June is our farewell song

Chapter 252 Pure Black Art Festival ([-])

"I just asked casually." Gu Yuan held the chopsticks in his right hand and swayed slightly in mid-air, considering his vocabulary, "Of course it's not that I don't care about what you mean, but if you don't want to say it or it will make you feel sad if you say it, I You don’t have to ask. After all, it’s a private matter between you two.”

"……Um."

"Then...do you want to talk?"

"Of course... just like what I told you last time, there is actually nothing you can't say about me." Qi Yu lowered his eyelids slightly, looking at the boiling soup pot, "You know he and I were neighbors when we were young Right?"

Gu Yuan nodded.

"Actually, because of my parents, I was very timid. I didn't dare to turn off the lights when I went to bed at night, and I almost never encountered any good things. Even picking up money on the road never happened. No."

"..."

"Hey, what's your expression?"

"No, you continue."

"I'm often viewed in a different light by others. I have a lot of ideas, but I'm always worried that I can't do it well, and I care about other people's eyes. Although you say that I'm the kind who asks for troubles, I don't think about it at all. Way." Qi Yu tilted his head, looking at the crystal chandelier on one side, "Probably because I have a tough personality, and none of the boys I met really liked me. Since I was a child, I have always been able to talk There is only that idiot Ziqiu, so he is probably my only friend."

"Is it only him..." Gu Yuan lowered his head and whispered.

"You know, the life of a girl without a mother since she was a child is boring and gloomy. Although there is no major sadness of life and death like in TV dramas, the small troubles have never stopped. For a while, I was isolated by my classmates. People are comforting, so I am very... very desperate. I desperately want to find the bright spot in my life, but it is difficult to find it. Thinking that my future life will continue to be so bleak, I just..."

"However, when Dad puts money in my pocket every time I go out to play, when the weather is nice enough to go to school with that guy, and afterward, with everyone, and of course, you, every day The first time she was arguing with me... I felt that I still had a chance to be happy."

"When the weather is fine... with him? So... what happened next?"

"I was at the same table with him when we were in junior high school. That should have been the closest period of time between us, but shortly after the beginning of the third year of junior high school, he suddenly moved, and he didn't tell me in advance. I couldn't find anyone else that morning. , Seeing that I was about to be late, I ran to his house to look for him, but I only saw an empty house. I ran to school like crazy, and I didn’t see anyone else on my seat. After that, he didn’t come for several days School."

"I didn't know anything at the time. I just felt that I was abandoned, and I didn't have any other friends. I just sat in a daze by myself every day, and my life was a mess. After a week like this, he came back suddenly. I asked What happened to him, he only said that he moved, and refused to say anything else. Later I learned from other people that something happened to his family."

"misfortune?"

"Well, we haven't been neighbors since then, and we can't...go to school together anymore."

The change of needing to move, Gu Yuan turned around in his mind. The community where Qi Yu’s house is located is a high-end residential area in the city, which is not affordable for ordinary people. The above reasons.

"In just one night, it seemed as if there was a lot of distance between us... all of a sudden. He became silent and talked less. Sometimes when we met him outside the school and called him, he would pretend not to see and turn his head. Go away. I really want to be close to him, I want to talk to him, I want to care about him like before-but, I often can’t say a word. Moreover, he doesn’t take the initiative to find me anymore, even though we are still at the same table , even though we are sitting next to each other, it seems like there is an invisible barrier between us."

"Obviously it's only been a week, but I feel that the person sitting next to me in the classroom... has become another person, a complete stranger, and the part of the relationship between me and him Special, also seems... never to be found again. There seems to be no place for me in his life anymore, only study, I watch him drink cans of coffee, then energy drinks, and finally It is anti-fatigue medicine. He often only sleeps three or four hours a day for a month. I was very angry and worried, so I secretly hid the refreshing drink he bought. After he found out, he lost his temper with me. Said some... nasty things."

"It was about the time of winter vacation. I remember that the final exam was not long after the day after the quarrel. When the new semester started after the new year, I went back to school and found that he had transferred his position to the last row. And the seat next to me became vacant. After that, we never spoke a word again, not until the senior high school entrance examination.”

Gu Yuan thought of the strange atmosphere when she and Feng Ziqiu were in the same room when she first met Qi Yu, so it was like this, so it was like this.

"But then it wasn't... everyone got along well together...and you still..."

"When I was in high school, I was still in the same class. I didn't see people looking up when I looked down. And after I joined the literature club, it might be because of everyone, or it might be because of... Sister Zifeng... In short, I can speak slowly again, and I can To participate in activities together, although he is no longer my tablemate, but replaced by you, an annoying guy, but the new life makes me feel that everything is changing, so I thought, we will be able to soon become like before.”

Qi Yu stopped, Gu Yuan saw that the water in the pot was almost boiled dry, and silently reached out his hand to turn off the switch of the induction cooker.

"and after?"

"Eh?"

"Later, he wrote me a letter, which explained the reasons for his change in junior high school, and said sorry to me, and he said that he didn't want to do that either, but he had no other choice but to go all the way to the dark, There is light at the end of the road to gamble."

"That's the letter... So, what did you write in your reply to him?"

"I didn't write anything, just some whining words."

There were only some complaining words in the letter encrypted with singing voice, Gu Yuan didn't believe this answer, but the girl didn't want to tell the truth, so he couldn't do anything about it.

"Then... what's going on now?"

"He's started again now... I don't know exactly what happened, but he looks exactly the same as that time. So, I think, it must be his family again... I saw him alone after the show today After that, I never saw him again." Qi Yu looked up at him, "I don't know what to do, just like three years ago, I feel like I can't do anything... It's boring to stay at home alone, and I don't know where to go, after thinking about it, I came to you."

Qi Yu looked at him, this boy named Gu Yuan, in the past two years or so, those little details about him have gradually become a habit.Although he always said disgusting words on his mouth, he never actually refused anything from her.When getting along with him, it seems that you don't need to think about what you need to think about when you are with others, you only need to be pure and sincere.

So gradually get used to him.

Become Best Friend.

When you are at a loss, you can go to his house to cook hot pot with the ingredients, and say something that is irrelevant and has no focus. I don’t know if I have expressed what I want to say clearly, but at least I can express everything I want to say. When I said it, it suddenly became easier.

The boy on the opposite side was silent in his broken words.

All I saw was that he picked up the boiling kettle at hand, filled the pot with water, then reached out and touched in the plastic bag, found the remaining pack of bottom material, poured it in, and turned on the switch of the induction cooker.So the heat started to rise again, and the pot was bubbling and bubbling.

Having said all the words he could think of, facing the silence, Qi Yu couldn't help sighing:

"Anyway, on a night like this, sitting together and cooking hot pot doesn't seem so lonely."

Hearing her sigh of vicissitudes, Gu Yuan couldn't help laughing.

"What are you laughing at!"

"It's nothing, I just feel that you have finally spoken out what you are holding back in your heart, and I am happy for you."

"Is that so..."

The sight in front of him was obscured by the hot water vapor, and the boy's voice came through muffled.

"Actually, I also received a letter today."

"Eh? Who gave it to you."

"Who else could it be."

"Is it Sisi?"

"It's Chi Yu, why...why do you think of her?"

Qi Yu opened his mouth, not knowing how to answer, the boy seemed to be lost in thought because of this answer, so the air fell silent again, and after a while, Qi Yu was thinking of what kind of reason to prevaricate. When I heard a boy's voice.

"Do you want to read it? Chi Yu's letter."

(End of this chapter)