June is our farewell song

Chapter 245 Malice (Part [-])

It was not five o'clock when I woke up the next day.

It's not yet dawn, even if you arrive at school at this time, you can't get in, and it's impossible to lie down and fall asleep again. Why don't you go to the riverside, go to the shoe cabinet to change your shoes, and come out. Yuan shrunk his neck into his collar. In the cold weather, without gloves, he had to rub his hands and put them in his pockets.

It was still dusk, and there were no pedestrians on the street, probably still immersed in sleep and not waking up.At this time last year, Gu Yuan could sleep well every day, that is, Qi Yu and the others were busy rehearsing the play, although they were busy, they had no worries. This year is completely different, not busy at all, but very worried.

It will be fine after the third year of high school, Gu Yuan thought about moving forward.

It rained last night, and the soaked dirt road was very slippery. It was impossible to cross to reduce the distance, for fear of slipping and falling into an invisible ditch. Gu Yuan walked around the nearby path. After passing through a forest with sparse branches and leaves, he walked Arrived near the familiar big rock.The bare boulders are inlaid on the edge of the mountain wall.The stone has not changed since the first time he found it, and no matter how their lives change, it always remains the same as when they first met.

Sitting on the stone for a while, the sky gradually lit up, as if someone had put a layer of pink on the light blue sky, and there were countless golden lights hidden under the pink.Suddenly, as if there was a noise, the pink clouds were washed away, and the sky suddenly opened up.A round of vermilion sun slowly climbed up from the sky, and the sky was filled with rays of light in an instant. At this time, the dew that had accumulated on the branches and leaves all night lost its balance and fell, wetting his hair.

Gu Yuan felt both angry and funny, then the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly dissipated, and his eyes lost their luster.He suddenly remembered that early morning a few years ago, he was sitting here alone watching the sun rise slowly, tasting the loneliness he had never experienced before.Even though it has been so long, there will be no other emotions for that person, but...

Recalling some parts of that day still makes me sad.

Every time I think of the day when I broke up with Lu Siyao, I feel that my memory is in chaos. Everything happened too fast, too many stories happened in just ten minutes, so every time I try to get close to those fragments, I get a terrible headache , so he has been avoiding to think about the things about that day, and now he feels the situation, and some fragments that he can't grasp usually emerge slowly by themselves.

The results of the mock exam in the third year of junior high school were not very satisfactory, and Gu Yuan, who came out of the office after being educated by the class teacher and grade teacher, was a little depressed.Since school has been over for a while, there are not many people on the campus of Dongyang Middle School. On the way back to the classroom, he saw Ye Jun who was packing up on the basketball court. When he came out with his schoolbag on his back, he found that he did not go through the front door as usual. , but went to the back door.

Feeling strange in his heart, and because he didn't see Lu Siyao, Gu Yuan quickly went downstairs to follow him, but after leaving the school gate, he turned around twice and couldn't find Ye Jun, instead he heard someone talking in the alley by the side of the road , Leaning over, I found that two gangsters blocked a girl wearing Dongyang school uniform in a dead end. The girl huddled in the innermost part of the alley and squatted on the ground restlessly. At that time, she didn't think too much about it. He opened his legs and rushed up.

"It's okay, you go first."

"……Um……"

Although the distance was very close, the girl kept her head down and the alley was very dark, so Gu Yuan couldn't see her face clearly in the twilight.

"They are running towards the east, and if you go west, they will not be able to catch up even if they want to." Gu Yuan's right hand was holding a section of the utility knife blade, and the wound on the palm of his hand was soaked in blood, "I'll wait here for a while, If they come back, I can help you stop."

As soon as the words fell, Ye Jun came running from another direction, followed by another boy, and when he saw him standing in front of the girl, he punched him in the face without saying a word, which made the girl run away in fright.After being beaten for no reason, coupled with the long-standing grievances with Ye Jun, Gu Yuan, who was in a bad mood, was instantly ignited the powder keg. He snorted coldly, swung his arms violently, and made a "snap" sound. It also punched Ye Jun on the nose, and at the same time the blade in his hand slipped out, drawing a deep bloodstain on the palm of his hand.

The blood in the palm of his hand seeped out from between his fingers, leaving a deep red mark on Ye Jun's face.

Lu Siyao, who just happened to appear between the two, stood by Ye Jun without hesitation, did not ask the cause and effect, but directly blamed all the faults on him.

Ye Jun's contemptuous and mocking smile appeared in front of his eyes again, a cold feeling surged from the deepest part of his heart, the bone-piercing cold penetrated deep into the innermost part of his life.Whenever I recall it, it seems to fall into the endless deep sea, almost suffocating.

Sitting by the riverside watching the sunrise alone again, Gu Yuan sank into memories and lost strength in his hands and feet.

Until someone pats him on the shoulder and brings him back to reality.

"Why are you here?" A familiar soft voice came from beside my ear.

It is an interrogative tone that does not need to be answered.

Gu Yuan turned his head slowly, and saw Lu Siyao who appeared beside him wrapped in a down jacket.

The boy looked lifeless, which made the girl hesitate for a few seconds.

"That kind of face thought you were told that you had an incurable disease." The girl said as she came out along the path and walked to the entrance of the park. "It turned out to be pale because I didn't sleep well,"

"Otherwise, I wouldn't have come here so early to watch the sunrise. I've been tormented so hard recently, and it's not you who is in pain. How could you understand." Gu Yuan pursed his lips, "So what about you? Why are you here? ?”

Reminiscent of the phone call last night, the girl who was outside alone in the middle of the night appeared in the park again this morning, and obviously didn't get a good night's sleep, so Lu Siyao's answer was completely expected.

"I couldn't sleep, and it was too early to go to school, so I went out for a walk, thinking about watching the sunrise after the rain, and then I ran into you."

The girl glanced at the boy who was still a little depressed, "I have already experienced the painful thing, why should I seek a consensus on the pain. Whether it hurts or not, how much it hurts, other people don't understand this kind of thing at all." important."

Every word is settled in my heart.

Gu Yuan turned his head in surprise, looking at the girl's side face.

And Lu Siyao continued to look at the receding night in the sky ahead, with a nonchalant expression on his face.

A lot of things I wanted to say flashed through my mind, but when the words came out, they turned into: "Where did you go last night?"

"Go to the hospital."

Turning his head a little, his eyes fell on the girl's body, her face was rosy, and her breath was long.

"Hospital?"

"Ah."

"you are sick?"

The girl didn't shake her head or nod, she just shrugged.

From her expression, Gu Yuan thought that it was probably gone.

"If you're not sick, why go to the hospital alone so late?" Gu Yuan's tone was completely devoid of sympathy, "Don't go to the hospital if you have nothing to do, even if you don't get infected with germs, you won't be infected with those sad and sad breaths. will become unlucky."

"Thinking wildly." Unexpectedly, the girl nodded, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, "But I won't go there in the future."

Although the number of people on the bus is not as high as that of the rush hour, the seats are also full, and a subtle distance is maintained between the two of them. The bus enters the tunnel, the air rubs against the glass and makes a hissing sound, and the sound of advertisements is played on the TV screen , the voices of the passengers answering the phone in the carriage, the voices of chatting, and the sound of the other party's steady breathing poured into the eardrums together, there is a feeling of familiarity and strangeness.

"What did you do in the hospital yesterday?" Feeling that it was too embarrassing to stand face to face without saying a word, Gu Yuan broke the silence first.

"I went to see someone."

"Looking at people?" This answer was completely unexpected for Gu Yuan, "Who?"

"I said yesterday that I won't tell you."

"Could it be Ye Jun?" Gu Yuan casually said an unlikely name. He was still struggling with what happened just now, and the words blurted out before he felt it was inappropriate. Mentioning this name at this moment... Gu Yuan's mind flashed the cold expression of Lu Siyao when he stood between himself and Ye Jun a few years ago.

Carefully glanced at the girl, there was no ups and downs in her expression, presumably she didn't care, Gu Yuan heaved a sigh of relief.

Unexpectedly, about ten seconds later, the girl's answer exceeded his expectations again.

"Yes, it's Ye Jun."

"Um... eh? How... how come?"

"It's been a while. I know I should see him once, but only once."

Gu Yuan was still a little confused.

"Wait, this..."

"Don't ask, it has nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with me now."

The bus stopped by the platform, and the radio announced the sound of arriving at XX station.

The passenger flow in the car changed, only this small area fell into a static atmosphere.

The two just looked at each other and fell into silence.Gu Yuan looked at Lu Siyao strangely, and when the eyes met, the girl subconsciously avoided her. There was a moment of confusion in her eyes, as if she was also surprised by what he said just now, and she bit her lip lightly.

"I go first."

As if trying to escape something, Lu Siyao suddenly turned around and ran out of the car at the last second before the door closed.

Gu Yuan stared at her outside the car window with wide eyes, his pupils filled with mist were bottomless, both shallow and deep.

The bus restarted, and a shadow covered it. An elderly woman glanced slowly at the inside of the car, and then reached out tremblingly to grab the handrail beside her. Gu Yuan took a step back, giving way to her. Walking space, when he found a place to stand still, Lu Siyao could no longer be seen outside the window.

The heart of his right hand hurt a little from being scratched by his nails, it seemed that the wounds that had healed were aching.

Thinking I've become different, when in fact I haven't at all.

In three years, I have not grown into a strong and brave self, stingy, very, very stingy, remembering hatred and clinging to the past, and duplicity...

At this moment, everything is clearly exposed in front of my eyes.

Terrible.

(End of this chapter)