Hard times have room

Chapter 969 Sorrow
Xu Rui took the bus back to the dormitory with Bao Lin, but did not go home.

The relationship between her and her family is a bit stiff now, and she will not go back if it is not necessary. Now she lives in the dormitory even during the winter and summer vacations. After eating at home, she will go back to the dormitory to sleep later.

There are many children in the family, and she has a dormitory at school, so the bed that originally belonged to her has long been occupied by her younger brothers and sisters. After all, there are fewer people, and the space will be much larger.

The other one is that Xu Rui is now in her twenties, and her parents are urging her to find a partner very urgently. Xu Rui will be 23 or [-] after graduating from university.

Therefore, they wanted to settle down first, and get married as soon as Xu Rui graduated, and they also settled their minds.

But this was exactly what Xu Rui hated the most. According to her temperament, it was impossible to obey her parents' arrangement, and now she was engaged to a man whom she had never even met.

In the past, they had conflicts because of the subsidy, which was resolved later. To be precise, Xu Rui compromised. It is really cool to spend money to buy things, but if spending money can solve her disputes with her family, let her stay at home. If she can be pure and pure while staying, then she is willing.

Five yuan a month, the remaining money is enough for Xu Rui to spend, and she can still save some.

It's a pity that the matter has not been resolved now, but it has become more serious, because Xu Rui's parents want to interfere in Xu Rui's marriage, Xu Rui naturally refuses to compromise on this point, the two sides are arguing!
After returning to the dormitory, the two started to burn the coal stove. There was still no fuel to ignite, so they had to use books. This thing was really useless. They burned it twice, and one book was burned immediately.

"Pauline, I think this stove is really annoying. Just lighting a fire is too much trouble. In this regard, what I admire most is my mother. She can always use the least amount of charcoal to make the best and hottest fire."

"At this time, our whole family will sit together. The stove is placed under the table, and the table is surrounded by a cloth. In this way, it is warm under the table, and everyone's hands can be warmed." Xu Rui Said with a nostalgic face.

She used to think that when she was admitted to university, everything would be fine. Those small troubles such as what to eat today, whether to take a bath or not, would stay away from her forever. The older she is, the stronger her ability , the less troubles there will be, now it seems that she is thinking badly.

The reality is that the older she gets and the more she gets, the emptier her heart becomes and the more troubles she has.

Pauline didn't speak, just stood quietly on the side, she knew that what Xu Rui needed now was not her answer, and she couldn't give an answer, Xu Rui just needed someone to talk to.

She is Xu Rui's closest person in school. Although Xu Rui has some big and small problems, it's normal, no one is perfect, at least as a friend, she is qualified.

Today is Sunday, the whole day is leisure time, there is no need to go to class, everyone in the dormitory has gone out, those who go home go home, and those who are not here go out, in short, they will not stay in this school all the time, this person Staying in one place for a long time can also be annoying.

Xu Rui dragged Bao Lin into the dormitory with her cold hands, as for the smoking coal stove outside, don't worry about it for the time being.

Both of them were sitting on the edge of Xu Rui's bed, and then she said with a little sentimentality: "You know, at the beginning of this year, my parents forced me to see him, and they kept saying that I was old, and that I was in the dark. Some people despise me and say that if they don’t look for it now, they will only look for older, ugly or second-married people in the future.”

"Why am I getting older? I'm only 21 now. Even in half a month, I'll be [-] after my birthday. I'm still young!"

"You are the youngest in our dormitory. Needless to say, the family will definitely not rush you now, but look at Chen Hong and Lin Sisi, Chen Hong is one year older than me, Lin Sisi is the same age as me, and they are all doing well Yes, I have never heard of family members urging them to want to see others, forcing them to get married! Why is it that my parents can't think about this and keep pushing me." Xu Rui said with a slightly crying voice, which is really sad.

"On New Year's Eve, I didn't even eat Ansheng's New Year's Eve dinner. I ate half of it, and when I was full, I ran back to the dormitory and cried for half the night alone. It was really irritating."

Thinking of the big fight with her family on the New Year's Eve dinner, she still feels very sad now, and rarely goes back later.

"Don't think so much, everything will pass, and you are not old at all, you are only 20 years old, and your youth is just right." Pauline said comfortingly.

Seeing Xu Rui like this, she can already imagine how she will be urged to marry by her parents in the future. As for finding someone before her parents urge her to marry, the possibility is too low.

She is too narrow in social circles, she only dares to communicate with female classmates at school, she is neither cheerful nor proactive, and also very homey, just like her, it shouldn't be too difficult to find a partner, okay?
Who doesn't want to have a sweet love? In the past and present, she was a pure single dog. Pauline desires to have it more than others, but desire is one thing, reality is another. Scared back ten steps, simply.

Those who come together don't like it, don't feel it, and don't take the initiative to look for it. Just like her, it's a ghost if she can find a partner by herself, anyway, she doesn't give up her expectations.

I can't find it myself, but I have a grudge against the introduction from my parents and elders, so I just refuse it, let alone meet up, even if I leave a phone call, I feel that I have been arranged. With her like this, this life is probably hanging.

However, one thing is better now, that is, she is only 16 years old this year, and when she graduates, she will have her birthday in the second half of the year, and she will have to work, and she will only have her 19th birthday. Several years of leisure can be passed.

"Yeah, I think so too." Xu Rui nodded in agreement. She is a college student, and she is already standing at a very high place. Are you afraid that she will be picked on in the future when she finds a partner?
Besides, she didn't aim at the other's family when she was looking for a partner, she just wanted to find someone she liked. Which girl has no longing for love, and she hasn't met it yet, which doesn't mean she won't meet it in the future.

"You don't know how vulgar my parents are. They found me either the son of a certain leader, or the son of a very close relative. They say they know the basics, and there is no conflict between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. I will live a better life in the future."

"Especially my aunt, who almost dragged me to the house she married. It is said that she is the son of my uncle and brother. The key is that my grandma and my parents also joined hands to push me there, and I was so mad. "

(End of this chapter)