Dong Gong Mei

Chapter 237
After eating, Li Xuanye asked someone to bring over the official documents, and sat in front of the desk to review them.

Zhao Xiwei was still quietly studying ink for him.

Li Xuanye's handwriting is good, the words are sharp, but they are as upright and elegant as printed letters, the words are very gentle, but they are unstoppable and vigorous.

And when he was writing, his expression was very focused, he picked up the pen decisively, and wrote it cleanly, with every stroke, every horizontal and vertical, he didn't even have the slightest scholarly air, but he had a bit of planning and murderous air.

Zhao Xiwei was not a talkative character, and neither was Li Xuanye. The two of them wrote and studied ink, and neither of them said a word.

What is rare is that such silence does not make people feel embarrassed, but makes people feel inexplicably peaceful in their hearts.

Red sleeves add fragrance, Zhao Xiwei suddenly thought of this word.

I don't know, if he has other women in the future, will those women help him grind ink like this?
Thinking of the thought, Zhao Xiwei lost more than half of his enthusiasm immediately, and even the ink ingot in his hand felt a little heavy.

"Take a break when you're tired." Li Xuanye glanced at her movements from the corner of his eyes without raising his head.

"Then I'll read a book for a while." Zhao Xiwei dropped the ink ingot in his hand, got up and went to the bookshelf behind him to find a book.

Zhao Xiwei looked at the full shelf of books and was a little dumbfounded.

They were all books on how to govern the country, and she didn't have any of them that she wanted to read.

Thinking about it, why does the prince have time to read those idle books.

"The third grid from the left is the book Fu Yaolu." Li Xuanye's faint voice sounded.

Zhao Xiwei followed his instructions and actually found an old book that was somewhat yellowed.

This is almost an hour.

The two of them still didn't say anything. She had observed Li Xuanye secretly during the period. He sat in front of the desk with a stern expression, as if all the romance had nothing to do with him.

Could it be that Nanny Sun thought too much.

impossible.

The purpose of the Pei family's meeting with the prince at this time is obvious.

But why didn't he say a word to himself?
Maybe it's because I don't think my opinion matters.After all, it has never been heard that the prince needs the consent of the princess to accept a new beauty.

After Zhao Xiwei thought about it, there was only one reason.

But even if he told himself, what was the use?
Now the crown prince is facing the greatest pressure from the queen mother. If he joins forces with the Pei family to quickly overthrow the queen mother's gangsters, a small marriage is nothing, it is simply a trivial matter.

But he didn't say anything, how would she face Miss Pei's family then?
She was prepared for him to have many women, but she was not prepared for how to get along with those women.

With this kind of distraction, Zhao Xiwei couldn't concentrate.

Even if he gently kissed her neck, her body was still tight, and there was no sign of being in love at all.

"What's the matter?" Li Xuanye is a very smart person. After a while, he noticed her strangeness, and hurriedly hugged her gently, "Does it still hurt? Why don't you take some medicine."

"No." The collar was scattered, and half of the apricot-colored tube top was faded, revealing a beautiful scenery like peach blossoms, but Zhao Xiwei only felt the cold air coming in from his sleeves, and couldn't help shivering .

"Is it because you are not feeling well?" Li Xuanye stared at the person in his arms and touched her forehead.

"No, I'm just a little tired, maybe I didn't sleep well last night." Zhao Xiwei lowered his eyelids guiltily, looking really tired.

how so.

Intellectually, she can accept that he has any woman, but when it comes to making out, she is full of resistance.

She thought she wouldn't care about these things if she didn't have feelings, but in fact she was wrong, even if she didn't have feelings, her body couldn't accept such things.

Just thinking about what happened between him and herself, and what happened to other women, she couldn't bring herself to accept him anymore.

How can this be done.

If she couldn't overcome this point, why would she talk about fighting for her own interests?

He is the prince and the future king of a country. Not only will there be other women now, but there will be more women in the future.

This is a fact she cannot change.

Change what can be changed, accept what cannot be changed, don't make life difficult for yourself, and don't make life difficult for you, this is her consistent survival rule.

Sighing softly in her heart, her arms were gently wrapped around his neck like vines.

Li Xuanye stared at her, seeing that her expression fluctuated from bright to dark, he was a little suspicious in his heart, and was about to ask, but saw her suddenly hugging him actively.

Her hair smelled good, mixed with the fragrance of citrus, rose, and peach blossom. Her skin was delicate and tender, like plump and juicy peaches and plums, which made his blood boil.

His Adam's apple moved, and he kissed her soft lips deeply.

Zhao Xiwei's body became more stiff.

It took her a lot of self-control to resist the urge to push him, but she couldn't hide her instinctive resistance.

Li Xuanye is not a man who only cares about his own desires, he sensed something strange about her, "If you are too tired, you should rest earlier."

Zhao Xiwei avoided his scorching gaze in embarrassment: "...I..."

She didn't expect to be so vulnerable.

She thought she could do it, but the reality was that she couldn't accept it.

She can use reason to convince her brain, but she can't use reason to convince her body.

The instinctive reaction is rejection.

Can't do it, just can't do it.

But she can't just get married, so let's make the relationship stiff with him, it won't do her any good.

She looked at him full of guilt, her eyes were foggy, filled with indescribable emotions: "I'm sorry..."

"It's not your fault, there's no need to apologize." Li Xuanye's reaction took her by surprise. He stroked her hair gently, put her head on his chest with his big hand, and coaxed her softly: "Hurry up!" Go to sleep, you are weak and need to take good care of yourself."

So good to talk.

But so what about taking care of her body, she couldn't overcome the psychological barrier.

It's better to say it directly, in an instant, she had such an impulse.

But when she met his deep eyes, she immediately gave up again.

In the final analysis, she was just a little more familiar with him than a stranger. What Sun Nanny said was right. In terms of affection, I am afraid that Miss Pei's family would be closer.

Thinking of this, she lowered her eyelids again, her voice was almost whispering: "I don't know what's wrong..."

Li Xuanye took care of the stray strands of black hair she had fallen, held her face in his hands, and made her look directly at him.

When the four eyes met, his heart sank.

The eye sockets were wet, and the long eyelashes fluttered uncomfortably, like raindrops that were about to fall under the eaves, hazy, making people feel pity.

"You have something on your mind." He stared at her, seeing the escape in her eyes.

(End of this chapter)