June is our farewell song

Chapter 235 Application for Retirement
At night, I dreamed about the past.

Everyone sat on the grass behind the observatory and looked at the stars.

...I don't know why I dreamed of these.

Always feel a dull pain in the knee.

During recess, taking advantage of eye exercises, Gu Yuan lifted up his trouser legs when he went to the bathroom, only to find that his knees were slightly bluish-purple. He touched them lightly with his hands, and the dull pain came again.It's always been like this during this time, obviously I didn't do anything, but it seemed like I was injured.

The dense broken emotions welled up from the bottom of his heart, Gu Yuan couldn't tell what kind of emotions they were, he only knew that they were very good at taking advantage of loopholes, as long as his heart was a little loose, those emotions would come rushing in.

Those bold words that I said to Qing Si on the rooftop yesterday...that was a possibility that I hadn't seriously considered... To be honest, even if I wanted to keep going, in terms of general rationality, the average senior high school student would not There is so much time to write things that have nothing to do with exams.

How much weight does he have, will there be any future if he persists, and what will be the consequences if he continues to choose a path that is not suitable for him-he has considered it countless times before.

He turned on the faucet, took a handful of water, and wiped his face from top to bottom. His chaotic brain suddenly became clearer, but his chest was still congested.

Besieged by inexplicable emotions, even if I suppress them when I only see the corners, I always feel that sooner or later I will lose to them. Surrounded by such a sense of crisis, I keep giving myself psychological hints to "be a strong person" , repeating this to myself in general over and over again.His eyes became firmer, but his heart was empty.What is it that hides deep in my heart?I really want to take out my heart to have a look like the aloe in the lotus lamp, but I feel that it is better not to know.

"It's fine now."

——I don’t know if this is a kind of powerless and helpless compromise.

Apart from his knees, Gu Yuan has other problems.

Earlier, Chi Yu was told to keep warm and avoid catching a cold when the autumn season changed, but it turned out that she was the one who became dizzy first.

I don't know if he was hallucinating due to overwork. Recently, he always felt that someone nearby was watching him, and he could always faintly hear singing.

After finally falling asleep, he still had a dream. When he saw his dark circles in the mirror, Gu Yuan couldn't help but sighed.

At this time, a few boys came in together with playful smiles on their faces. Gu Yuan cast a glance at them, turned off the faucet, and returned to the classroom.

The eye exercises were still going on, everyone was sitting in their seats, not wanting to attract attention, so Gu Yuan went around the back door and entered the classroom.Sweeping his gaze around slightly, he saw the last table in the row by the window, Gao Lian in the back seat was exaggeratingly squeezing the Jingming acupoint, but his eyes completely drifted out of the window, a brightly colored Bird stood on the window sill outside, his head deftly looking left and right.

And Qi Yu, who was drawing a blackboard newspaper behind him, fiddled with the end of the chalk in his hand a few times, tilted his head and glanced at him, saw the dark circles on his face, his eyes flickered slightly, and coughed a few times , but also did not speak.

When he walked back to his seat, he glanced at Feng Ziqiu. The boy was flipping through the English weekly newspaper that had just been sent out, holding a can of energy drink in his hand. Sensing his gaze, the boy measured his head and met his gaze. , kind, but tired.

"Oh, by the way, if I remember correctly, the moon appreciation gathering, that is, tomorrow, seems to be Qingsi's birthday, right?"

When get out of class was over, Gu Yuan flipped through the calendar, then turned to ask Qi Yu beside him.

"Huh? Tomorrow? Let me see, ah, really!"

"...Hey, how can you forget, aren't you her best friend?"

"I... Oh, there have been too many things recently, and I haven't even celebrated my own birthday."

"...Why didn't it happen, didn't I even give you a gift."

"A small cake bought in the school supermarket is also a gift?"

"...It's fine if you don't like it, then you give me back my birthday wishes."

"Hmph, but to be honest, it turned out to be Qingsi's birthday...but that day...wow..."

"What happened that day?"

Seeing Qi Yu lying on the table with his head in pain, scratching his ears, Gu Yuan was a little puzzled.

"No, it's nothing." Qi Yu sat up again, "I just feel that time is a little tight, we should give her a good celebration."

"Isn't there a moon appreciation party going to be held?"

"What do you know, birthdays are about surprises and unexpected gifts. It's about leaving her with a sudden, beautiful and deep memory, and...it happens to be her 17th birthday, and this is her last birthday before Now, you have to live well."

"...Why do I feel that you are pointing fingers and scolding Huai Huai?" Gu Yuan glanced at her, and said with some guilt, "You are not angry because I only gave you a small cake that day, I feel guilty now, It was also your 17th birthday..."

"Huh? Blame you? No, I didn't plan to celebrate it myself. And you didn't celebrate your birthday before, but Qingsi's birthday is different."

"Treating differently like this? You don't... like her, do you?"

Before she finished speaking, she received a heavy kick on the shin of her calf. This girl was wearing Converse sneakers today, and the soles of her feet felt like a horse's hoof fell, and the kick was very painful.

"Hiss—just kidding, it won't be..."

"Hmph, so, let's go to the commercial street to choose gifts together tonight?"

"Tonight? It's almost ten o'clock after the end of evening self-study, and don't you live on campus?"

"Tomorrow is the rally, how long do you want to wait? Besides, I haven't lived on campus since the beginning of this semester, don't you too? I can see you at the school gate almost every day?"

"Oh... oh... why didn't I notice..."

"Because you are a fool, your eyes only know to look forward."

"Ha ha……"

"Then it's settled~ Well... Sisi's birthday, what should I get~"

Things seemed to be developing in an unexpected direction, but the relationship between the two was surprisingly good. It seemed that they had been very close since the first time they met. Although Qi Yu was clinging to Liu Qingsi most of the time, Qing Si, who loves to answer and even avoids others, has never shown any resistance to Qi Yu.If it were someone else, I'm afraid she would have fled long ago... Could it be that Qing Si is really...

"What are you thinking?"

"No, I didn't think about anything. I was also thinking about what gift to give."

"……suspicious."

Qi Yu gave her a suspicious look.

"Hahaha……"

Recently, I really like to think wildly, where did I think of it...

Gu Yuan patted his head, in front of his temples, the left and right sides of his forehead always had a dull pain.

"Ahem, okay, everyone look over here, I have a few words to say."

As soon as the bell for evening self-study ended, Chen Ge walked into the classroom, went to the podium and rapped on the table with his knuckles, attracting the attention of the students.

"You guys, you don't need me to remind you every time."

"Two weeks later there will be a new simulated unified examination for the two cities. Of course, it is not a big exam, and it will not affect anything. The core purpose is to test everyone's current level, and to help everyone find out in the process of a round of system review. Questions, looking for opportunities for self-positioning. I hope to realize that the exam is to help everyone, not to squeeze everyone. Some of you push yourself too hard. You must know that hard work is only one aspect. , If you break down your body before the college entrance examination, what should you do then? So, I hope everyone can combine work and rest. It will be the weekend soon, and enough rest is the key to persist in completing this long-distance running. "

"..."

Ordinary teachers' speeches before the end of school in the third year of high school are all about encouraging and encouraging words, and by the way show their sense of presence, but Chen Ge is talking about letting them rest more, what a strange guy.

"Oh, by the way, Gu Yuan, Qi Yu, you two come over here, go to my office, I have something to tell you, the others can leave, after school."

"Ah? But..."

Gu Yuan glanced at Qi Yu, Chen Ge had already walked out of the classroom after the girl spoke halfway, so she could only suppress her complaining grunt in her stomach, and silently packed her schoolbag.

"You two, are there any troubles recently?"

"Huh? No..."

Gu Yuan shook his head and looked at Qi Yu by the way.

"I feel a little out of shape. In every aspect, Gu Yuan, I told you about the last competition. Don't think about it after it's over. Focus on the new things you're about to face. Also, don’t be too hasty, what I said in the classroom just now is also for you, look at your dark circles, you usually stay up all night.” Chen Ge looked at him and continued, “What you need most right now is Recognize yourself, find out the problem, and don't worry too much about the test scores."

"Yes……"

"As for you, Qi Yu, are you distracted by something?" Chen Ge turned his head to look at the girl, "Can I help?"

"..." Qi Yu shook his head, wondering if she was saying "no distraction" or "you can't help"

"I probably know a little bit, but I hope you will think about it carefully. If you have any questions, you can come to me at any time. Well, it's late, so that's it, you can go."

"Goodbye, Teacher Chen."

The two walked out of the office with their schoolbags on their backs.

Only Chen Ge was left sitting there alone.

"This girl... Should I say that you are infinitely youthful, or what..."

His eyes fell back to the computer screen, and there was a document on it, with the title at the top:

"Resignation Application"

(End of this chapter)