June is our farewell song

Chapter 241 Malice ([-])

After coming out of Gu Yuan's house, she walked forward with her head sullen and holding an umbrella. The girl who didn't even bother to say goodbye walked northward along the street for a while, and when she got on the bus, she suddenly found a boy standing behind her with her hands in her arms. In the pocket, a loose look.The look looks familiar, oh, she remembered, it was Yang Hao who nearly punished Gu Yuan that time.

It should just be on the way, Qi Yu didn't care too much about the other party, nor did he have the desire to say hello to the other party, he lowered his head and swiped his phone, but after a while, he couldn't help but look back before getting off the car, and there was no trace of the boy, I didn't feel much about what was expected, but... I couldn't help but sighed softly.

Since when?
Everything is done by one person, and it gradually becomes a situation of "one person is absolutely fine". Everyone is like this, busy with their own affairs, always smiling and saying to others "It's okay, I can handle it", even if it's hard, it seems Lost ground to complain.

That's great, isn't it?

Even if you tell yourself like this, in the dead of night, the villain in your heart will still be lonely to the point of dejection.

Rather than saying that the only clear wish in recent years is to form a band of his own, it is better to say... Apart from this seemingly whimsical wish, Qi Yu can't find anything else to strengthen his heart.This world is slowly tilting in the process of growing day by day. If you don't grasp something, it seems that you will fall into the endless dark abyss.Because there is always such uneasiness, I have to hold on to the only straw.

But now, this desire seems to be forcing himself and his friends to go further and further away...

The coolness in the heart, like the water droplets dyed between the title pages, slowly soaks away.

The face and hands are also cool.

"Ah, I'm sorry." A careless voice rang in my ear.

Qi Yu raised his head, the gray-white sky was glowing light red, and countless translucent raindrops quickly fell from his eyes in the breeze.The warm yellow light softens the night of the city. The continuous flow of vehicles on the street and the oncoming crowd are silent in the falling rain, and the pupils are filled with such a beautiful world.

In the next second, a black umbrella came into view.

"I have the habit of turning the umbrella. I didn't see anyone next to me just now. I'm sorry." Yang Hao retracted the hand holding the umbrella handle to his side, lowered his gaze slightly, and turned his head to look at Qi Yu with a smile, "Hey , are you Qi Yu? I saw you on the bus just now, and you also got off at this stop? What a coincidence."

"You don't seem to be in a good mood. Do you want to eat something? In such a cold day, eating something sweet will make you feel better." As he spoke, Yang Hao raised his other hand, holding a beautifully packaged Qi Yu recognized it at a glance. It was the popular dessert shop in the city center. Not only did it taste good, but the desserts they made were particularly beautiful and suitable for taking pictures.

"……I'm not hungry."

Although he said so on his mouth, his stomach let out a very uncooperative "grunt".

Because I have been worrying about that guy since last night, it is almost eight o'clock now, and I haven't eaten lunch or dinner today. It would be a lie to say that I am not hungry.

"Eat it, take it as a gift from me to apologize to you." Yang Hao quickly put his hand back into his trouser pocket as if he was afraid of the cold, raised his gaze a little, turned to look at the other side of the sidewalk, and only Looking at her from the corner of the eye, "Are you going there?"

"Wow...huh?"

When Qi Yu opened it, he felt the rising aroma, and his saliva suddenly became more drooling. He heard the boy's question just after taking a sip, and raised his head to look in the direction of the other party's line of sight - "Yiming Piano".

"Well, yes. How do you know?"

Qi Yu was vigilant, although she took the other party's things, deep down she was still wary of the boy in front of her.

"The news that you want to form a band has been spread in the school for a long time. It's not strange if you know it, but it's strange if you don't know it."

The line of the neck seemed to be drawn with a pencil. Yang Hao, who was wearing a black and white striped sweater and brown trousers, had lazy eyes, an indifferent smile on the corner of his mouth, and the expression on his face was as light as ever.

At first glance, he looks like a bad guy... Qi Yu thought so, and bit down on the warm egg yolk bun.

With the sweet and creamy sweet egg yolk spreading in the mouth, no matter what, the girl who was immersed in loneliness a second ago felt warm in her arms under the effect of sugar-coated cannonballs.

Standing under the streetlight next to the bus stop, Qi Yu took the snacks bought by the boys and ate them dully with his head down.

Neither said a word to each other.

It didn't take long, but it felt extremely long.

"Are you angry?" After a while, Yang Hao asked.

Perhaps it was because there was not much concern in his tone, which made this kind of inquiry seem like "charity" and "gossip" to Qi Yu, and he was a little shy to let others see his inner thoughts. Gu Yuan was so angry.But what do those things have to do with this guy in front of you? Why do you guess at your own mind? Am I familiar with you?
"Don't make self-righteous judgments." The girl argued angrily, "I'm not angry because of anyone."

"Because the other party doesn't appreciate it, so you become angry from embarrassment?"

This guy Yang Hao...

The previous warmth disappeared, Qi Yu glared at him viciously:
"Yeah, so what, I was clearly concerned about him, but in the end I said something like 'don't worry at all, it doesn't matter, I'll go back to class on Monday anyway, so why be so nervous' or something like that. What a bastard. ...Who will worry about him being a bit of a bitch next time, okay? Anyway, I will never do such a stupid thing again. "

Lost in the competition, although the final results were passable, but did not achieve the desired results, the hard work of more than two years was not in vain but did not get a good return.

It took me a long time to confess to my best friend Liu Qingsi when I applied for quitting the company, and I received complete understanding and support immediately.

In band training, I am only a senior in high school. I try my best to complete the homework assigned by the teacher every day with quality and quantity, and find time to practice. The teacher does not support, the family does not understand, and no one understands my hard work, because I choose it on my own initiative. This way, so even if you cry, you have to stick to it.

There is also Feng Ziqiu, that pig head, because of what happened at home, he feels inferior and is unwilling to speak out his true thoughts. He is more and more closed in his heart, anxious to see but can't directly pierce it, in order to protect his poor "self-esteem" ", can only let him continue to torture him and himself.

When you are lost, when you are sad, when you are helpless, when you are wronged, when you want to cry.

I don’t even have the chance to call my mother coquettishly, and then throw myself into a warm embrace to seek comfort. I don’t dare to say what I did wrong. I will also be vulnerable, tired and hurt, but I don't have the opportunity and timing to show it.

Always hiding, always pretending, always wanting to mess around.

I don't know what I want, and I don't know how to do it right.

Sometimes I wonder why I am Qi Yu, even a nameless grass, or a stray cat or dog on the street, seems to be more relaxed and free than the current self.

Willful and sensitive, pessimistic and easily hurt.

Even if you know yourself better than anyone else, you can't save yourself.

All the way to the present, what have you got?What did you miss?I can't figure it out at all.

His lips were bitten sourly, and the Liuxin Custard Bun also lost its sweet smell. Qi Yu sullenly stopped talking to Yang Hao, and hurried forward on his own, but was grabbed by the shoulder and pulled live.

"What are you doing?!" Qi Yu glared at him angrily, and his whole body became like a defensive kitten, "I don't know you well, so why should I tell you my heart and soul? You want to hear gossip?" You want to hear a joke, right? You have found the wrong person!"

The moment he said the words, Qi Yu felt a little regretful, but there was no displeasure flashing in the eyes of the boy in his sight. After being scolded so unreasonably, he was not angry but still smiled. Qi Yu felt that he had read it wrong. , but the volume was involuntarily lowered.

"You misunderstood, where you go has nothing to do with me, and I didn't mean to stop you, but you just said that you were going to the piano shop, it seems to be... here?"

Qi Yu was stunned for a moment, then he recovered his senses and looked around, only to realize that he was going in the wrong direction, and he felt ashamed and ashamed immediately.

"Did I do it on purpose?"

"But this road is a one-way street. If you want to go around, you have to walk for at least 10 minutes."

"That's none of your business."

"Who says it's none of my business." Yang Hao looked into Qi Yu's eyes and suddenly grinned, "If I say I want to join your band, what do you think?"

"……what?"

(End of this chapter)