20 years of restarting life

Chapter 2869 Zeng Hao's Distress

Zeng Hao's initial idea was to compromise, wait two years and then show Yan Na a fake infertility certificate and ask her to help keep the secret. He would then either allow them to divorce or have artificial insemination.

Although this is not fair to Yana, it is a reasonable stopgap measure.

However, the song "Those Years" sung by Zhao Changan in his smoky voice that day still devastated him. He decided to leave and find Qin Xiaolu, confront her with his problems, and ask her if she still wanted him.

When I arrived in Irvine, I met Qin Xiaolu, who had already switched to Western Digital.

In the golden autumn season of September, they were wearing loose and casual jeans. Although they were already an old couple when they were in college, they had sex day and night hundreds or thousands of times, and had tried all kinds of new and bold ways of playing and exploration.

However, Qin Xiaolu's pretty appearance, with her high ponytail, still looking slender, thin and pure, instantly overwhelmed Zeng Hao's mind and will, and he couldn't help but burst into tears.

When Qin Xiaolu saw him, she just said lightly, "I'm here." She took the travel bag from his hand naturally and took him to a single dormitory not far away. After entering the room, the two of them hugged each other and bit each other desperately without saying a word, and then began to have an in-depth communication with great enthusiasm.

The two had been separated for three years, and had been holding it in for three years. They were having a really passionate and happy time. After they were having a good time, Zeng Hao remembered that he had forgotten to confront her and ask her if she still wanted him.

Therefore, because Zeng Hao was greedy for this kind of passionate tenderness, he concealed this matter. Until the past two years, he felt more and more clearly the thorn buried in his wife's heart.

A few days ago, Qin Xiaolu called him and asked if he would go back to Los Angeles for Christmas. She also mentioned that Zhao Changan had advised her to have a child, but she scolded him harshly and told him not to meddle in other people's business.

Zeng Hao finally told the secret. He still remembers Qin Xiaolu's livid face.

Including this time when they went to Los Angeles to spend Christmas, the couple was still warm and in tune with each other, and successfully held a gathering of employees who stayed behind and in China at home. However, Zeng Hao played poker all night and did not enter the master bedroom where Qin Xiaolu had gone to bed until dawn.

He knew that Qin Xiaolu's face changed, not because he had this genetic defect, but because she was angry that he had been hiding it from her and broke up with her for this reason.

Although his intentions were noble, how could Qin Xiaolu appreciate his kindness? Zeng Hao knew that if he had made it clear before, Qin Xiaolu would choose to be with him, either not having the child or adopting one.

But I will never use another man's artificial insemination to get pregnant with another man's child.

This is also the reason why Zeng Hao made the painful decision to leave Qin Xiaolu. He could not selfishly let her lose the joy of being pregnant with his child and being a mother because of his own reasons.

Zeng Hao was so depressed that he could not help but stand up, walk to the cabinet, open it, and take out a bottle of Moutai. He was not too impatient to drink from the cup, but opened the bottle cap, put his mouth to the bottle mouth, tilted his neck back and drank at least three taels in one breath.

When he was a high school student, he was full of ambition and believed that through his hard work and research, he would be able to solve this difficult problem that even the experts were helpless to solve. He even became a world-famous scientist and won the Nobel Prize because of this.

However, I was admitted to a medical university ranked among the top five in the country, and was selected into the major of genetics as I wished.

As he studied the courses and gained deeper knowledge, he sadly realized his own ignorance and insignificance.

From then on, I relied on alcohol to suppress the fire in my heart.

Moreover, as time passed, his alcohol tolerance increased. After breaking up with Qin Xiaolu, he could not fall asleep without drinking two or three taels of strong liquor every night, especially Maotai, which he loved.

Maotai was like a line of fire flowing down his body. Tonight, Zhao Changan treated everyone to a meal. At Li Xin's suggestion, they drank red wine. The bland red wine had no taste in his mouth. It was still Maotai, a strong liquor, that was more enjoyable. Zeng Hao returned to the sofa and sat down, feeling the comfort of the wine fermenting in his body.

At this time, his cell phone lit up. It was Qin Xiaolu's call.

"Hey,"

Zeng Hao glanced at the time. He knew Qin Xiaolu was much busier than him at this moment, so he asked with concern, "Are you done?"

"No, I'm really sleepy. I'm going to walk outside. It's really cold."

Qin Xiaolu's voice was as bright as ever, just like the thin, crystal clear ice that crackles in a creek in late winter and early spring, pleasant to the ear and refreshing to the ear. However, on this winter night, it seemed a little chilly.

However, Zeng Hao had known her for so many years, and his understanding of her could be said to be even better than his understanding of himself. He still heard a little bit of light-heartedness and joy in Qin Xiaolu's words.

This little playfulness was also the beginning of his meeting her in college, noticing her, and their deep love.

So Zeng Hao knew that Qin Xiaolu should be in a good mood. Knowing that the woman he loved was happy, he felt happy too. A smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and the pressure and depression in his heart suddenly dissipated.

This is the benefit of expressing beautiful things between people in love. It can always inadvertently greatly reduce or even eliminate the other person's stress.

"Don't stay outside for too long when it's cold, drink less strong coffee and smoke less, there's always more work to do, you have to rest when you need to."

"I know. I have quit smoking now."

"Why did you think of quitting smoking? I mean it's good, but it's a bit unexpected."

"Zeng Hao,"

Qin Xiaolu paused there and said, "I've come to my senses these days. We have to have a child. I used to prefer adoption, but it's hard for your parents to accept. You also said that if I choose this, your mother will be very sad. She is in poor health, with high blood pressure, severe venous thrombosis, cerebral infarction, and diabetes that has spread to her legs. She dare not go out this winter."

Zeng Hao was silent for a while, and said with deep apology: "Lulu, I'm sorry."

If he and Qin Xiaolu choose to adopt, then not only will he deprive Qin Xiaolu of the right to become a real mother, but his mother will also suffer. His father, a man who has been strong all his life, will also suffer the same pain.

A few years ago, Zeng Hao's mother told his father that he could go out and be with some decent women and give birth to healthy children, or even take the initiative to divorce.

As a result, his father got furious and the matter was never mentioned again.

There is another reason to do this. You have to know that many of his relatives have moved to Los Angeles and live in the same community.

So no matter how you look at it, adoption is the worst idea. Zeng Hao would rather not take care of the baby and say that he doesn't want to have a child for the time being than tear his face into pieces like this.