I can only fall in love with an S-class goddess

Chapter 433 Heartache but Decided to Break Up

This conversation, although it took a big detour at the beginning, and there were many incomprehensible factors in the later exchanges, in the end Shen Gu was able to draw such a conclusion in his heart:
That is - Su Ziqing really doesn't want to live in seclusion in the mountains with him for the rest of his life!
Regarding this, Shen Gu did not have any dissatisfaction with Su Ziqing in his heart.

The only emotion he felt was loss, and he hid it very well, not letting Su Ziqing see any such emotion.

If he hadn't experienced a lot of "superhuman cognition" things, or if Su Ziqing had experienced those things, he was an ordinary person who didn't know the "inside story" at all, and he felt that he would also not be willing to agree to Su Ziqing asking him to go to the deep mountains And her seclusion asked for a lifetime.

Because in the colorful world outside the deep mountains, in addition to the beautiful life of eating, drinking and having fun and the convenience brought by high technology, there is also the more important parental relationship that makes it hard to let go.

What Su Ziqing told him at the time was that one of the important reasons why she didn't want to live in seclusion in the mountains for the rest of her life was that she didn't want to have a hard time in the future, or even never be able to meet her mother!
And she also asked Shen Gu such a question based on this:
"Although your parents have been abroad for many years and rarely come back to see you, do you really have the heart to stay in the mountains forever and never see them again?"

He knew that he had to do this, but before Su Ziqing entered the "special valley", Shen Gu knew that he could not tell her this "difficulty". When he came out of the hospital gate, his face was full of pain as if he felt helpless.

He didn't answer Su Ziqing's question at the time because he really couldn't say "I can bear to never see them again" under the circumstances of "common sense understanding".

He understands that such words are too "unfilial" and can even be said to be "rebellious and immoral"!

But what can Shen Gu do?

In the world outside Shenlongjia, only he and Lin Mumu knew that he could only live for a few more days.

Back to the second "rental room" he rented outside the school, Shen Gu's mood can be said to be bitter and depressed!

And this uncomfortable feeling of "suffering beyond words", he can only share it with Lin Mumu who has been waiting for him here.

After listening to Shen Gu's recounting of the meeting and conversation between him and Su Ziqing, Lin Mumu didn't show any joy because it was almost impossible for Su Ziqing to stay in the "special valley" of Shenlongjia for a lifetime.

On the contrary, she who has been thinking about issues from Shen Gu's standpoint, immediately showed the same frustration as Shen Gu!

"If she really doesn't want to stay in that valley in the future, if you miss her, I can take her to the opposite side of the bridge every once in a while."

After Shen Gu finished speaking, Lin Mumu carefully thought about it for a while, and then carefully said these words to Shen Gu.

Shen Gu understood why Lin Mumu used this tone, he first said to Lin Mumu in a gratifying tone:
"Thank you for your kindness. I have always been grateful for your thoughtfulness of always thinking about me."

Then he turned into a self-deprecating smile:

"But even with your help, Ziqing is willing to wait for me on the other side of the bridge every once in a while."

"Then how long is the interval?"

"Maybe every other month at first, but as I go out of the valley to meet her more and more times, the only time I have left to go out of the valley will become less and less."

"At the end of the day, it might only be once a year."

"It's like a fairy tale I once heard when I was a child."

"But the goddess in the story can live forever, so she can meet her husband and children in the lower realm every year for her love."

"Ke Ziqing will only have 50 years of life outside the valley."

"Can I be selfish so that I don't lose my love with her, and let her run around once a year just to see me?"

"And she lives alone outside most of the time every year, and I can't accompany her by her side."

"Is this fair to her?"

"It's so unfair to her happiness in life!"

The first two questions Shen Gu asked just now were not so much asking Lin Mumu, but rather he was asking himself.

And he didn't wait for Lin Mumu to give her an "answer" in the end, he kept asking himself questions and finally came to a conclusion that made him feel extremely heartbroken, but he had to come to it!

"Then what do you want to do?"

Lin Mumu felt sad for Shen Gu's painful situation at this time, and couldn't help but think of an event that had passed more than ten years ago!

"Could it be—"

"Don't you want to break up with her before returning to the "Valley" to save your life?"

Lin Mumu who asked such words also thought of Dongfang Yun more than ten years ago.

At that time, Dongfang Yun entered the Shenlong frame, and his temperament changed drastically after he came back.

Not only did he show up for extravagant behavior in his daily life, he even invited a lot of beautiful women to accompany him on a yacht to drink and have fun at the end, which led to Cheng Cheng and Hua Feifei's complete breakup!
"Could it be that the reason why he betrayed Hua Feifei emotionally at that time was because he was actually in the same mood as Shen Gu now?"

"Is it because you know that it is impossible to grow old with her in the future, so you adopt this seemingly cold, but actually extremely affectionate approach?"

However, unlike Shen Gu now, Dongfang Yun never told her that Dongfang Yun left this world through the "special area" of the waterfall more than ten years ago. matter.

Lin Mumu felt that there should be two possibilities for this matter.

One possibility is that Dongfang Yun's reason for leaving was "he just wanted to leave this world that he thought was illusory", so he used that "very careless" approach to completely break up with Hua Feifei, not wanting to waste her future life.

Another possibility is that Dongfang Yun also faced the same situation as Shen Gu now.The difference is that he didn't tell her all about his "soon to die" like Shen Gu did this time!

As for the truth of this matter, even though Dongfang Yun's main body had left this world more than ten years ago, the avatar who stayed in this world before he left must have known about it.

Moreover, Lin Mumu also felt that if Shen Gu Future really chose to use a method similar to Dongfang Yun's in the past in order not to delay Su Ziqing's future.

That Dongfang Yun's "clone" left in this world may also basically guess Shen Gu's purpose for doing this through Dongfang Yun's previous similar behavior after the incident happened!

At this time, Shen Gu, who was asked by Lin Mumu, had closed his eyes and thought for a while, finally opened his eyes, and said with determination:
"It's really the only way to do it!"

"Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Even if she hates me for the rest of her life, it's better to find someone who can accompany her for the rest of her life after leaving me!"

(End of this chapter)