Dong Gong Mei

Chapter 446

There is a medicine, the soup is red like blood, and the taste is bitter like poison.

Zhao Xiwei has been drinking for as long as he can remember.

The medicine was very bitter, so bitter that she vomited faintly every time she drank it, and couldn't even eat anything for two days.It is so bitter that when I think about it again now, the bitter taste will flood in my throat, and it will go straight to the bottom of my stomach unstoppably.

She didn't know the name of the medicine, and she didn't know the use of the medicine, because Shen Yuqing never told her, let alone ask her more.

At first, she thought she had some deficiency, and felt sorry for Shen Yuqing, who was dragging her sick body, and went up to the mountain to collect medicine for her in wind and rain, so she suppressed all kinds of resistance and doubts in her heart, and poured all the medicine in a sensible breath. Going on, even if she vomited to death afterwards, she never complained.

Because she knew that she was Shen Yuqing's only thought in this world, and at the same time she firmly believed that Shen Yuqing was the person who loved her the most in this world.

Such an attachment was broken in a summer afternoon when she was 13 years old.

There had just been a heavy rain that day, and the thick dark clouds were like rotten cotton wool soaked with water, hanging above the head motionless, but the violent sunlight did not weaken because of this, the air was sticky and stuffy, and the small bedroom was like a steamer. Sitting and doing nothing, the sticky hot sweat was pouring out like steamed steamed buns, until the clothes were completely soaked.

The scorching heat was unbearable, the other children had to go swimming in the river or enjoy the coolness in the mountains, but Zhao Xiwei couldn't go anywhere, she had to stay by the bedside to take care of her sick mother.

She was wearing a rough coat of Gebu, with the sleeves rolled up high, revealing her white arms, and holding a cattail fan in her hand, flapping it non-stop.

The wild cicadas outside the window were chirping endlessly, and sick people could not bear this kind of interruption. Shen Yuqing stretched out a trembling hand and told her not to forget to add licorice water to the cold drink.

This is her favorite drink, Shen Yuqing didn't let it go even though she was burnt down.

She responded with a smile, and took a wet cotton towel to wipe off the sweat that just emerged from Shen Yuqing's forehead, deeply hiding the panic and helplessness in her eyes.

Shen Yuqing's voice was a little weak, and she explained some things in detail, but remember to eat well at night, remember to take medicine after eating, and so on.

Zhao Xiwei has always been obedient and sensible, and responded softly one by one, then got up and went to the kitchen barefoot.

The young girl has just grown up, as slender as a willow, although she is a little thin, her tenacity and demeanor are faintly visible.

Shen Yuqing looked at her back and couldn't help showing a gratified smile.

Over the years, whether it was hard or tiring, it was all worth it...

"Wei'er!" When Zhao Xiwei walked to the door, he suddenly heard a call from inside the room.

She hurriedly put away the faint tears in her eyes, stopped and turned around, looked at the bed with a smile: "Mother, what's wrong?"

"It's nothing... go, go, Mommy needs to sleep well..." Shen Yuqing supported the edge of the bed.

Zhao Xiwei felt that her mother seemed to have something on her mind, and her hesitant expression told her that it might be difficult to solve.

Her heart also became a mess.

Now that Zhao Xiwei thinks about this, he realizes what Concubine Shu said is true.

After Shen Yuqing gave birth to her and lived in seclusion in the mountains, she must have made a lot of changes, such as becoming gentle and docile, becoming forbearing and humble... But, in the bottom of her heart, she still has that withdrawn, self-willed, uncommunicative temperament.

So for many things, Zhao Xiwei couldn't get answers from Shen Yuqing at all, she could only observe and judge by herself.

In this environment, she unconsciously cultivated the alienation and sensitivity in her bones.

In the evening, she carried the water basin as usual, while squatting on the ground to help Shen Yu wash her feet, while thinking about how to speak, Shen Yuqing took the initiative to speak out.

It's just that sentence, but it was like a huge thunder, which made her stunned on the spot——

"Mother needs your blood to make medicine..."

Once the conversation has started, the rest is not so difficult.

Shen Yuqing had excellent medical skills, but he couldn't cure his own illness. Even if he used blood as medicine, he might not be able to cure it completely.

But even so, you can't give up.

In addition to wanting to live a good life, there is another more important reason - only by finding an effective prescription can we determine what the disease is.

As a person who is proficient in medical skills and pharmacology, he doesn't even know what disease he has. This is a more unbearable thing than death.

"Wei'er, don't blame me..." Shen Yuqing put her palm into his palm and held it firmly, "I have to figure out what is wrong with me..." After a pause, her voice was a little erratic, "Only if I figure out what is wrong with me..." With this cause, I can figure out many, many things..."

Zhao Xiwei is not so delicate.

For one thing, she chopped firewood and hunted, and she often had her fingers cut. Bleeding and so on were commonplace, which was not a big deal.

Second, she knew what Shen Yuqing said was true.

Although Shen Yuqing is not good at communication, and has concealed many things from her intentionally or unintentionally, there is one thing she can be sure of, that is, she will never lie to her.

If you don't speak up, you won't reveal any rumors, and once you decide to speak up, you will definitely tell the whole story.

If he hadn't been born with such a personality, how could he have kept the secret of his life secret for so many years?
"Take it easy..." Shen Yuqing watched her cut her finger with a dagger, and watched the bright red blood fall into the medicine bowl drop by drop. She felt distressed, "Enough is enough, a dozen drops will be fine." !"

Zhao Xiwei didn't even frown, took the gauze directly, wrapped his bleeding finger, then stretched it out in front of Shen Yuqing, and said with a smile: "I was too anxious just now, I didn't notice that the wound was a bit deep..."

Shen Yuqing's heart softened into water, and while helping her bandage the wound, she said apologetically: "Mother understands medical principles, and she knows her own illness. There will be no second prescription in this world that can cure me... "

"It's okay!" Zhao Xiwei comforted her instead, "Let's take our time and it will be cured!"

The precocious girl has learned to hide her thoughts unknowingly.

Shen Yuqing's current body is a bit difficult even to dress and wash his face, how can this blood can be cured?
Of course... maybe the heavens have eyes, and it may be that they gave their mother and daughter such an accident...

She lowered her eyelashes, held back the tears little by little.

She drank this medicine at the age of three and has been drinking it until she is 13 years old. It turned out to be a medicine for her mother.

And she has no chance to care about whether this is reasonable or not, because she wants to keep her mother's life...

As long as mother can live well, even if she has to drain all her blood, she is willing!
But God did not hear her prayer.

Shen Yuqing's body deteriorated rapidly, and she took medicine more and more frequently, and took more and more blood.

From drinking it once a month in the past, to drinking it once in half a month, and finally drinking it once a day, or even drinking it twice a day.

As she is so sensitive, she vaguely guessed something.

Their last efforts may be about to fail...

It was another sweltering afternoon, and when Shen Yuqing passed out again, she finally couldn't restrain herself, and burst into tears.

She remembered that her mother held her hand last night, and said to her with an unprecedented tenderness in her voice, "Wei'er, you should have a better life... Go, go find him, go back to him." Be by your side..."

When she said this, she was surprised to find that Shen Yuqing's eyes were bright and dazzling, like gems.

Perhaps the world misunderstood Shen Yuqing, but she never would.

Because I saw the eyes at that moment.

Sons and daughters love each other for a lifetime.Singing on the stage, I always feel that it is not convincing enough.

The real love is deep, all you need is a look.

(End of this chapter)