile of dirty clothes to the house for washing, I was very upset!
"My friend said Bing could help us get a loan."

"It's over, there's no hope, just watch, it's over." I said.

I suddenly felt very bad, and felt that the loan matter would not come to fruition.

"Give it a try..." After hearing what I said, Xiao felt unstable in his heart.

(End of this chapter)