June is our farewell song

Chapter 263 Color
"ghost?"

Gu Yuan suddenly felt a feather brushing gently over his heart.

"Well, almost a year ago, I didn't get along with everyone around me at that time. After all, it was because I wanted to take a path that no one believed in." Wen Jin raised the corners of her mouth, and did not let Gu Yuan immersed himself in sudden thoughts for a longer time, "I had a quarrel with my family on the phone that day, and I was harassed by two annoying guys in the classroom, so I went to the studio alone with my drawing board on my back, and met It's incredible."

"what?"

"Under the big tree next to the clock tower, I saw a girl who was hanging a prayer talisman. Because it was still class time at that time, I felt a little strange about her appearance, so I got closer. Finally, I saw her The school uniform on my body is obviously not the same version as ours. When I was learning to draw clothes, I flipped through the school uniforms of our school, so I recognized at a glance that it was the fourth-generation school uniform after the reform and opening up, that is, the one 14 years ago generation."

Hearing this, Gu Yuan's eyes flickered slightly.

"Then you talked to her?"

"Well, of course, it's rare to encounter such an incredible event. It may be a unique experience in my life. How can I let it go so easily?" Wen Jin stretched out his hand and gently stroked the drawing board in front of him, "I asked Why is she here? She said she didn’t know, maybe it was because someone was thinking about her. She quickly noticed my drawing board and said that she also knew a friend who liked to draw, but she didn’t have much talent, and many people didn’t understand. I didn’t support her either, so I was forced to give up in the end, and went to learn vocal music instead.”

"Because someone is thinking about her..."

Wen Jin turned to look at him, Gu Yuan frowned slightly and stared at a certain point in the distance, wondering what he was thinking.She tugged on his sleeve, and Gu Yuan returned to his previous smile.

"scared you?"

"No." Gu Yuan shook his head, "Did you do anything special before you saw her that day?"

"Something special? Nope."

Wen Jin bit her hair in her mouth, her long legs were slantedly tucked under the drawing board.

"Please think about it carefully, please."

"Why the sudden tone of voice... I thought about it, it really wasn't there. The sun was already setting and the evening self-study had just started. I rubbed my eyes while walking on the road, because As I said just now, I was harassed by two nasty guys in the classroom that day, and my eyes were stained with watercolor paint. Although I washed it for a long time, it still didn't completely wash off, um... nothing special happened really, you ask this doing what?"

"I also want to see her once." Gu Yuan looked around and said after confirming that there was no one nearby, "I think, since she can help you solve your troubles, maybe she can help me too."

"Pfft...do you really believe it?" Wen Jin smiled happily, "I really didn't expect that."

"Are you lying to me?"

"No, I'm telling the truth."

"Then I believe what's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I was just surprised." Wen Jin said as he reached for the backpack leaning against the drawing board, unzipped it, and took out a bulging white sealed bag from inside. The smell of the powder and the unique aroma of mashed potatoes penetrated into Gu Yuan's heart immediately, making him swallow silently.

I haven't eaten anything since noon, and my stomach is so hungry that my chest is sticking to my back.

"Anything to eat?"

"Where...where did you come from?"

"I ordered takeaway. Although it's very remote here, it's not like there's nothing there." Wen Jin took a sharp breath into the mouth of the bag he just opened, "Ah~ it's really delicious, but unfortunately, it's a bit cold."

"...Obviously you can go out to eat. Anyway, the exams are over, and your teacher probably won't ask you to study with us here."

"I don't want to go home." Wen Jin said and handed the sealed bag to Gu Yuan, "Do you want to eat?"

After hesitating for about ten seconds, Gu Yuan stretched out his hand and grabbed a chicken wing from the bag. The crispy golden meringue fell down between his fingers and fell back into the sealed bag, which was extremely tempting.Wen Jin smiled when she saw this, and shook the silver fork in her hand.

"You also like to grab with your hands?"

"What's wrong……"

"It's nothing, I like it too." Wen Jin threw the fork back into the bag, and then stretched out his right hand to grab a piece, "Eat when you are sad, because the distance between the stomach and the heart is very close, when you eat When you are full, the expanded stomach will occupy the position of the heart, and the warm feeling will fill the atrium, so that the heart will not feel so deserted and empty."

Although Gu Yuan knew that a normal person's internal organs would never move like Wen Jin said, he still couldn't help laughing.

There is indeed a warm feeling in my heart.

"Wen Jin."

"Ok?"

"What do you think the meaning of life is?"

"The meaning of life?" Wen Jin had chicken stuffed in her mouth, and eating really made her feel better. She looked more energetic than before, "I don't think it's meaningful."

"no point?"

"Why should it be meaningful? Life itself is a blank sheet of paper. Meaning is given by memory and experience. This process is like drawing on paper. Hmm...why do you suddenly ask such a strange question?"

"...Nothing, just asking." Gu Yuan sucked his finger, looked into the distance and said softly, "A long time ago, someone told me that I had to figure out what kind of person I am and why And writing. I have been thinking for a long time, but I still can't get a definite answer. Adding some recent events... Forget it, I don't understand. So what kind of meaning do you want to give to life?"

"Me? Me... I don't know, I really don't know. However, I hope that one day my paintings will be remembered by people all over the world, and I will. I have never doubted it. Well, probably That's it." Wen Jin didn't have much emotion when he said his wish, but when Gu Yuan heard such an answer, his nose suddenly became sore.

"It will, I never doubted it."

Her words are like a knife, with a gentle luster but a sharp edge.

That incomparable self-confidence and firmness pierced his dazed heart full of self-doubt.

Gu Yuan picked up the paper and wiped his mouth, then took a deep breath.

"Wen Jin, we... are really different. You are a genius, and you have absolute confidence in your abilities, but I am not. I clearly know that there are too many things that I cannot do. Although I have grown up Many people say that I am versatile, but I have recently become more and more aware that none of them are actually useful, and I am not proficient in any of them. Han Han is right, the result of all-round development is all-round mediocrity. So, maybe I still have to live a mediocre life .”

"However, thank you."

Wen Jin didn't say anything until Gu Yuan had finished speaking, and then she was silent for a while before she gently held the brush.

"Gu Yuan, look."

"Ok?"

"It's a blank slate, like we just said, this is your life, it has no meaning, you need to paint it yourself."

"Paint color..."

"You asked me a question before, if you had to use one color to describe your high school life, what color would I choose, right? I said at the time, orange-red gray, do you remember?"

"Remember." Gu Yuan looked at her, as if he understood what she was going to say, but he didn't seem to understand.

"Why do you have to use one color to describe? This is your painting. The brush is in your own hands. You can use any color you want, and you can use as many colors as you want. No one can interfere. , is entirely your own choice, no matter the three years in high school or the future, you are the only one who paints your own life. Whether it is colorful or dark depends only on how you describe it .”

Gu Yuan felt as if a window had been opened in front of him, and he saw a different world.

"So I think, Senior Sister Zifeng asked you this question not to ask you to use a color to describe your feelings, but to let you choose what kind of 'color' to fill your life." Wen Jin said Tear off the white paper on the drawing board and hand it to Gu Yuan, "The power to choose is yours."

Gu Yuan looked at the blank paper she handed over, his eyes flickered, and he gently stroked the blank paper with his fingers.

"I see, thank you, Wen Jin."

"There is nothing to thank. I just can't bear some people's confusion and low self-esteem. I just want to remind you. It's not that I deliberately want to help you." Wen Jin shook her head, raised her face, and looked out of the window with a smile on her face. The starry sky also has a bright smile, and under the gentle reflection of the moonlight, it perfectly shows the beauty of the girl.

"By the way, there is one more thing I want to ask you." Gu Yuan turned around suddenly when he walked to the door of the studio.

"what?"

"The watercolor paint on your eyes that day, what brand and color is it? I want to buy some."

"what?"

(End of this chapter)