After the divorce, I started to transfer

After hanging up the phone, Chen Feng stood up from the sofa and said to the two women at the restaurant, "I have something to go out for." Then he took the car keys and went straight out.

Sun Xiaorui and Molly, who were still eating in the restaurant, looked at each other a little bit.

Molly asked: "Does he have other women outside?"

Sun Xiaorui nodded after a moment's hesitation.

Molly is now considered an ally, and there is basically no competitive relationship. It is impossible for Chen Feng to marry her. It is okay to reveal a little information about Chen Feng to her.

Molly shook her head slightly and said, "He is really a passionate man."

Sun Xiaorui smiled and said, "I thought you would call him a scumbag."

Molly shook her head again and said: "He told me about his affair from the beginning and didn't hide anything from me. He and I are willing to each other, as are you, and the same is true for his girlfriend. He didn't tell me anything about it. How can any of us be said to be a scumbag if he deliberately hides something and is always honest? He is just a little more sentimental."

After hearing what Molly said, Sun Xiaorui almost couldn't help but give the other party a thumbs up. Molly's ideological awareness was much higher than hers.

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Chen Feng drove and arrived at the single apartment where Shen Lin now rented in ten minutes. It was not far from the house they rented before, and even closer to her workplace.

The single apartment here is relatively high-end among its kind, the house is relatively new, and the access control and security environment are very good in all aspects. An outsider like Chen Feng does not have an access card and cannot pass the facial recognition system. It is difficult to get in. He must first contact the residents inside.

Of course, you can also bribe the security guard at the door, or pretend to be a courier, water or gas delivery person, or find a place to sneak in. This community is not a confidential unit, so it is certainly impossible to achieve complete security without blind spots.

But Chen Feng obviously didn't need to do that. He called Shen Lin directly at the gate.

The phone rang for a while but was not answered until it automatically hung up.

Chen Feng frowned slightly and called again.

After echoing for almost half a minute, the call finally connected.

"You... why did you call me?" Shen Lin's voice was hoarse.

Chen Feng told the truth: "Tang Yue called me and said that your situation was not very good and asked me to come and see you."

"...No need, I can handle my own affairs..."

Before she could finish speaking, Chen Feng interrupted: "I'm already at the gate of xx community. I'll ask the guard to contact you to confirm."

When Shen Lin heard that Chen Feng had arrived at the gate of her community, she couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and then she felt like she was crying. Her voice was choked, and she subconsciously said, "Okay."

Chen Feng hung up the phone without saying anything more, and then went over to talk to the guard in the booth. After receiving confirmation from Shen Lin through the intercom device, the guard let Chen Feng in.

A few minutes later, Chen Feng stood at the door of Shen Lin's rented house. Just as he was about to reach out and ring the doorbell, the door opened, and Shen Lin's bare face appeared in front of him.

In just a few minutes, of course Shen Lin didn't have time to put on makeup. She simply went to the bathroom to comb her hair and then immediately came to the door to wait.

However, even without makeup, her makeup is still very attractive. The main reason is that her skin is good, smooth and firm, and has no blemishes. She is the kind that many women envy.

After the two were silent for a few seconds, Shen Lin took the initiative and said, "Come in."

After saying that, she stepped aside.

Chen Feng didn't say anything, nodded and walked in.

Shen Lin closed the door first, then said to Chen Feng who was taking off his shoes at the entrance: "I don't have men's slippers here, why don't you make do with mine first."

Chen Feng then said: "No need."

Chen Feng took off his shoes without putting on her slippers, walked into the living room, and naturally sat down on the small sofa. There was no coffee table, only a small rectangular wooden table with some messy things on it. Things, mainly books, but also snacks, hair bands, rubber bands, curling irons, etc.

"Sorry, it was a bit confusing."

Seeing that Chen Feng noticed the small wooden table, Shen Lin immediately went to get a plastic bag and quickly swept everything on the table except books and snacks into the bag.

Then, she blushed slightly and asked Chen Feng: "What do you want to drink? Fanta or chrysanthemum tea?"

The two have lived together for many years, and she certainly knows that Chen Feng used to like to drink Fanta and chrysanthemum tea.

But now Chen Feng has changed both of his hobbies. He now wants to control his weight and must try to give up sugary drinks. In addition, he doesn't like drinking chrysanthemum tea very much anymore, or he basically doesn't like drinking tea now. , prefer drinking boiled water instead.

"Plain water." Chen Feng stated his request.

After Shen Lin was stunned for a moment, she nodded immediately: "Okay, wait a moment."

Not long after, Shen Lin brought two glasses of boiled water, one for each of them, and she naturally sat next to Chen Feng.

The single apartment she rented was limited in area. There was only a short sofa with two seats in the living room, and there were no other chairs or stools.

Chen Feng held the water glass and took a sip. It was just right in his mouth and not hot.

After Chen Feng took two more sips, he put down the water glass and asked directly: "What is your situation now?"

Shen Lin was holding the water glass in both hands, looking a little dazed. After hearing Chen Feng's question, she paused for a few seconds and then slowly asked, "Did Tang Yue tell you everything?"

Chen Feng nodded and said, "She said you were suffering from moderate depression and you were very depressed. You even took sick leave and didn't go to work. She also said that your illness was caused by me." Shen Lin was silent for a while before nodding. Said: "That's true."

Chen Feng sighed lightly and said, "I've told you everything I should have said before. Are you so unable to let go of me?"

Shen Lin shook her head and said calmly: "It's not that I can't let go of you, but that I can't let go of our relationship and marriage. I know that it will never happen again in my life."

Chen Feng frowned slightly and said, "Don't be so arbitrary. Although I admit that I am excellent, there are still many men in the world who are similar to or even better than me. When you find them, your second relationship and marriage will only will be happier."

"Now you have money and can be considered excellent, but what about before we divorced? You had no money and your job was not going well. Do you think you were excellent then? But I never gave up on our relationship when you were in the most difficult time. Relationships and marriage.”

Chen Feng glanced at her slightly and said in a calm tone: "Then do you think we were happy in the last two years we were together?"

Shen Lin fell silent immediately.

The two of them had been in a cold war for the last two years. Although they lived in the same house, they were no better than roommates. They couldn't speak to each other for several days, and they stayed in separate beds for more than a year.

Of course, it was Chen Feng who proposed sleeping in separate beds, but Shen Lin didn't object at the time.

In short, in the last two years, they were very depressed and unhappy with each other.

"Those two years were the most painful period for me. I never want to go back to that kind of life or that state in my life. This is the fundamental reason why I never want to get back together with you. I'm afraid. Once I was bitten by a snake for ten years I was afraid of well ropes, and those two years left a deep psychological shadow on me."

Shen Lin's tears started to fall down at some point, and they just fell into the water glass she was holding in her hands, causing a little ripple.

"I'm sorry..." Shen Lin said with a choked voice, "In those two years, I didn't put myself in your shoes and consider it carefully. I often complained about you and subjected you to cold violence. I can now understand your pessimistic and gloomy mood at that time. .”

Even though Chen Feng had sealed his heart and looked down upon the past affairs between the two of them as much as possible, his mood could not help but be touched by this scene.

A bad marriage can indeed bury a person and ruin a person's life.

Fortunately, everything is over. Fortunately, he walked out of that marriage, survived the desperate situation, and regained his life.

"You don't need to apologize." Chen Feng said with a sigh, "We all made mistakes at that time, and the biggest fault was mine. As a man, being unable to make money to support the family as your husband is the biggest original sin. You blame it for this. I'm normal, it's not your fault. And in the end, I took the initiative to file for divorce and ended our marriage completely. I am the biggest sin."

Shen Lin continued to cry silently and said nothing.

Chen Feng continued: "Our last two years have proved that we are not suitable to be a couple anymore, so why do you keep thinking about it?"

Shen Lin sobbed and said: "What about before the last two years? We were together for six or seven years, and only the last two years were not very happy. But before that, we had always lived well, and we loved each other, didn't we? ?”

Chen Feng shook his head and said: "You only remember the good first few years. What's the use? Many broken marriages were very happy at the beginning. The hard thing is to stay happy. As the saying goes, falling in love is easy. Stay safe. Since it has been proven that we cannot stay together until old age, then don’t try again, otherwise it will only hurt you more."

"...But I still want to try again!" Shen Lin suddenly turned to Chen Feng with a firm tone and said, "I hope you can give me a chance to start over. Just treat me as if I made a mistake before, and you will always Should I be given a chance to repent and make amends?"

Chen Feng was speechless and couldn't help but say: "Are you regretting it because I suddenly became rich and dated several women?"

Shen Lin was stunned and subconsciously wanted to deny it, but in the end she chose to tell the truth: "I admit that there are reasons for this. The reason why I fell in love with you in the first place was of course because I liked you, and the second reason was that I thought You are a potential stock. When you asked me why I wanted to marry you, a poor guy with no car, house, or money, that's what I answered you, saying that you are a potential stock and you will definitely be able to prosper in the future, and then I can follow. You are popular and drink spicy food. You also said at that time that when you become rich in the future, you will definitely buy me a car and a house so that I can have everything I want.

So, you are finally prosperous now, but we are already divorced. Of course I regret it. When you were poor, I went through hardships with you, but now that you are rich, you have nothing to do with me and cannot enjoy happiness with you. Do you think I can be willing to do this? Especially after knowing that you bought cars and houses for other women, of course I felt even more unbalanced. Did those women suffer with you when you were poor and downcast?

Of course, reluctance and regret are only one aspect. Another reason is that I find that I still can’t let go of our relationship and marriage. Every time I go on a blind date and have contact with other men, I always think of you and compare them with you, and then I feel dull. It's tasteless and I have no interest in those men anymore.

This proves that I still can't forget you in my heart. "

Chen Feng was silent this time. Her words forced him to admit that she was right.

He had been with Shen Lin for more than six years, nearly seven years. Even though Shen Lin had not suffered hardships with him, she certainly had not experienced many blessings.

First of all, they didn't have a wedding room when they got married, and they were basically married naked. This alone made it difficult for her to hold her head high in the workplace.

Her workplace is a public institution, which is well known for its good welfare and high social status. Most of the people there are also locals. Naturally, they look down on outsiders, let alone migrant workers who have no car, house or money. .

As for Shen Lin, who is beautiful, officially employed, and considered a local, she married a migrant worker like him. Not only her family and friends couldn't accept it, but her colleagues at her workplace would also think she was crazy.

This is something Chen Feng has always owed her.

Secondly, she almost severed ties with her parents in order to marry him. This is something that is difficult for most women to do. This shows that she was very determined to marry him and she really loved him.

Although he had given her more than a million "youth loss fees" before, this amount of money obviously could not make up for her efforts and sacrifices for him back then.

"I said so much, can you understand?"

After the two were silent for a while, Shen Lin asked again.

Chen Feng nodded slightly and said, "Of course I understand. You are right. You suffered a lot of grievances when you married me, and I owe you. If you are willing, I can buy you a car and a house now. Make up for it a little bit.”

Shen Lin reached out to wipe her tears, and then said firmly: "If you really feel that you owe me, give me a chance to compete fairly with the women you have now. Otherwise, you can give me more now If I don’t have enough money, I won’t feel happy, and I will always fall into a bad mental state of regret and unwillingness.”

Chen Feng smiled bitterly and said: "You are different from them. If I agree to your request, it will be disrespectful to you."

Shen Lin said bitterly: "If you disagree, you are disrespecting me and even insulting my personality. I am willing to compete fairly with them. If you still reject me, doesn't it mean that I am cheaper than them?" "

There was nothing wrong with this. Chen Feng could not refute it and could only remain silent again.

"Chen Feng, you were the one who initiated the divorce. I remember that I gave you a chance and gave you two months, but you refused. Is it too much for me to ask you to give me a chance now? Do you still want to Refuse again?"