Hard times have room

Chapter 843

"I haven't been back." Xu Qian's mouth was full of bitterness. If she didn't guess correctly, she might be a little happier in her heart, but now, she really can't be happy.

After all, it is Xu Wen's younger sister who has been inseparable since she was a child. After learning that this person didn't worry about her at all after she went out, she fell asleep on the bed with a big heart. To have such a heartless sister, really Not something to be happy about.

"After I came out of the dormitory, I just sat here and didn't take a step. I can guess it because I am too familiar with Xu Wen. For me, it is really not difficult to predict her next behavior and reaction. "

"When I was young, I always took her with me. Although I was only three months older than her, in the eyes of the adults in the family, I was the older one, so I should take the younger one with me."

"So, three months older, I have to take care of the younger one at home."

"Isn't it a bit funny? There was only a three-month difference. One became the caregiver and the other became the caretaker." When Xu Qian said this, all kinds of feelings came to her heart. I can't say what I feel, but most of them are bitter!
It's not like she didn't feel this way before, but she endured it. She was too busy, and within a few hours, she was too busy and forgot about it.

But today, at this moment, her desire to confide is extremely strong, and she especially hopes that someone can listen to her speech quietly.

Obviously, Wang Baolin, who came here by accident, has become her perfect confidant. Anyway, the college entrance examination is about to come, and three years of high school life is over. She is not afraid of Wang Baolin going out and talking nonsense. Besides, Wang Baolin probably doesn't like to take others People who go out in privacy to gossip.

Baolin sat on Xu Qian's left, listening to her, and didn't know how to comfort her. This should be the trouble of living with a large family!
There are too many people, and someone has to make sacrifices, big and small. As for the head of the family, he always thinks about his own preferences or maintaining the balance of the family, so injustice will naturally arise in this big family.

Of course, this has nothing to do with her. After three years, she has almost forgotten the memories of living in the old house. It is not a memory worth remembering, and it is okay to forget it.

Baolin was still thinking about how to say the words of comfort. As a result, Xu Qian paused for a few seconds, and then began to talk again. Wang Baolin's words of comfort were not needed at all.

"My family has a lot of children, and I am the eldest. From the time I can remember, I have been followed by a string of dolls, pointing at me. At that time, I was also very happy. To be honest, I have all the brothers and sisters in the family. I like it, because I grew up carrying it behind my back."

"That's right. Sometimes, it feels quite wrong. Tell me, what does it feel like when someone is playing with it and someone is carrying everything?"

"If there is a next life, then I want to be the youngest in the family. This is the easiest way. Just act like a baby, and everything will be delivered to you." Thinking of the treatment of her younger brother at home, Xu Qian couldn't help saying this talk.

Her love for her younger brother is real, and of course, her envy is also real.

She didn't think about these things before, but after entering junior high school, these things popped up in her mind from time to time, disturbing her heart and muddying up the water in the pond.

Maybe it’s really like what her grandma said, after reading too much, my mind is a bit unclear, I think about too many things every day, and my head feels not enough. Many things are half-understood and piled up in my heart. Very stuffy.

Obviously things that I took for granted before, now the older I get, the stronger the unwillingness in my heart.

No one is born to be the boss, she should hold an umbrella for others, and she will be tired, especially when her younger siblings are disobedient, and when they lose their temper with her, she will feel even worse in her heart.

She is a big sister who is well behaved, the younger one is ungrateful, the older one thinks it should be taken for granted, even her parents think so, if she doesn't behave well, the younger one complains, the older one will reprimand even more, it's not like she hasn't been beaten However, thinking about it now, I still feel uncomfortable and unable to think about it, the more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes.

"Don't think too much. As you get older, the bondage of your original family will become smaller and smaller. At that time, you need to grasp a degree of getting along with your family. As for the degree, you have to decide You weigh it yourself."

"I can only tell you that you live your own life. Whether your little life is happy or not, and whether you are willing to do what you do in the bottom of your heart, only you know."

"Life is only a few decades, and you still have to live comfortably by yourself, so that you don't want to come to this world in vain!" Baolin patted Xu Qian on the shoulder, and fed her a big mouthful of chicken soup, although the taste was a bit bland .

Pauline has always felt strange about the relationship between Xu Qian and Xu Wen sisters. The two sisters are obviously about the same age, not to mention they were born in the same year. They are only separated by three months. The other is the unruly little girl, the contrast is too great!
If she has such a younger sister, she must be tired enough. After a long time, she will be lazy to take care of it. She just doesn't have that much effort. Everyone is about the same age, so why should I care about you!
Of course, Xu Qian and her sisters will get along in this way, and their parents have contributed a lot. Therefore, what Pauline thinks now is to persuade if she can, and forget it if she can't. It's not a problem.

Xu Qian let go of the knees she was holding with both hands, and changed to supporting her on both sides. This action is already very out of line for her, not to mention being unlady, and a little bit undeserved, but she wants to do it now , no one can stop her.

"I'm a little confused by you, you're so full of truths. What you just meant was to persuade me not to be too nice to them, so that they won't slap me in the face, right?" After finishing speaking, Xu Qian Looking at Wang Baolin proudly, she raised her eyebrows.

She is not stupid at all, but very smart.

Pauline also imitated her, spread her hands apart, and leaned her upper body back. Her right hand inevitably crossed Xu Qian's left hand: "You have summed it up quite brilliantly! Why can't I do it myself?" Woolen cloth!"

"Although I am the only one in my family, if I have brothers and sisters, and the family needs me to serve them like an old mother, then I can't do it. I have cleaned up one or two, and I can't take care of myself. How can I I can't take care of others."

From the beginning to the end, Pauline felt that she was a selfish person. If you respect me, I will pay you back.

Of course, one foot is not impossible, the premise is that I am willing, otherwise, just flip the table, no one is born to wrong themselves and help others.

(End of this chapter)